Happy One week!!

Happy one week!

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Ed and Angel Wedding

Just came back from Ed and Angel wedding. Realised that getting married is like so xiong!! Took some pic with my camera! Abit blur though :>

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Where Your life is Going   You are a very determined and willful individual. You have strong set goals that you plan to reach no matter what. You may be an overachiever at times but that's because you want to be successful in your life. The greatest accomplishment for you is when you reach a high goal. However, you constantly worry if you're not good enough to do something, or if your life doesn't go according to plan. You worry a lot about your future, and if it will meet all your high criteria. Don't worry, with your determination, and hard work ethic, and organization chances are things will go according to plan.
Commitment
Disappointment
Being Alone
Looked down on
Losing Someone
Death
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

Took from j. blog. So true!

jay live

Pu Gong Ying De Yue Ding 蒲公英的约定 (LIVE) - Jay Chou Jie Lun


Somehow I feel like singing this song...

tml going wedding dinner..this is like one of the first few red "bomb" i kena from my friends. LOL. It is nice seeing ur friends getting married. I wonder how i would feel if i were in their position.


tml i will be heading down with darling. Having a headache how to overcome the hot weather and how to look presentable. no time go home and change also.


Feeling pretty broke. haha..no $. Been eating cheap stuff everyday in sch. I can't wait to start work and earn my income.


Been working hard in sch for the whole day and no fruits for my simulations. Hopefully i can come out with something next week. Server down tml so cant work.

My Dear

After getting attached to this lovely lady, Life has been awesome, Perhaps it is the honeymoon period , still everything felt so wonderful.

I still rem we first met during orientation camp 2 years ago. She was in SOT at that time and i was helping kenneth out with the camp with the rest of the nus peeps. The first thing i notice about her was her hair! She got those doll hair, straight cut above her eyes( she still have it now :>). We din really get to talk much but it was a good first impression. Nothing really more than friends. We ended up exchanging contacts and started chatting on msn.

For the next few months, we started to talk as per normal and nothing special really happen.Looking back then, it is a time when we start to "orientate" about each other, learning more and more about each other.

It wasn't until a year later when some unhappy stuff happen that really bring us close together. It was a period where we got close in contact and face up to the situation. After the whole episode was over, it sort of leave a good impression in each of us. At least for me, i realised that she is a person of principles and determination.Sometimes she can be cute in her little ways that brings a smile to my face. :>


As we began to study together( ok i admit, by then we are close and i start to have some feelings for her), we began to draw closer and after speaking to ken, he taught me a way to test water! HAHA. It work, sort of caught her attention. As she was still on vow, we make it a pt to stay as friends. Other than getting chocolate for her, nothing more.

Time spent in the library passses so fast and we are into a new sem. After christmas, after her vow is over, i can't help but confess to her. It was nerve-wrecking cos she nv reply me for so long!!


Then slowly , we came till where we are today! I can say she is one of my best friend i have now. Cos we can talk like friends and yet love each other like lovers. I really pray that we can eventually go on to something even better :>







sweeeeeeeet!

Hokkien Rap

I am so exicted and nervous!!

I am going to share my healing testimony infront of my whole zone!!!

I might seems talkative but i have a phobia of public speaking! Something i am trying to overcome since young! Really pray tml i can share a good one!!

Saw a hokkien rap at kenneth place.It is darn funny! try to rap along..


Learning Hokkien is as easy as ABC
Children is Kina Kia
Boy is Da Boh Kia
Girl is Zha Boh Kia
Bird is Ohiao Kia
Korean car is Kia
Giving birth is Seh Kia
Furniture is Ikia
Police is Mata Kia
Small house is Chu Kia
My handphone is Nokia
I am Hokkien Kia
Malay is Huan Kia
Hindu is Keh leng Kia
Kuai Lou is Angmohkia
Chinese is Deng lang Kia
Japanese is Jit Pun kia
Bad guy is Pia Kia
Good guy is Ho Kia
Person who read this is Gong Kia
If you laugh you are Siao Kia

LOL

tired

After 3 nights of less than 5 hrs of proper sleep..i am tired!!

shall blog more abt the trip next time.

btw, thank God for dean's list last sem, it was confirmed a few days ago.



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Kelong

Hi my dear friends

I will be away on a kelong getaway for 2 days. Will be there with my beloved and kenneth and peiyun!

You still can contact me via my hp.


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My Mushy and Stimulation

Today morning, i woke up and i wanna kill myself.

I made a mistake in my calculations and half the range of whatever i am studying.

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although i have discovered a peak, i have yet to find 2 more. Which i hope, is good enough. I am pretty sure it is something no one had done it bfore in their research. But whether it is a significant result or not, i got to speak to my prof.

Talking about my prof,

I "miss" you! After 4 emails, you have yet to reply ur dear student for 3 weeks! I am making leaps and bounds and yet you are not there to guide me.

my fellow student prof are keen to ask them to publish their own research paper, wherelse mine seems to want me t do less and get it over and done with. hiaz





The STIMULATING Simulation page i see everytime i do simulation. I see like at least a few times a day. Waiting for it to run and get the results.



The MUSHY Meshing page where i model and mesh my model into grid of differnt size. When i am not STIMULATING Simulating, i will be MUSHY Meshing .


As i approach the end of this project, i'm getting more and more excited. This spirit of expectancy that something good will come out of it. let's hope he gives me a good grade.


Getting ready for the talk!

motivation

I got no movtivations to study at all!


i need to break out of that mindset.


Anyway i think i got an overdose of sweetness, need to cool off.


Feeling really tight in budget this month.Need to watch what i spend!


i need to start working hard!!

Sugar free

It is simply illogical.


I can't believe it now. Everything strange.

My brain can't register what just happened. I feel good yet my mind can't believe it.


Thank God for the healing!

It jus feel so weird to feel pain while walking, can't kneel or stand up with pain for the last 2 days

And suddenly, my legs felt new!!


I can't register this in my brain!!!

Thank God!!










The Sweetest chocolate i ever got that is sugar free.

Thanks :> hehe

My love

After 3 months, I can finally say the three words to you. :>:>

I love you.

I must admit...initially when i was considering you with the others , i realised certain aspects of you makes me wonder if you are what i am looking for.

After weeks and weeks of consideration, i finally decided to go for you.


Times passes so fast and it has been 3 months plus ever since we are in close contact. I see you like everyday and i must say i enjoy every moment with you.

Although sometimes, cock up do happens but no one is perfect. I was initially alittle upset by your shortcomings but i realised what matters most is the overall picture.


i have hear people said bad things about you but i believe that for me to know you inside out, it is to have you as my own. To fully experience time spent with you.


I am glad we capture all the good times together. Even when we went to sentosa or when in school, you really make the difference by capturing all the good time.


Some ppl don find u attractive but i must say , from the bottom of my heart, your black dress sense really attracts me big time. It is the overall layout that makes me feel proud to have you as my own. :>


Thanks for everything.

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Everyone go get one.N85 rocks

Blush

Seeing you blush and putting on a smile simply makes my day!!

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FYP Here I come!

Vday present

For this Vday, i gotten a few presents..

1)Huge card with many pictures
2)A green shirt with a hand made card
3)chocolates

Thanks for the effort! Let our friendships go up to the next level. :>

Temptation

Temptations are part and parcel of life and I must learn to deal with it. Perhaps it is a good test of faith too.

Hot Pink

Pink man with the pink flowers.

blur

blur for a moment.Wonder why things turn out this way. Haiz.

Time to shower all the woes!

Christian Audigier eyeball rhinestone tee

CG meeting

Today i went to the most powerful cg meeting so far this year. It was simply amazing!!

Bro Darren prayed for all the connect group leaders and i was like totally soak in the presence of God. Truely God wants us to move in signs and wonders and miracles. We don't want to just rely on the head knowledge alone but we want to move in the fullness of God, moving in power!

After which, we went to lay hands on our connect group members and pray for them. It was simply WOOOO!!!


During the meeting i was crying out for a powerful move of God in my life. And God always works in ways that surprise me. It is just so divine that two of my good friends ask me about God and the miracles. I was trying my best to explain to them the miracles that had taken place before. One even exclaim " If God do this and this, i will surely believe!". Now i fully understand the importance of this question. God's power must be in our lives! We are to be living testimonies for Him!!!


Vday is coming!!

Fight

yesterday while walking towards my block, several police cars zoom past me. Apparently there was a fight and the ambulance arrived a couple of min later. Now there are some girls scream under my block. Weird.

Feeling sick of work. wanna go jogging initially but feeling really tired after many late nights so decided to rest early tonight.Many things on my mind, mainly arising from friends around me. Think tml i shall find someone to accompany me to town to have some fun! Guess no harm relaxing a while.

Believe

I posted this song a couple of weeks or months back. Recently i have heard pretty bad news around me. Today i was on my way back from leader's meeting when my friend told me her mum had a huge tumour in her brain which is affecting her sense of smell and causing her to faint occasionally.They went for a check up a few weeks back and discovered it when the report came out today. It is prety sad as her family is not well to do and alot of problems immediately came to her mind.


Throughout the journey she was trying to hold back her tears when she spoke to me. I was at a loss of words too. But God alway work in ways we don't know. I began to recall this quote i learn from my statistic lecture today.

"In this world, there are things that are known knowns. They are things that are know unknowns. Of course there are unknown unknowns."

I began to encourage her , telling her that God never put us in a trial or temptation we cannot overcome. For He works in ways we do not know or apprehend. Even now i am also heavy laden in my heart. Compared to her, the problems i faced are like chicken feeds. I really pray that things will turn out ok for her.

Even for those who are going through tough time, Be still and know He is there watching over us. Just like the song, there will be fears and doubts but alway trust that God can do a miracle for you if you believe..



Many nights we've prayed
With no proof anyone could hear
In our hearts a hopeful song
We barely understood
Now we are not afraid
Although we know there's much to fear
We were moving mountains
Long before we knew we could...

There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill.
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe,
Somehow you will...
You will when you believe.

In this time of fear
When prayer so often proved in vain
Hope seemed like a summer bird
Too swiftly flown away
Yet now I'm standing here (now I'm standing here)
With heart so full I can't explain
(together) Seeking faith and speaking words
I never thought I'd say:

There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill.
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe,
Somehow you will...
You will when you believe...

God

Just finished my light workout.After school today i went to riverwalk for Pm and it was sooo packed!!! It really became a Pm rather than what i initially thought to be a Qt session. But still it was pretty good. During the session, God spoke something to me but i am not 100%. Kinda prayed that if it is what He intended , he will confirm it.


wanted to join Judo for something but the club nv hold an recruitment drive!! until i saw this girl who is a friend of my friend in muay thai. From her then i realisd that they trained for since week 2! Oh my, they should have informed us! Hopefully i can pick something up from the remaining time.


Time passes sooo fast! i am at the twilight of my NUS life! in less than 8 weeks or so, i will be graduating. I will officially become a working adult!!This means greater responsibilities and higher level of maturity!!


Anyone wanna catch "The curious case of benjamin button" with me?

Glad

just woke up after sleeping at 5 plus last night.

From the min the clock strike 12 till last night, it was simply one of the best birthday i had. :>

Thanks for the pressie i gotten man, really appreciate you guys. I have estimated the total cost of my presents to be about 400 plus to 500!! :X There is alot of sowing to be done :P


Well, i guess the best present i really hope to have is that we will stay in contact! After looking at the card liwei made, I feel like tearing man...Time have really passed and it has been a wonderful journey with you guys!

Not forgetting my nus ME4 pals! Hope that we can go for grad trip together!

Of cos my lovely cg! Thanks for the vest! Lorraine for the cookies! hope you girls had fun at Ken's house!

Luge!! Best quality time spent up on the sky ride!! Everyone must go try it!! We ended up going for 5!!! hahah..compliment of the ticketing staff!! :>

Lorry driver!!!

ARGHHHH... Don't eat me!!!!

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Hoping for the best!

Bye

Just reached school after sending TingJun off. This is the second time i went to send a person off for NOC. The departure level is alway so sad. Tears are flowing everywhere and everyone is parting good byes.

i guess it will be 10 plus more month before i get to see her again! Have fun!! We will miss you!!

Lib

Currently at lib trying to run my simulations before heading home.After meeting my prof, he gave the task of using NR(Newton-Rapson method) to solve my problem. Haven't used them for a while. Guess it is time to use the text i have been keeping for a while!!

Met up with Sean and Shermaine! It was so fun catching up.Compared to them , my FYP is like chicken feed! I am like going through ORD period and they are going through BMT recruit time!

If my memory haven't failed me, Someone asked me for the first time what i wanted for my birthday! I don noe why but it just gives a very sweet feeling. I think there will be people who will be thinking what to get for me(i hope) but when the action of "asking" is executed, it gives a totally different feeling. Thanks for being such a sweet friend!

I think choosing the right partner is what i hope to do. And also start my own business! I hope to become an asset to the family, not liability!


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Fri

It has been a while since i feel so EXCITED!!

Can't wait for Fri to come!!!

Jobs

Today i got a letter from DSO Labs inviting me to go for their open house.It comes in a nice black envelope and with a stamp on it. I am pretty sure rest of my engineering friends got this letter too.


Now at this point and age, only engineering firms and drugs companies are employing people. I guess it can be said to be the best thing that could happen in such a bad time is to graduate as an engineer. A number of my engineering friends totally detest engineering job, some because of the job nature , some because of the money issue, some because of the prestige issue(they wanna wear tie to work, not polo tee). In my opinion , i feel those who totally cut off engineering without a second thought is just like taking a gun and shooting at his leg.

Firstly, while it is true working in a bank pays better than a normal engineer, it is not going to be as good as before and it definitely is not as stable as an engineering job. You heard of financial crisis, have u heard of engineering crisis?!

Secondly, we go into an engineering as cream of the crop. Unlike other firms, you enter as second rated grads unless you can show them you are better and it will take like 2 to 3 years?!

lastly, at time like this, engineering jobs is by far the most stable! Bank--> cui... Big 4--> flocked by retrenched Exe from banks...marketing , IT firms--> paycut, freeze headcount.

I guess it is engineering or pharmaceutical companies for now!

Thanks Disney(Dawn)

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