sad memories

kns...i failed my ippt...but this time wasn't that bad...i think i need to practise my chin up...will be getting a chin up bar tml...and of cos i am going to run more in sch...maybe each time i will run more and more....hiaz.....


on my way home after dinner with cheekiong changhan and daniel who took ippt with me( only one guy passed and got silver...guess who?), saw fizal and chit chat with him...why did he bring up the sad memories.....remind me of all the bad things...


once in a while i will sit down and reflect on the things going in life...try to appreciate what i have around me....thanks God for everything...for all the good things i have in my life..for you have install for me all the best...and thank God for all the bad things in life...for they have moulded me to be a better person...and all the painful experiences He allowed to happen to me...it serve to let me look and focuson Him even more....



i'v made up my mind..will go get my crumpler tml..unless i can find better options.

bday.

as u come into my blog...u should be able to listen to kenny G song...pretty old song but i really like it...thanks to Fab who posted this song at his blog...


went to chinatown jus now...feeling really really tired now....think i will get a good rest tonight and be ready for tml's ippt test...crossing my fingers that i will pass tml ippt test..and if possible the 200 dollar..haha..it will add to my "i-can't-reveal" fund...


anyway this is an open invitation for everyone who drop by here...i will be organising my own Birthday outing...save the hassle for those who are going to organise for me(i hope someone is trying to..lol)...plan is we will be going to watch CJ7 after our reunion dinner...likely to watch the show at 10 plus 11...then go chill out...after which we , definitely for sure, will go home . let me know if u are coming...hopefully we can get enough cars to send everyone home....we will be booking the tickets in advance...so we can chop the whole cinema..NUS POS 2006 and NUS UNITED 2007 peeps pls try to make it..haha!





ok..time to hit the pillow.

MY DREAM GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yesterday i met her!






i mean i thought i would meet the girl of my dream in a special way....





but i guess i was wrong....















i still rem it was after watching "the mist" with tata and the rest of the project group mates....i remember it was at plaza singapura....











i was walking out of the toilet...then my eyes literally sparks!!!!!! ")












i saw her..the one..



Fabian turn over and told me " go take a pic with her la..."




i hesitated...then i decided to go all out to take a pic with her even thought there are so many people around...




my heart pounded as i walk towards her.........














and my of my..i really like the pic even thought i don look good in it...i mean i never knew i got the nerve to do it...haha..



























































































































































































































HAHAHAHAHa

Sentimental

Recently people have been asking me am i alright and stuff...perhaps it is all the love songs i posted in my blog that made people wonder if i am going thru something..haha...actaully nothing special is going on...well..not exactly nothing but nothing to be of concern that is going on now...reason for posting these love songs is because i am sentimental type of person...i like to listen to oldies love songs...currently i am into jazz too..so u never know i might start posting jazz songs...



3rd week of school is going to start soon...somehow i felt that everything is trying to have a piece of me..really busy...and no mood to study..meetings spring cleaning and stuff..plus muay thai have started already...so it is going to get busier and busier...


this few weeks have beeen a tough time for some of my friends...there is like a lot of separations..i been thru and i totally understand how u guys feel...but like the kelvin kern song i am listening to now " A Time Remembered ", somethings are just to be remembered...be it good or bad...it took me a long time to overcome .. and i meant a really long time...sentimental people take longer time to forget and let go...so guys take care! call me if u want to go out.



tons of spring cleaning to be done on the inside and outside...

bad day

Today is not exactly the best day for...hiaz..i guess these type of days come once in a while...heard some stuff mention by some people and i was quite affected by it...i guess i got to relook at the way i behave....i want to break that image...i want to get out of that...

perhaps they are right...i need to do something...i need to relook at everything...hiaz...

today muay thai is quite ok...so long never train..my joints are so stiff and i can't really kick ...i am losing the stamina...i guess techniques need to sharpen up abit..then build on the stamina as well as the strength...

i really think i should go on a fast

Savage Garden And Jay chou by Jay Chao

Destiny's Child - Emotions + Atomic kitten-Eternal Flame + Rick Price - Heaven Knows

Destiny's Child - Emotions

It's over and done
but the heartache lives on inside
And who's the one you're clinging to
instead of me tonight?

And where are you now, now that I need you?
Tears on my pillow wherever you go
I'll cry me a river that leads to your ocean
You never see me fall apart

In the words of a broken heart
it's just emotion taking me over
Caught up in sorrow
lost in the song
but if you don't come back
Come home to me, darling
don't you know there's nobody left in this world tohold me tight
nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight
Goodnight, goodnight

I'm there at your side,
I'm part of all the things you are
But you've got a part of someone else
You've got to find your shining star

And where are you now, now that I need you?
Tears on my pillow wherever you go
I'll cry me a river that leads to your ocean
You never see me fall apart

In the words of a broken heart
it's just emotion taking me over
Caught up in sorrow
lost in the song
but if you don't come back
Come home to me, darling
don't you know there's nobody left in this world tohold me tight
nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight
Goodnight, goodnight

And where are you now, now that I need you?
Tears on my pillow wherever you go
I'll cry me a river that leads to your ocean
You never see me fall apart

In the words of a broken heart
it's just emotion taking me over
Caught up in sorrow
lost in the song
but if you don't come back
Come home to me, darling
don't you know there's nobody left in this world tohold me tight
nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight
Goodnight, goodnight




Atomic kitten-Eternal Flame

Close your eyes
Give me your hand darling
Do you feel my heart beating?
Do you understand?
Do you feel the same?
Or am I only dreaming?

Is this burning?
An eternal Flame

I believe it's meant to be darling
I watch you when you are sleeping
You belong with me
Do you feel the same?
Or am I only dreaming?

is this burning?
An eternal flame?

Say my name sun shines through the rain
A whole life so loneley then come and ease the pain
I don't wanna lose this feeling

Ohh

Say my name sun shines through the rain
A whole life so lonely
Now come ease the pain
I don't want to lose this feeling

Ohh

Close your eyes
Give me your hand darling
Do you feel my heart beating?
Do you understand?
Do you feel the same?
Am I only dreaming?

Or is this burning?
An eternal flame?

Close your eyes
Give me your hand darling
Do you feel my heart beating?
Do you understand?
Do you feel the same?
Or am I only dreaming?

Is this burning
An eternal flame

Close your eyes
Give me your hand darling
Do you feel my heart beating?
Do you understand?
Do you feel the same?
Or am I only dreaming?

Is this burning
An eternal flame

Close your eyes
Give me your hand darling
Do you feel my heart beating?
Do you understand?
Do you feel the same?
Or am I only dreaming? (less)



Rick Price - Heaven Knows

She's always on my mind
From the time I wake up till
I close my eyes
She's everywhere I go
She's all I know

And though she's far away
It just keeps getting stronger
everyday
And even now she's gone
I'm still holding on
So tell me where do I start
Cause it's breaking my heart
Don't wanna let her go

Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'cause heaven knows

My friends keep tellin' me
That if you really love her
You've gotta set her free
And if she returns in kind
[ Lyrics found at www.mp3lyrics.org/nH ]
I know she's mine
So tell me where do I start
Cause it's breaking my heart
Don't wanna let her go

Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'cause heaven knows

Why I live in despair
'Cause wide awake or dreaming
I know she's never there
And all this time I act so brave
I'm shaking inside
Why does it hurt me so

Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'cause heaven knows

Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'cause heaven knows
Heaven knows.....2x

Only Love - Trade Marks + Wang Lee Hom - Forever Love + Journey - Open Arms

Only Love - Trade Marks


2am and the rain is falling
Here we are at the crossroads once again
You're telling me you're so confused
You can't make up your mind
Is this meant to be
You're asking me

But only love can stay
Try again or walk away
But i believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So i just play my part
Pray you'll have a change of heart
But i can make you see it through
That's something only love can do

In your arms as the dawn is breaking
Face to face and a thousand miles apart
I've tried my best to make you see
There's hope beyond the pain
If we give enough
If we learn to trust

But only love can stay
Try again or walk away
But i believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So i just play my part
Pray you'll have a change of heart
But i can make you see it through
That's something only love can do

I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep inside
You'll give my dreams just one more chance
To let this be our last goodbye

But only love can stay
Try again or walk away
But i believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So i just play my part
Pray you'll have a change of heart
But i can make you see it through
That's something only love can do

That's something only love can do




Ai ni bu shi yin wei ni de mei er yi
Wo yue lai yue ai ni mei ge yan shen chu dong wo de xin
Yin wei ni rang wo kan jian Forever cai liao jie zi ji
Wei lai zhe xie ri zi yao hao hao zhen xi

Ai wo you xie tong ku you xie bu gong ping
Ru guo zhen de ai wo bu shi li suo dang ran de jue ding
Gan dao ni de hu xi zai wo er bian xiang wei feng shen qi
Wen rou de an fu wo de bu an ding
Suo yi wo yao mei tian yan jiu ni de xiao rong Wo... duo me zi ran

Forever Love..Forever Love
Wo zhi xiang yong zhe yi bei zi qu ai ni
Cong jin yi hou ni hui shi suo you xing fu de li you

Ai qing shi chang zui mei zui yuan de lu xing
Yan tu yu ji ni ning ou er zu ai wo men de qian jin
Gan dao ni de ti wen zai wo huai li xiang yang guang he xu
Qiao miao de rong hua wo de bu an ding
Bu ke si yi zheng ming wo ai ni de li you Wo... duo me zi ran

Forever Love..Forever Love
Wo zhi xiang yong wo zhe yi bei zi qu ai ni
Cong jin yi hou ni hui shi suo you xing fu de li you

Ni gan dong de yan jing
Wo chen mo de sheng yin
Fang fu jiu shi zui hao de zheng ming
Jiu rang wo zai shuo yi ci, I love you Oh...
Zhi dao yong yuan...

Oh...Forever Love..Forever Love
Wo zhi xiang yong wo zhe yi bei zi qu ai ni
Cong jin yi hou ni hui shi suo you xing fu de li you
Forever Love Forever Love Forever Love




Journey - Open Arms Lyrics

(S. Perry and J. Cain)
Lying beside you
Here in the dark
Feeling your heart with mine
Softly you whisper
You're so sincere
How could our love be so blind
We sailed on together
We drifted apart
And here you are
By my side

So now I come to you
With open arms
Nothing to hide
Believe what I say
So here I am
With open arms
Hoping you'll see
What your love means to me
Open arms

Living without you
Living alone
This empty house seems so cold
Wanting to hold you
Wanting you near
How much I wanted you home

But now that you've come back
Turned night into day
I need you to stay

So now I come to you
With open arms
Nothing to hide
Believe what I say
So here I am
With open arms
Hoping you'll see
What your love means to me
Open arms

Beatles - I Wanna Hold Your Hand + The Wonders - That Thing You Do! + Always - Bon Jovi

Oh yeah, I´ll tell you something
I think you´ll understand
When I say that something
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand

Oh, please, say to me
You´ll let me be your man
and please, say to me

You´ll let me hold your hand
Now let me hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand

And when I touch you i feel happy, inside
It´s such a feeling
That my love
I cannot hide
I cannot hide
I cannot hide

Yeah you, got that something
I think you´ll understand
When I say that something
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand

And when I touch you I feel happy, inside
It´s such a feeling
That my love
I cannot hide
I cannot hide
I cannot hide

Yeah you, got that something
I think you´ll understand
When I feel that something
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand.




You,
Doin' that thing you do,
Breaking my heart into a million pieces,
Like you always do
And you,
Don't mean to be cruel,
You never even knew about the heartache,
I've been going through
Well I try and try to forget you girl,
But it's just so hard to do,
Every time you do that thing you do

I,
Know all the games you play,
And I'm gonna find a way to let you know that,
You'll be mine someday
'Cause we,
Could be happy can't you see,
If you'd only let me be the one to hold you,
And keep you here with me
'Cause I try and try to forget you girl,
But it's just so hard to do,
Every time you do that thing you do

I don't ask a lot girl,
But I know one thing's for sure,
It's the love I haven't got girl,
And I just can't take it anymore

'Cause we,
Could be happy can't you see,
If you'd only let me be the one to hold you,
And keep you here with me
Cause it hurts me so just to see you go,
Around with someone new,
And if I know you you're doin' that thing,
Every day just doin' that thing,
I can't take you doing that thing you do



This romeo is bleeding
But you cant see his blood
Its nothing but some feelings
That this old dog kicked up

Its been raining since you left me
Now Im drowning in the flood
You see Ive always been a fighter
But without you I give up

Now I cant sing a love song
Like the way its meant to be
Well, I guess Im not that good anymore
But baby, thats just me

And I will love you, baby - always
And Ill be there forever and a day - always
Ill be there till the stars dont shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words dont rhyme
And I know when I die, youll be on my mind
And Ill love you - always

Now your pictures that you left behind
Are just memories of a different life
Some that made us laugh, some that made us cry
One that made you have to say goodbye
What Id give to run my fingers through your hair
To touch your lips, to hold you near
When you say your prayers try to understand
Ive made mistakes, Im just a man

When he holds you close, when he pulls you near
When he says the words youve been needing to hear
Ill wish I was him cause those words are mine
To say to you till the end of time

Yeah, I will love you baby - always
And Ill be there forever and a day - always

If you told me to cry for you
I could
If you told me to die for you
I would
Take a look at my face
Theres no price I wont pay
To say these words to you

Well, there aint no luck
In these loaded dice
But baby if you give me just one more try
We can pack up our old dreams
And our old lives
Well find a place where the sun still shines

And I will love you, baby - always
And Ill be there forever and a day - always
Ill be there till the stars dont shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words dont rhyme
And I know when I die, youll be on my mind
And Ill love you - always

For all my friendS who are sad.

this is delicated to my friends who are feeling abit down...i hope it cheers u up...

Cloverfield

warning: spoilers ahead


jus came back from watching cloverfield with koowala...it is SUPER DIZZY-DON'T-KNOW-WAT-THE-PRODUCER-IS-DOING+CANNOT-SEE-WHAT-IS-GOING-ON-MOST-OF-THE-TIME SHOW.

i got to admit..if u can stay throughout the show without feeling dizzy..u might like it...to be honest i like the first part..because it is so different from the normal show..haha...EVERYTHING IS CAMCORDER RECORDED...it is about some alien attacking the earth...i think there is suspend because u cannot see everything but u can hear it coming and the shaking of the camcorder makes everything so nervous at time..but not scary enough i feell..it is like blair witch project but in an alien form....

i don think i recommend this show to anyone..except if you are carzy about the unknown...just like i am or if you are about to withstand the violent shaking without feeling dizzy...most ppl i see in the cinema either close their eyes or just do watch..it is just too dizzy...

Elvis Presley - Love Me Tender

Love me tender,
Love me sweet,
Never let me go.
You have made my life complete,
And I love you so.

Love me tender,
Love me true,
All my dreams fulfilled.
For my darlin I love you,
And I always will.

Love me tender,
Love me long,
Take me to your heart.
For its there that I belong,
And well never part.

Love me tender,
Love me dear,
Tell me you are mine.
Ill be yours through all the years,
Till the end of time.

(when at last my dreams come true
Darling this I know
Happiness will follow you
Everywhere you go).

Elvis Presley - I Cant Help Falling In Love With You

Wise men say only fools rush in
But I cant help falling in love with you
Shall I stay
Would it be a sin
If I cant help falling in love with you

Like a river flows surely to the sea
Darling so it goes
Some things are meant to be
Take my hand, take my whole life too
For I cant help falling in love with you

Like a river flows surely to the sea
Darling so it goes
Some things are meant to be
Take my hand, take my whole life too
For I cant help falling in love with you
For I cant help falling in love with you

unchained melody + You'll be in my heart + how am i supposed to live without you

Unchained Melody - 1965 The Righteous Brothers lyrics

[Words by Hy Zaret and Music by Alex North]

Whoooa, my love, my darlin'
I've hungered for your touch
A long, lonely time
And time goes by so slowly
And time can do so much
Are you still mine
I need your love
I need your love
God speed your love to me

Lonely rivers flow to the sea, to the sea
To the open arms of the sea, yeah
Lonely rivers sigh
Wait for me, wait for me
I'll be comin' home, wait for me

Whoooa, my love, my darlin'
I've hungered, hungered for your touch
A long, lonely time
And time goes by so slowly
And time can do so much
Are you still mine
I need your love
I, I need your love
God speed your love to me



Come, stop your crying, it will be all right
Just take my hand, hold it tight
I will protect you from, all around you
I will be here, don't you cry

For one so small, you seem so strong
My arms will hold you, keep you safe and warm
This bond between us, can't be broken
I will be here, don't you cry

1-'CAUSE you'll be in my heart
YES, you'll be in my heart
From this day on, now and forever more

2-You'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You'll be here in my heart, always

Why can't they understand the way we feel?
They just don't trust, what they can't explain
I know we're different but, deep inside us
We're not that different at all
(repeat 1..AND)

Don't listen to them, 'cause what do they know?
We need each other, to have, to hold
They'll see in time, I know
When destiny calls you, you must be strong
I may not be with you, but you've got to hold on
They'll see in time, I know, we'll show them together

(repeat 1..BELIEVE ME..I'LL BE THERE)
(repeat 2..YOU'LL BE HERE IN MY HEART..I'LL BE WITH YOU)

Always, I'll be with you
I'll be there for you, always, always and always
Just look over your shoulder (3)
I'll be there, always




HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO LIVE WITHOUT YOU
Michael Bolton

I could hardly believe it, when I heard the news today
I had to come and get it straight from you
They said you were leaving, someone's swept your heart away
From the look upon your face, I see it's true.
So tell me all about it, tell me 'bout the plans you're making
Then tell me one thing more before I go

Tell me how am I supposed to live without you
Now that I've been loving you so long
How am I supposed to live without you
How am I supposed to carry on
When all that I've been living for is gone.

I didn't come here for crying, didn't come here to break down
It's just a dream of mine is coming to an end
And how can I blame you, when I build my world around
The hope that one day we'd be so much more than friends
And I don't want to know the price i'm gonna pay for dreaming
When even now it's more than I can take

Tell me how am I supposed to live without you
Now that I've been loving you so long
How am I supposed to live without you
How am I supposed to carry on
When all that I've been living for is gone.

And I don't want to face the price I'm gonna pay for dreaming
Now that your dream has come true.

Tonight i celebrate my love for you.

TONIGHT I CELEBRATE MY LOVE (Peabo Bryson and Roberta Flack)

Tonight I celebrate my love for you
It seems the natural thing to do
Tonight no one's gonna find us
We'll leave the world behind us
When I make love to you
Tonight I celebrate my love for you
And hope that deep inside you feel it too
Tonight our spirits will be climbing
To the sky lit up with diamonds
When I make love to you tonight

Tonight I celebrate my love for you (ooh)
And that midnight song is gonna come shining through
Tonight there'll be no distance between us
What I want most to do
Is to get close to you tonight

Tonight I celebrate my love for you
And soon this old world will seem brand new
Tonight we will both discover
How friends turn into lovers
When I make love to you

Tonight I celebrate my love for you (ooh)
And that midnight song is gonna come shining through
Tonight there'll be no distance between us
What I want most to do
Is to get close to you

Tonight I celebrate my love for you

movies i want to watch on my birthday

sick + my dad

today was sick the whole day..keep running to toilet to "unload". must be something i ate last night..i mean..it was terrible...i was having flu....wa man...think abt it...up "running" below also "running"....my legs also running the whole day..to and fro to the toilet...i really hope i get well soon tml....going service..missed going to qizhi cell because of this...hiaz.


was talking to my dad...then i realised alot of things abt him...i mean if u see him..he is jus like any uncle...he usually wear those uncle shirt...and old uncle pants...he only have P5 education levell..more of the uneducated sort in most ppl's eye...he doesn't have very good table manners...he swallow his food and don't eat like a refined man...

well that is the general first impression ppl have of him..but he is the most wonderful dad in the whole world...i really don't ask for anything more...



why?


he works 7 days a week and each day more than 12 hr...sometime less sometime more..he had never been to a holiday for his whole life...and he never took an mrt before..hardly bus too..maybe once is the last 3 to 4 yrs? i guess more...he works so hard for the family...because of his low education level, he can't be like most dad who works in an office or some big organisation and comes home to enjoy the weekend with his children..he do all kinds of things to support my sisters and me..because he wants us to have a good future..he often tell me not to work just focus on my studies...he will handle everything...even now he is reaching 60(58 this yr), he stills hold 2 jobs....both are quite labour intensive type...



i am really super grateful for having such a dad...why suddenly am i blogging this?because just now i went to help him collect some bananas to sell(yes my dad do all kinds of side job), we move and move( i try to go the toliet less ) until we move abt 160 kg of bananas..this is the average we move and sell,, sometimes less sometimes more...then while walking by..i saw some durian and i told him if i could get some...then he say quite ex...so i thought ok maybe another time and i just get into his lorry and waited for him...


5 mins later he came back with two durians in his hands.

me: wa you go buy?

dad:ya...you want to eat so i buy for you...each cost 20 dollars

me:huh!!! so exp..how come?

dad: you want to eat so i get the better one for you...

me: but we are going to earn only 90 dollars even if we can sell all of the bananas in the coming sat and sun!!

dad: it 's ok..you want to eat,,



for a moment..i really appreciate my dad...he has been out since 6am in the morning doing delivery and we jus finish collecting the bananas we are going to sell at 11pm...that is how hard he works...on the inside, my heart had a warm fuzzy feeling...i guess this is what ppl call family love...my dad loves me so much that he is willing to endure all hard work to support the family..and gives me the best he can provide for me...in my heart i was really touched...extremely.


Thank God for sending me such a wonderful dad!

packing my emotional wallet.

was packing my room when i came across a wallet and a lighter with two candles...it was packed inside a very nice box with a nice ribbon...i reckon this is one the best pressie i ever recieve in my entire life...

i think it as abt 4 yrs ago? she called me out on the eve of my birthday...i din really suspected anything...i mean i just knew her for a few months...haha...we went to watch a show...i forgot the name..then she suggest we go to the newly open esplanade...having met her after serving for a few times...and sending her home..i was thinking why not? so we sat there and chit chat...nice sea view and not alot of ppl...nice...i rem it was a friday night...

she then excused herself to go toilet...so after she left i jus played game on my mobile phone(it was an in thing then).


then after 15 mins she was not back...so i decided to call her...she told me she is coming back really soon...so i just waited..looking at the sea...


suddenly i heard her voice singing "happy birthday"

i turn around..and i saw her angelic face with a small cake on her hand...i was SO shocked...after she finished the song..i blew out the candle and she gave me the pressie..which contain a PC wallet..i was overwhelmed...i forgot did i kiss her? i don think so..we were good friend then..i mean...as far as i am concerned...



so did we eventually end up together?


na...i guess i really look into character more...but

if someone do that again...i might....hahah...



nice memories....

exercise

play basketball for 1.5hr...played with beng and sec sch boys...i feel lousy...and the worst thing is i don feel tired...i am not fit exactly but it is because they are weaker than me because of their age..i perspire alot but i don think i burn alot..came back did some push up..abit of gym and scissor squats..i feel i am super weak la..don think i can pass my ippt in this state...


i am feeling abit hungry..both inside and outside...


back to dota training.

think that's all for handsome hamster.. today is mostly mouseboy.

body check up + lust caution

today went for my body check up...if everything goes well , i should be sigining the deed next week..likely the first part of the money will come in before CNY..


the place is huge....i mean the admin assistant who show me around and to the medical centre told me shipyard is alway huge...all u see if huge structure ...ppl cycling around and of cos alot of bangla...good thing i am not racist...most of them look friendly...smiling and stuff....i kinda like the place...i envision myself wearing a helmet and coverall...haha...i kinda like this type of job...rather than desk bound...which i feel i will become fat and slack and boring..i rather move around and exercise daily...haha...


after all the body check and X-ray, i went to catch lust caution with kooowala...it is worse than i thought...i mean..it is really BARE ALL...tony leung "jewel" can be seen...basically everything! i din expect it to be so explicit...it is like watching porn...i guess the best part of the show would be the aftermath of watching the show..u will start to think and ponder on the issue and from there appreciate the way the actors and actresses perform..


i would say..it is too RA for me...aha...not really used to this type of show..guess we were the youngest ppl there...most of the sudiences are in their mid 30s or 40s...




okok...i am likely to go joseph hpuse to play dota...hook on the game man...tml going out with apple...to borders to read some books....


holiday are so fast ending...and i am going to turn 24!!!

starry night

starry starry nite...

looking at the stars so bright

i could not see the moon behind

all i can feel is the cold breeze coming by.



starry starry nite..


where is my bright shining star?


darkness engulf my vision wide


all i rem is your sweet bright smile.

family

was reading J's blog...i felt i should have obey God's word and stay on...hiaz...perhaps i really made a mistake..looking at the damage i have caused to the people around me..i feel sad...

of cos i do miss them..i mean it has been along time with them.....and memories don jus go away...neither do friendship...from this experience u can really see who really care and who don't...hiaz..


what to do...i saw J2 that day...he is abit shocked and don noe what to say..but can see his attitude towards me change 180 degrees...i mean...what can i do abt it..i jus smile and move on..




people are not perfect

work

time flies...

so fast and it is my last day at work!haha...i miss those peeps..like wilson dave yeeling aka soccer bryan alison they all..

so interesting pics i took



far view





close up...me being "eaten up" by my shelves at work..haha...there are thousands of such shelf at my work place...haha..


oh ya..i got this friend who really really look like lee min soon aka christopher lee...fann wong bf...here is a pic of him..he refuse to let me take his pic...must be worried i go sell them..lol




VS





tired...going lib? mmm..i wanna go zoo or night safari!