After staying in the lib for 12 hours, my eyes hurt!!!
ARghh...
Taking a break soon before carrying on...so much stuff to do!!!
Feels like running or doing some muay thai.
Really like the song on my blog!
Anyway
Happy bday to Ivan. His bday wish is to get a dream girl for gf! So if you are looking for a good and homely guy with a good sense of responsibility and smart and have a bright future in front of him and have a good dress sense etc...Pls submit your application forms!
One day,
You'll have to let go,
You'll have to let it go,
No,
One day,
You'll stand up on your own,
You'll stand up on your own.
Yeah.
Remember losing hope,
Remember feeling low,
Remember all the feelings and the day the stopped
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
For you
Oh Johnny wishes he was famous,
Spends his time alone in the basement,
With a Lennon and Cobain and,
A guitar and a stereo.
While he wishes he could escape this,
But it all seems so contagious,
Not to be yourself and faceless,
In a song that has no soul.
I remember feeling low,
And I remember losing hope,
And I remember all the feelings
And the day they stopped
We are, we are all innocent,
We are all innocent,
We are, we are.
We are, we are all innocent,
We are all innocent,
We are, we are.
Jina's losing faith in what she knows,
Hates her music, hates all of her clothes,
Thinks of surgery, and a new nose,
Every calories a war.
While she wishes she was a dancer,
And that she'd never heard of cancer,
She wishes God would give her some answers,
And make her feel beautiful.
I remember feeling low,
And I remember losing hope,
And I remember all the feelings
And the day they stopped
We are, we are all innocent,
We are all innocent,
We are, we are.
We are, we are all innocent,
We are all innocent,
We are, we are.
One day,
You'll have to let go,
You'll have to let it go,
No,
One day,
You'll stand up on your own,
You'll stand up on your own.
Yeah.
Remember losing hope,
Remember feeling low,
Remember all the feelings and the day the stopped.
We are, we are all innocent,
We are all innocent,
We are, we are.
We are, we are all innocent,
We are all innocent,
We are, we are.
One day,
You'll have to let go,
You'll have to let it go,
No,
One day,
You'll stand up on your own,
You'll stand up on your own.
Yeah
We are, we are all innocent
Spends his time alone in the basement,
With a Lennon and Cobain and,
A guitar and a stereo.
While he wishes he could escape this,
But it all seems so contagious,
Not to be yourself and faceless,
In a song that has no soul.
I remember feeling low,
And I remember losing hope,
And I remember all the feelings
And the day they stopped
We are, we are all innocent,
We are all innocent,
We are, we are.
We are, we are all innocent,
We are all innocent,
We are, we are.
Jina's losing faith in what she knows,
Hates her music, hates all of her clothes,
Thinks of surgery, and a new nose,
Every calories a war.
While she wishes she was a dancer,
And that she'd never heard of cancer,
She wishes God would give her some answers,
And make her feel beautiful.
I remember feeling low,
And I remember losing hope,
And I remember all the feelings
And the day they stopped
We are, we are all innocent,
We are all innocent,
We are, we are.
We are, we are all innocent,
We are all innocent,
We are, we are.
One day,
You'll have to let go,
You'll have to let it go,
No,
One day,
You'll stand up on your own,
You'll stand up on your own.
Yeah.
Remember losing hope,
Remember feeling low,
Remember all the feelings and the day the stopped.
We are, we are all innocent,
We are all innocent,
We are, we are.
We are, we are all innocent,
We are all innocent,
We are, we are.
One day,
You'll have to let go,
You'll have to let it go,
No,
One day,
You'll stand up on your own,
You'll stand up on your own.
Yeah
We are, we are all innocent
Monday, October 27, 2008
Jenny
Jenny
She calls me baby, then she won't call me.
Says she adores me and then ignores me.
Jenny, what's the problem?
She keeps her distance and sits on fences.
Puts up resistance and builds defenses.
Jenny, what's the problem?
You leave me hanging on the line.
Every time you change your mind.
First You say you won't, then you say you will.
You keep me hanging on, and we're not moving on.
I"m standing still, Jenny. You got me on my knees.
Jenny, it's killing me.
She needs her own space. She's playing mind games.
Ends up at my place saying that she's changed.
Jenny, what's the problem?
I'm trying to read between the lines.
You got me going out of my mind.
First, you say you won't, then you say you will.
You keep me hanging on, and we're not moving on.
I'm standing still, Jenny. You got me on my knees.
Jenny, it's killing me. It's killing me. It's killing me.
Jenny.
First, you say you won't, then you say you will.
You keep me hanging on, and I'm not moving on.
I'm standing still, Jenny. You got me on my knees.
Jenny.
First, you say you won't, then you say you will.
You keep me hanging on, and we're not moving on.
I'm standing still, Jenny. You got me on my knees.
Jenny. It's killing me. It's killing me. Jenny.
She calls me baby, then she won't call me.
Says she adores me and then ignores me.
Jenny, what's the problem?
She keeps her distance and sits on fences.
Puts up resistance and builds defenses.
Jenny, what's the problem?
You leave me hanging on the line.
Every time you change your mind.
First You say you won't, then you say you will.
You keep me hanging on, and we're not moving on.
I"m standing still, Jenny. You got me on my knees.
Jenny, it's killing me.
She needs her own space. She's playing mind games.
Ends up at my place saying that she's changed.
Jenny, what's the problem?
I'm trying to read between the lines.
You got me going out of my mind.
First, you say you won't, then you say you will.
You keep me hanging on, and we're not moving on.
I'm standing still, Jenny. You got me on my knees.
Jenny, it's killing me. It's killing me. It's killing me.
Jenny.
First, you say you won't, then you say you will.
You keep me hanging on, and I'm not moving on.
I'm standing still, Jenny. You got me on my knees.
Jenny.
First, you say you won't, then you say you will.
You keep me hanging on, and we're not moving on.
I'm standing still, Jenny. You got me on my knees.
Jenny. It's killing me. It's killing me. Jenny.
Coping With Losses
In life, it is normal to lose people and things.
Like, i once lost a phone.
Lost my wallet before.
Lost friends.
Lost my meaning in life.
The most important thing, sometimes, is not about getting the thing back.
It is learning how to cope with the loss and learning what went wrong.
Easier said than done.
But you can do it.
Can't wait for my projects to end!!!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Like, i once lost a phone.
Lost my wallet before.
Lost friends.
Lost my meaning in life.
The most important thing, sometimes, is not about getting the thing back.
It is learning how to cope with the loss and learning what went wrong.
Easier said than done.
But you can do it.
Can't wait for my projects to end!!!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Saturday, October 25, 2008
Clubbing
Time check: 2 pm
I woke up and the room seems to be rocking.
*hangover*
First thing that i said,
" Shucks, half the day was gone."
supposed to report back to camp. But after last night clubbing session, i kinda got knock out by the graveyards and flaming lamboS i down.
then i woke up with this terrible hangover.
Suddenly i felt empty on the inside.
I spend 100 plus the night before..burnt my stomach and liver. Woke up late for camp and had a terrible headache.
Waste of time, waste of youth.
That was the last time i thought clubbing was fun.
I woke up and the room seems to be rocking.
*hangover*
First thing that i said,
" Shucks, half the day was gone."
supposed to report back to camp. But after last night clubbing session, i kinda got knock out by the graveyards and flaming lamboS i down.
then i woke up with this terrible hangover.
Suddenly i felt empty on the inside.
I spend 100 plus the night before..burnt my stomach and liver. Woke up late for camp and had a terrible headache.
Waste of time, waste of youth.
That was the last time i thought clubbing was fun.
Friday, October 24, 2008
my closet
Just came back from my first tuition lesson.Tutoring this poly guy for structural mechanics. Cos BF is coming , given my allowance and savings, i can't do much. Thank God for the provision. He came to look for me. Hopefully I will do well in it.
Came home, took off my belt and was suddenly captivated by the view of my closet.
I opened it wanting to put my belt in and realised that my closet really define me.
Some key objects i realised that paint a good picture about myself.
1) My shades belts and chains
Obviously i am pretty vain for a guy. But hey, it is alway good to look sharp :>
2) My boxing gloves skipping rope and all the different guards
Never really used them alot. I dont feel like hurting people. But i like muay thai. Just DON'T pick a fight with me if you don't know any martial arts. Don't try.
3) Vodka and Gin
Recently into alcoholic drinks. Perhap it is a good way to calm my nerves. Na, i am not alcoholic.
4) True singaporea ghost stories collecttion + various guides to werewolves witch ghost + different theories about ghoul
If you know me, i am an EXTREMELY good ghost story teller. If you want to be scared, call me.
5) Amplified bible
Sometimes I do get scared by myself too..hahaha...so i placed a super thick amplified bible there to "counter" the horror.ahah.
6) Club Marc shopping bag and various hidden ones
Yes. I shop. Alot.
Stretched
Stretched.
Today was one of those day that what can go wrong have gone wrong.
But at the end of the day , God turn it all around for me!
Thank God for His grace!
Praying for a breakthrough in my connect group and cell group!!
I need to go up another level.
But each according to his faith, and go as far as your faith take you. Outdoing yourself each time by a little.
Above everything, lives have to be changed.
Ultimately it is God whom I am serving.
Today was one of those day that what can go wrong have gone wrong.
But at the end of the day , God turn it all around for me!
Thank God for His grace!
Praying for a breakthrough in my connect group and cell group!!
I need to go up another level.
But each according to his faith, and go as far as your faith take you. Outdoing yourself each time by a little.
Above everything, lives have to be changed.
Ultimately it is God whom I am serving.
Thursday, October 23, 2008
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Calculation
I was doing a mental calculation.
I kinda do it once every few months or whenever something cropped up that makes me wanna do this calculation.
To me it is call a RC. Relative Calculator.
I feel it is very very important to have a calculation and summarise what have happened in your life and how things around are slowly changing.
Like
1) Relationship
I will think of who are the people i avoid and who are the people i made an attempt to get close to. Why am i doing so and am i doing the right thing. To put it plainly, choosing your close friends. There are people whom i choose to make an extra effort to talk to and relate to because i know they care for me...not for my comfort but for my growth as a person. Let's take K for an example, everytime i have a problem, i will try to talk to him even though he is overseas. I will make it a point to read his blog daily and get to know him better. Because i know he is a man of principles and he will not hestiate to tell me my faults, of cos, in a gentle manner.Friends no doubt shape your thinking.I am not too keen to have friends who are out just to have fun.Don't get me wrong, they are important too but they go as far as fun can go. True friends instill good principles in you and that is very important.
2) Personal
In this area , i will think back on my personal growth as a person. Have i force myself to see the bad side of me and try to correct it? Have i try to work hard? Have i put a balance in life? Have i went for what is right and important? Have i scolded myself when i did the wrong thing? have i put the wrong expectatiosn on people. But well, it is good to have a "wake up" call but don't condemn yourself! i always tell myself to keep changing. it is not easy but it is a must. The saddest thing in life is to be in your own world, thinking your are right all the time and feeling sorry for yourself when people try to correct you.
3) Output
Am i a positive source to people around me? Have i made a positive contribution to my surrounding? Sometime we get carried away that we fail to see that "light of the world and salt of the earth" means you stand out for something good! are you complaining most of the time? are you gossiping all the time? have you tried to praise people? this is what i ask myself..personally i like to make ppl laugh and i always believe that laughter is the best medicine.
So relatively, how have i performed as compared to the last time i calculated? there will be up and down like the stocks but i do hope it will increase like what stocks usually do in the long term.
Because we are not perfect, that's why we need to always reflect on our actions and pray for an improvement!
Be cool!
I kinda do it once every few months or whenever something cropped up that makes me wanna do this calculation.
To me it is call a RC. Relative Calculator.
I feel it is very very important to have a calculation and summarise what have happened in your life and how things around are slowly changing.
Like
1) Relationship
I will think of who are the people i avoid and who are the people i made an attempt to get close to. Why am i doing so and am i doing the right thing. To put it plainly, choosing your close friends. There are people whom i choose to make an extra effort to talk to and relate to because i know they care for me...not for my comfort but for my growth as a person. Let's take K for an example, everytime i have a problem, i will try to talk to him even though he is overseas. I will make it a point to read his blog daily and get to know him better. Because i know he is a man of principles and he will not hestiate to tell me my faults, of cos, in a gentle manner.Friends no doubt shape your thinking.I am not too keen to have friends who are out just to have fun.Don't get me wrong, they are important too but they go as far as fun can go. True friends instill good principles in you and that is very important.
2) Personal
In this area , i will think back on my personal growth as a person. Have i force myself to see the bad side of me and try to correct it? Have i try to work hard? Have i put a balance in life? Have i went for what is right and important? Have i scolded myself when i did the wrong thing? have i put the wrong expectatiosn on people. But well, it is good to have a "wake up" call but don't condemn yourself! i always tell myself to keep changing. it is not easy but it is a must. The saddest thing in life is to be in your own world, thinking your are right all the time and feeling sorry for yourself when people try to correct you.
3) Output
Am i a positive source to people around me? Have i made a positive contribution to my surrounding? Sometime we get carried away that we fail to see that "light of the world and salt of the earth" means you stand out for something good! are you complaining most of the time? are you gossiping all the time? have you tried to praise people? this is what i ask myself..personally i like to make ppl laugh and i always believe that laughter is the best medicine.
So relatively, how have i performed as compared to the last time i calculated? there will be up and down like the stocks but i do hope it will increase like what stocks usually do in the long term.
Because we are not perfect, that's why we need to always reflect on our actions and pray for an improvement!
Be cool!
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Was on my way back home when i met Gladys!
She is the girl who appeared on Harvest Highlights last week and likely this week too.
Talking to her seems to bring back all the memories. I still rem i was in year 1 when she was my helper in children church. We used to do visitation in woodlands. Enduring all the perspirations and tears as we scout the land for kids.
Now 3 years plus later, we are both graduating from Uni soon and she is already in children church cell group having her old children church visitation group.
Time and tide waits for no man. Must enjoy every moment of life before it is gone.Be it ministry or personal life, i want to live life to the fullest!
She is the girl who appeared on Harvest Highlights last week and likely this week too.
Talking to her seems to bring back all the memories. I still rem i was in year 1 when she was my helper in children church. We used to do visitation in woodlands. Enduring all the perspirations and tears as we scout the land for kids.
Now 3 years plus later, we are both graduating from Uni soon and she is already in children church cell group having her old children church visitation group.
Time and tide waits for no man. Must enjoy every moment of life before it is gone.Be it ministry or personal life, i want to live life to the fullest!
Lucky
Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Humans are difficult creatures.
Having read both side of the stories, I am having a headache.
To be honest, there is nothing wrong with each other.
The only thing that has gone bad between both of them is the relationship.
Many times i feel like talking to one side and advising the party to let go but then again i wonder if i have the right to do so.
As a gentleman, it is good to take a humble stand and not talk about it again even though you might feel unhappy about it. Even when you are angry over something that was mentioned, it takes a gentleman to swallow his pride to do the right thing. Not many man i've seen can do that.
As a fair lady, the best thing to do is to avoid sensitive topic. As i alway say, emotions cloud judgement, keep your head cool and stay happy.Don't try to talk about it again.At least not in near future. Don't read and try to "retaliate" what was said. Let begone be be-gone.
Easier said than done. But it still have to be said first before it can be done.
Humans.
To be honest, there is nothing wrong with each other.
The only thing that has gone bad between both of them is the relationship.
Many times i feel like talking to one side and advising the party to let go but then again i wonder if i have the right to do so.
As a gentleman, it is good to take a humble stand and not talk about it again even though you might feel unhappy about it. Even when you are angry over something that was mentioned, it takes a gentleman to swallow his pride to do the right thing. Not many man i've seen can do that.
As a fair lady, the best thing to do is to avoid sensitive topic. As i alway say, emotions cloud judgement, keep your head cool and stay happy.Don't try to talk about it again.At least not in near future. Don't read and try to "retaliate" what was said. Let begone be be-gone.
Easier said than done. But it still have to be said first before it can be done.
Humans.
Awesome day
Today was one my best day.
Woke up and feeling really bad and i was praying for a breakthrough and a change of mindset. God is alway good and i really felt comforted.
Off i went to school and i got back my test result. Aren't that fantastic. Perhaps i am a perfectionist, i want to do my best and i just feel it is not what i should be getting. I believe I can do much better than that.
Went for muay thai and after showering, i discovered a bump on my left forearm. I think during the light sparring sessions, one of the guy must have accidentally "touched" it. Sprained my left foot. I think i got a torn muscle or something. Everytime i exert pressure , the bump sort of get bigger and i need to rub to make it smaller. Hopefully it will go away by tml.
I dress quite differently when i train muay thai so i took some pic....
This is also my last few lessons for this sem...ya..
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HAHAHA...I where got so fat?
must be the projects that is making me so lame!
Woke up and feeling really bad and i was praying for a breakthrough and a change of mindset. God is alway good and i really felt comforted.
Off i went to school and i got back my test result. Aren't that fantastic. Perhaps i am a perfectionist, i want to do my best and i just feel it is not what i should be getting. I believe I can do much better than that.
Went for muay thai and after showering, i discovered a bump on my left forearm. I think during the light sparring sessions, one of the guy must have accidentally "touched" it. Sprained my left foot. I think i got a torn muscle or something. Everytime i exert pressure , the bump sort of get bigger and i need to rub to make it smaller. Hopefully it will go away by tml.
I dress quite differently when i train muay thai so i took some pic....
This is also my last few lessons for this sem...ya..
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HAHAHA...I where got so fat?
must be the projects that is making me so lame!
Monday, October 20, 2008
Frustrated
Argh.. I am going to sleep! sooo sian of projects!!
I need an outlet to chill man! Muaythai tml!
I need an outlet to chill man! Muaythai tml!
Sharing
Shared some of my private stuff with my CGL. Phew i feel vulnerable man.hahaha..but i think it is impt to be open with leaders in ur lives. :>
i feeel sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo sian-ed by projects!!!!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
* kicking punching jabbing headbutting elbowing kneeing like a crazy man*
I can't wait for everything to be over!
I love You I love You I love You
i feeel sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo sian-ed by projects!!!!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
* kicking punching jabbing headbutting elbowing kneeing like a crazy man*
I can't wait for everything to be over!
I love You I love You I love You
Sunday, October 19, 2008
Journey to the centre of the earth
Had a slack day. Woke up with a headache. Somehow i didn't really sleep well last night. Was thinking of some stuff. To be exact, what i did during service. Frankly speaking, i don't know what gave me the faith to wrote down what i did. God must have given me the faith!
Sometimes we will feel that we are lacking or not good enough. On many occasion i felt the same way and i realised it is pure pride or the lack of faith. If you are really concerned about doing what you are called to do, you will not be worried that you can't achieved what you are called. Because of the fear of losing "face" , you tend to worry you will embarrass yourself if you don't do well.If you are called to the vision, God will definitely provide the provision. Take a step of faith and have thicker skin!
After doing my power point for my project, i went for a jog and watched "Journey to the centre of the earth". Alway like watching movies to destress.
Alright, back to rock science. Yup Not rocket science. I am studying the different type of rocks that form oil and gas. Sounds interesting? na...not even close to what was said in the show i watched.
God of the city!
Sometimes we will feel that we are lacking or not good enough. On many occasion i felt the same way and i realised it is pure pride or the lack of faith. If you are really concerned about doing what you are called to do, you will not be worried that you can't achieved what you are called. Because of the fear of losing "face" , you tend to worry you will embarrass yourself if you don't do well.If you are called to the vision, God will definitely provide the provision. Take a step of faith and have thicker skin!
After doing my power point for my project, i went for a jog and watched "Journey to the centre of the earth". Alway like watching movies to destress.
Alright, back to rock science. Yup Not rocket science. I am studying the different type of rocks that form oil and gas. Sounds interesting? na...not even close to what was said in the show i watched.
God of the city!
Saturday, October 18, 2008
Service
Today service was mind-blowing!
period.
Made some resolutions. And what i expected to be a fine night didn't really turn out that fine. But i guess it is alway a choice to look at things on the bright side and be happy with what God has given to us.Though i might not understand why, and no matter how i reason yet i can't apprehend, i know that He is in control.
Wore my Club Marc shirt to service. I really like it..think i should be heading towards more mature clothes.
looks nicer when wore.LOL.
I hope that i can serve God in a greater manner.Visualise my friend..
Keep smiling.
period.
Made some resolutions. And what i expected to be a fine night didn't really turn out that fine. But i guess it is alway a choice to look at things on the bright side and be happy with what God has given to us.Though i might not understand why, and no matter how i reason yet i can't apprehend, i know that He is in control.
Wore my Club Marc shirt to service. I really like it..think i should be heading towards more mature clothes.
looks nicer when wore.LOL.
I hope that i can serve God in a greater manner.Visualise my friend..
Keep smiling.
Friday, October 17, 2008
Club Marc
Just got back from zone conference and while walking pass Club Marc, i realised that they got a mega sale going on. Went in and came out with a long sleeve shirt at a fraction of the price! So all the shopping freaks, you might want to check it out.
Some outdated pictures..
Dinner with ____________. Think i better not reveal the name cos don want you guys to have the wrong idea. The place we went to was at wheelock "secret corner" Food there is not exactly cheap but i like the ambience there..nice!
Went to Harris with some of my ex Nus friends...Drinks are rather ex but it was a nice fellowship....
our drinks...
Was analyzing my expenses..realised that although i spend alot..most of it was a need. like formal wear and leather bag...need them in future eventually...except for the Club Marc shirt i got...guess i use it for smart casual networking...nice..
There are 6 and half couple in my cg now! feels abit weird to be walking around so many "paired people".
Projects!! ARGHHHH...can't wait to end this sem. I don't recall i study much. Everyday just camp in the library rushing my project! argh...i must finish strong!
Thursday, October 16, 2008
Out
Granted. I am out.
But hey congrats to Zoe Fang and Deborah Chan who got into the finals for pageant! ALL THE WAY!
Thinking back, it was really fun!
Currently sitting in the library trying to do some work. Hiaz..really no life...but what to do..work has to be done...-----_________-----
I am getting fat!
but i got to admit...
This fatty is cute.
Argh...back to work!!
But hey congrats to Zoe Fang and Deborah Chan who got into the finals for pageant! ALL THE WAY!
Thinking back, it was really fun!
Currently sitting in the library trying to do some work. Hiaz..really no life...but what to do..work has to be done...-----_________-----
I am getting fat!
but i got to admit...
This fatty is cute.
Argh...back to work!!
Love for a child.
There's a picture on my kitchen wall
Looks like Jesus and his friends involved
There's a party getting started in the yard
There's a couple getting steamy in the car parked in the drive
Was I too young to see this with my eyes?
By the pool last night, apparently
The chemicals weren't mixed properly
You hit your head and then forgot your name
And then you woke up at the bottom by the drain
And now your altitude and memory's a shame
What about taking this empty cup and filling it up
With a little bit more of innocence
I haven't had enough, it's probably because when you're young
It's okay to be easily ignored
I like to believe it was all about love for a child
And when the house was left in shambles
Who was there to handle all the broken bits of glass
Was it mom who put my dad out on his ass or the other way around
Well I'm far too old to care about that now
What about taking this empty cup and filling it up
With a little bit more of innocence
I haven't had enough, it's probably because when you're young
It's okay to be easily ignored
I'd like to believe it was all about love for a child
It's kinda nice to work the floor since the divorce
I've been enjoying both my Christmases and my birthday cakes
And taking drugs and making love at far too young an age
And they never check to see my grades
What a fool I'd be to start complaining now
What about taking this empty cup and filling it up
With a little bit more of innocence
I haven't had enough, it's probably because when you're young
It's okay to be easily ignored
I'd love to believe it's all about love for a child
It was all about love...
Congrats! One more in cg.
Looks like Jesus and his friends involved
There's a party getting started in the yard
There's a couple getting steamy in the car parked in the drive
Was I too young to see this with my eyes?
By the pool last night, apparently
The chemicals weren't mixed properly
You hit your head and then forgot your name
And then you woke up at the bottom by the drain
And now your altitude and memory's a shame
What about taking this empty cup and filling it up
With a little bit more of innocence
I haven't had enough, it's probably because when you're young
It's okay to be easily ignored
I like to believe it was all about love for a child
And when the house was left in shambles
Who was there to handle all the broken bits of glass
Was it mom who put my dad out on his ass or the other way around
Well I'm far too old to care about that now
What about taking this empty cup and filling it up
With a little bit more of innocence
I haven't had enough, it's probably because when you're young
It's okay to be easily ignored
I'd like to believe it was all about love for a child
It's kinda nice to work the floor since the divorce
I've been enjoying both my Christmases and my birthday cakes
And taking drugs and making love at far too young an age
And they never check to see my grades
What a fool I'd be to start complaining now
What about taking this empty cup and filling it up
With a little bit more of innocence
I haven't had enough, it's probably because when you're young
It's okay to be easily ignored
I'd love to believe it's all about love for a child
It was all about love...
Congrats! One more in cg.
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Mission I-M-Possible
Can't wait to finish up my Subsea project! It is killing me! After which i am going to focus on my FYP and other projects. Been researching on Subsea systems the whole day! Somehow, there is more to be discovered and there is more to be added it! The list seems never ending!
Like the mouse in the picture, the projects i have to handle makes me feel like i am trying the impossible! hhaha..keep on keeping on man!
with God, All things are possible!
My eyes are hurting from the long hours. Perhaps time to take a break and listen to some chill out songs.
Been very broke recently. For this month, I got a new set of formal wear, a new formal bag, a new wallet and i jus cut my hair! siong! need to save and scrimp! All these are really essential. No more shopping for me!
*dancing*
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Burden
So burdened.
Speaking in parables in the next few sentences
A Crab needs to venture on the land to accomplish a mission. However, he does not have lungs, therefore he needs to carry Water along with him before venturing into the world on land. Many before him had not heed the advice of the almighty and perish on land. He needs to expand his lungs and increase the distance he sees in front of him Because greater things are still yet to come!
I am extremely D person when it comes to work.Somehow when under stress, my senses heighten. I become a D-C-I person. I become detailed and i set high standards. You will hate me for my directness and demand for pin point details but i hope you will appreciate that when you see the final result! I hope i can inject some S into my personality.
Success does not come with shortcuts. You earn it through blood and sweat.
For Your yoke is easy and Your burden is light..
Speaking in parables in the next few sentences
A Crab needs to venture on the land to accomplish a mission. However, he does not have lungs, therefore he needs to carry Water along with him before venturing into the world on land. Many before him had not heed the advice of the almighty and perish on land. He needs to expand his lungs and increase the distance he sees in front of him Because greater things are still yet to come!
I am extremely D person when it comes to work.Somehow when under stress, my senses heighten. I become a D-C-I person. I become detailed and i set high standards. You will hate me for my directness and demand for pin point details but i hope you will appreciate that when you see the final result! I hope i can inject some S into my personality.
Success does not come with shortcuts. You earn it through blood and sweat.
For Your yoke is easy and Your burden is light..
Monday, October 13, 2008
School
Feeling really sian.
Suddenly feels like going to tan at Sentosa.
As i am going to step into a quarter of century of age, I realised slowly i am not that interested in things which people around my age seems to be interested in.Not saying that i don't enjoy life, but somewhat my interests evolve slowly with time.Given i have finances, i prefer to sit and have a Tequila at some nice place where i can drive there, watch a concert at esplanada or go for a jog around my neighbourhood. Perhaps the only thing that never change is that i still love to watch movie.Particularly on weekends.It just gives a totally different feel compared to watching on weekdays.
Trying to keep some ruffs on my chin. Perhaps i will not shave for one month.
Oh ya, halloween is coming! Thinking of going to night safari halloween trail.
I think i should be more sensitive. In life, one must take a step back in order to move forward. I think i must be too pressuring. I do get the idea that you are driving across. Don't worry, i know what is the right things to do.
Skipping muay thai to go for meeting tml. Shall go for a jog sometime this week again. Trying a different route. It is alway good to try something new instead of doing the same thing over and over again. With new things, there is excitment and expectancy.
Subsea processing! I kill you!
Suddenly feels like going to tan at Sentosa.
As i am going to step into a quarter of century of age, I realised slowly i am not that interested in things which people around my age seems to be interested in.Not saying that i don't enjoy life, but somewhat my interests evolve slowly with time.Given i have finances, i prefer to sit and have a Tequila at some nice place where i can drive there, watch a concert at esplanada or go for a jog around my neighbourhood. Perhaps the only thing that never change is that i still love to watch movie.Particularly on weekends.It just gives a totally different feel compared to watching on weekdays.
Trying to keep some ruffs on my chin. Perhaps i will not shave for one month.
Oh ya, halloween is coming! Thinking of going to night safari halloween trail.
I think i should be more sensitive. In life, one must take a step back in order to move forward. I think i must be too pressuring. I do get the idea that you are driving across. Don't worry, i know what is the right things to do.
Skipping muay thai to go for meeting tml. Shall go for a jog sometime this week again. Trying a different route. It is alway good to try something new instead of doing the same thing over and over again. With new things, there is excitment and expectancy.
Subsea processing! I kill you!
You and I both.
Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me
Oh things are gonna happen naturally
Oh taking your advice I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing
But often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright lights turn to night
Until the dawn it brings
Another day to sing about the magic that was you and me
Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
Others only read of the love, the love that I love.
See I'm all about them words
Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages forwards
More words then I had ever heard and I feel so alive
You and I, you and I
Not so little you and I anymore
And with this silence brings a moral story
More importantly evolving is the glory of a boy
Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just dream of
And if you could see me now
Well I'm almost finally out of
I'm finally out of
Finally deedeedeedee
Well I'm almost finally, finally
Well I'm free, oh, I'm free
And it's okay if you have go away
Oh just remember the telephone works both ways
And if I never ever hear them ring
If nothing else I'll think the bells inside
Have finally found you someone else and that's okay
Cause I'll remember everything you sang
Cause you and I both loved what you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see now
well I'm almost finally out of.
I'm finally out of, finally, deedeeededede
well I'm almost finally, finally, finally out of words.
Love Jason Mraz songs!
Oh things are gonna happen naturally
Oh taking your advice I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing
But often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright lights turn to night
Until the dawn it brings
Another day to sing about the magic that was you and me
Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
Others only read of the love, the love that I love.
See I'm all about them words
Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages forwards
More words then I had ever heard and I feel so alive
You and I, you and I
Not so little you and I anymore
And with this silence brings a moral story
More importantly evolving is the glory of a boy
Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just dream of
And if you could see me now
Well I'm almost finally out of
I'm finally out of
Finally deedeedeedee
Well I'm almost finally, finally
Well I'm free, oh, I'm free
And it's okay if you have go away
Oh just remember the telephone works both ways
And if I never ever hear them ring
If nothing else I'll think the bells inside
Have finally found you someone else and that's okay
Cause I'll remember everything you sang
Cause you and I both loved what you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see now
well I'm almost finally out of.
I'm finally out of, finally, deedeeededede
well I'm almost finally, finally, finally out of words.
Love Jason Mraz songs!
Sunday, October 12, 2008
Attitude
Attitude determines your altitude. I need to have a positive attitude to whatever that is happening. Keep smiling. I will look ontoward the Lord for strength. For He is the strength of my heart.
Even though the stress of school is creeping up on me, i shall remain steadfast in whatever i do. If God is for me, who can against me? I shall flourish in the courts of the most high!
Oh ya!
I need to sleep less! And focus more on what needs to be done! Sometime being busy can help me focus on the right things in life!
Keep smiling. Keep smiling...:)
Friday, October 10, 2008
Offering
Thank God for the good offering msg! After cg, J came up to me and said that i shared a really good offering msg and the presence was there.Really felt so enocuraged. Thank God for wall of jericho!
tonight i must relac.need to destress and continue tml!
Does anyone know where to get vest with hood?! i really wanna get one!
tonight i must relac.need to destress and continue tml!
Does anyone know where to get vest with hood?! i really wanna get one!
Thursday, October 9, 2008
For you
I was blown away.
What could I say?
It all seemed to make sense.
You've taken away everything,
And I can't deal with that.
I try to see the good in life,
But good things in life are hard to find.
We'll blow it away, blow it away.
Can we make this something good?
Well, I'll try to do it right this time around.
Let's start over.
I'll try to do it right this time around.
It's not over.
'Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killing me,
But you're the only one.
It's not over.
Taken all I could take,
And I cannot wait.
We're wasting too much time
Being strong, holding on.
Can't let it bring us down.
My life with you means everything,
So I won't give up that easily.
I'll blow it away, blow it away.
Can we make this something good?
'Cause it's all misunderstood.
Well, I'll try to do it right this time around.
Let's start over.
I'll try to do it right this time around.
It's not over.
'Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killing me,
But you're the only one.
It's not over.
We can't let this get away.
Let it out, let it out.
Don't get caught up in yourself.
Let it out.
Let's start over.
I'll try to do it right this time around.
It's not over.
'Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killing me,
But you're the only one.
It's not over.
Let's start over.
It's not over, yeah...
This love is killing me,
But you're the only one.
It's not over.
Love the shouting part. Haaha..perhaps i am too tired.Feels like sleeping now :o
What could I say?
It all seemed to make sense.
You've taken away everything,
And I can't deal with that.
I try to see the good in life,
But good things in life are hard to find.
We'll blow it away, blow it away.
Can we make this something good?
Well, I'll try to do it right this time around.
Let's start over.
I'll try to do it right this time around.
It's not over.
'Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killing me,
But you're the only one.
It's not over.
Taken all I could take,
And I cannot wait.
We're wasting too much time
Being strong, holding on.
Can't let it bring us down.
My life with you means everything,
So I won't give up that easily.
I'll blow it away, blow it away.
Can we make this something good?
'Cause it's all misunderstood.
Well, I'll try to do it right this time around.
Let's start over.
I'll try to do it right this time around.
It's not over.
'Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killing me,
But you're the only one.
It's not over.
We can't let this get away.
Let it out, let it out.
Don't get caught up in yourself.
Let it out.
Let's start over.
I'll try to do it right this time around.
It's not over.
'Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killing me,
But you're the only one.
It's not over.
Let's start over.
It's not over, yeah...
This love is killing me,
But you're the only one.
It's not over.
Love the shouting part. Haaha..perhaps i am too tired.Feels like sleeping now :o
Going Home
Today i feel so energized! perhaps it is because I had a good sleep last night. With all the busy-ness, i totally forgot about time!
Looking at all the options available, alot of my friends are all looking for jobs to ensure a smooth transition after they graduate. Personally being bonded has it's Pros and Cons. Still i feel this is the best thing that could happen given the financial condition.
Enough of the randomness, packing my bags and going home. Really feel like going out with someone to chill and relax.
God is good!
Looking at all the options available, alot of my friends are all looking for jobs to ensure a smooth transition after they graduate. Personally being bonded has it's Pros and Cons. Still i feel this is the best thing that could happen given the financial condition.
Enough of the randomness, packing my bags and going home. Really feel like going out with someone to chill and relax.
God is good!
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
Tiring day
After a tiring day, at 9.45pm sharp. I started singing this song.
I'm staring out into the night
And trying to hide the pain
I'm going to the place where love
can feel but they dont live the cost of fame
In pain it feels a different kind of pain
I'm going home to the place where I belong
where your love has always been enough for me
I'm running from you know I think you got me all wrong
I don't regret this life I chose for me
But these places and these faces are getting old
So I'm going home
The miles are getting longer it seems
The closer I get to you.... babe
And I've always been the best man and friend for you
To love and make true and I dont know why
You always seem to give me another try
I'm going home
To the place where I belong
Where your love has always been good enough for me
I'm running from you know I think you got me all wrong
I don't regret this life I chose for me
But these places and these faces are getting old
Be careful what you wish for
cause you just might get it all
you just might get it all and then some you dont want
be careful what you wish for cause you just might get it all
You just might get it all
I'm going home to the place where I belong
Where your love has always been enough for me
And I'm running from.. you know I think you got me all wrong
I don't regret this life I chose for me'
But these places and these faces are getting old
But these places and these faces are getting old
I'm going home
I'm going home
Tired...so many projects to do. This week i will be doing offering! Need to prepare soon.Shall share on a revelation i had ! hehe.
Today i walked into the library at 9am. Upon sitting down, i saw my friend a few tables away. Being the friendly library PR, i waved and smiled back.
To my surprise, he walked towards me and said this to me.
He: Hey i think you really need to rest. You look like Sh*t.
Me: --__--. Really ar?
He: ya..you look like you don want to come here and you look damn tired.
me: *weak smile*
After half an hour, laonia come and i ask her.
Me: Hey do you think i look like Sh*t today? do i look very tired?
Laonia: no la, why say that?
Me: my friend say one leh. The one sitting there.
Laonia : no la, you look very energized.
Me: ooo ok.
Thinking back it feels so funny.
People call me DABIAN i still laugh.
That's what i call the joy of the Lord.
:)
I'm staring out into the night
And trying to hide the pain
I'm going to the place where love
can feel but they dont live the cost of fame
In pain it feels a different kind of pain
I'm going home to the place where I belong
where your love has always been enough for me
I'm running from you know I think you got me all wrong
I don't regret this life I chose for me
But these places and these faces are getting old
So I'm going home
The miles are getting longer it seems
The closer I get to you.... babe
And I've always been the best man and friend for you
To love and make true and I dont know why
You always seem to give me another try
I'm going home
To the place where I belong
Where your love has always been good enough for me
I'm running from you know I think you got me all wrong
I don't regret this life I chose for me
But these places and these faces are getting old
Be careful what you wish for
cause you just might get it all
you just might get it all and then some you dont want
be careful what you wish for cause you just might get it all
You just might get it all
I'm going home to the place where I belong
Where your love has always been enough for me
And I'm running from.. you know I think you got me all wrong
I don't regret this life I chose for me'
But these places and these faces are getting old
But these places and these faces are getting old
I'm going home
I'm going home
Tired...so many projects to do. This week i will be doing offering! Need to prepare soon.Shall share on a revelation i had ! hehe.
Today i walked into the library at 9am. Upon sitting down, i saw my friend a few tables away. Being the friendly library PR, i waved and smiled back.
To my surprise, he walked towards me and said this to me.
He: Hey i think you really need to rest. You look like Sh*t.
Me: --__--. Really ar?
He: ya..you look like you don want to come here and you look damn tired.
me: *weak smile*
After half an hour, laonia come and i ask her.
Me: Hey do you think i look like Sh*t today? do i look very tired?
Laonia: no la, why say that?
Me: my friend say one leh. The one sitting there.
Laonia : no la, you look very energized.
Me: ooo ok.
Thinking back it feels so funny.
People call me DABIAN i still laugh.
That's what i call the joy of the Lord.
:)
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
Tired and happy.
Just finished my muay thai training and my joints feel like they are going to give way.Was contemplating whether to go cos of the amount of work to do.Not to mention that i am like really tired. For the first time this sem, i fell asleep at material lecture like 3 times.Wanted to read some notes before training but i was defeated by the ZZZ monster.
Today my friend said something abt me..which sounds abit funny...
He said that my eyes are too close together.
Normal people is like @.@
But i am like @@
which kinda make sense..but i realised i have a smaller face.
Here is a picture of me and my sister taken during my cousin's wedding. I realised i have a smaller distance huh.@@. I think perhaps my nose is more protruding.But it is really funny the way he says it.
Hopefully i don't look like i have cock eye.
Really like the song on my blog. So Apt for this time.
Today my friend said something abt me..which sounds abit funny...
He said that my eyes are too close together.
Normal people is like @.@
But i am like @@
which kinda make sense..but i realised i have a smaller face.
Here is a picture of me and my sister taken during my cousin's wedding. I realised i have a smaller distance huh.@@. I think perhaps my nose is more protruding.But it is really funny the way he says it.
Hopefully i don't look like i have cock eye.
Really like the song on my blog. So Apt for this time.
Sunday, October 5, 2008
Bored
Currently at central library catching up on my projects.
One word to describe the feeling : Bored
One picture to illustrate:
One word to describe the feeling : Bored
One picture to illustrate:
I have gotten over it.
Over You"
Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
fat
Nice song..Wish i can sing as well as.
Back from dinner at Alex house! Her parents are so nice, prepared so much stuff.
As usual, we chat and laugh and had a good time.Spoke about my gangster days.
Spoke to my cousins about feeling today! haha...They were complaining about not feeling like studying and stuff. Then i spoke to them about controling your feeling and when to release them.I can feel like jumping off a building...but no matter how much i can , i can't! cos i will just die! Lame analogy but it drives the pt. Not everything is by feelings.
Was talking about a certain someone about controling feelings, one have to control and do the right thing. In the long run, you will look back and smile, realising that you did the right thing. Sometimes, you might wish you can do certain thing but it is just at the moment thingy.
Projects are killing me!!!!ARGH
Back from dinner at Alex house! Her parents are so nice, prepared so much stuff.
As usual, we chat and laugh and had a good time.Spoke about my gangster days.
Spoke to my cousins about feeling today! haha...They were complaining about not feeling like studying and stuff. Then i spoke to them about controling your feeling and when to release them.I can feel like jumping off a building...but no matter how much i can , i can't! cos i will just die! Lame analogy but it drives the pt. Not everything is by feelings.
Was talking about a certain someone about controling feelings, one have to control and do the right thing. In the long run, you will look back and smile, realising that you did the right thing. Sometimes, you might wish you can do certain thing but it is just at the moment thingy.
Projects are killing me!!!!ARGH
Saturday, October 4, 2008
Knowledge
Today is like a breakthrough day.
Was on the bus when God spoke to me about BF.Wo. Argh. HUH? ya..that is like my reaction.But i believe it is a beginning of a breakthrough.
Finally finished reading that investment book. Been reading for months, now moving on to the next one. I am looking for those that teaches me what to do, like straddles for options, using bull call spread, how to apply momentum investing etc.. That is applicable not just knowledge.
I mean knowledge is NOT power. Knowledge is potential power. IF knowledge were power, people will be guarding libraries.
Power is released through action.
Take the bible for example, people who read it like a storybook and believe will live a happy life believing in the power of God. Those who ACT upon the Word will have God's power moving so mightily in their life.
Was on the bus when God spoke to me about BF.Wo. Argh. HUH? ya..that is like my reaction.But i believe it is a beginning of a breakthrough.
Finally finished reading that investment book. Been reading for months, now moving on to the next one. I am looking for those that teaches me what to do, like straddles for options, using bull call spread, how to apply momentum investing etc.. That is applicable not just knowledge.
I mean knowledge is NOT power. Knowledge is potential power. IF knowledge were power, people will be guarding libraries.
Power is released through action.
Take the bible for example, people who read it like a storybook and believe will live a happy life believing in the power of God. Those who ACT upon the Word will have God's power moving so mightily in their life.
WALL.E
Watched Wall.E yesterday and I kinda feel disappointed. I think the show is only an average show? The animation is good and certain parts of the show is really nice but i feel that the storyline is too shallow. Like this boy meet this girl and fall in love and in the end they went through some tough time and be together again. Well..not that exciting i guess. I prefer the previous movies by pixar.The storylines have more depth. Wall.E just give me a feeling that likely couples, kids and people in love will like it. LOL
Did some online window shopping. No more affliction(At least for now)! It has become a uniform for my cg! haha..I am heading towards Monarchy which i feel is more mature and more man feeling.HAHA..
Anyway, this week 3 people told me they though i am like 19?! *faint*
Did some online window shopping. No more affliction(At least for now)! It has become a uniform for my cg! haha..I am heading towards Monarchy which i feel is more mature and more man feeling.HAHA..
Anyway, this week 3 people told me they though i am like 19?! *faint*
Friday, October 3, 2008
Thursday, October 2, 2008
Love will find a way
Look around at what you see
There's an s.o.s. ringing out for me
I thought I believed but I just turn away
From these souls living in this hell today
Tears are falling, on my face
From my face
Love, love will find a way to break through
This love finds a way to shine through
Your love, finds a way to break through,
This love finds a way to kiss you.
I stare in the eyes of this flesh and bone
I'm a tourist here so tomorrow I go home
I try to make sense of the things I've seen
Between the poverty and the five star dream.
Love will lead me to your feet
Love wont pass me on the street
Love will look me in the eye
Love wont leave me here to die
To your arms I'm gonna run
And escape what I've become
Love will find a better way, so they say
Love it will break you
Love it will take you
Love it will break you down
There's an s.o.s. ringing out for me
I thought I believed but I just turn away
From these souls living in this hell today
Tears are falling, on my face
From my face
Love, love will find a way to break through
This love finds a way to shine through
Your love, finds a way to break through,
This love finds a way to kiss you.
I stare in the eyes of this flesh and bone
I'm a tourist here so tomorrow I go home
I try to make sense of the things I've seen
Between the poverty and the five star dream.
Love will lead me to your feet
Love wont pass me on the street
Love will look me in the eye
Love wont leave me here to die
To your arms I'm gonna run
And escape what I've become
Love will find a better way, so they say
Love it will break you
Love it will take you
Love it will break you down
The audition
Today I was dwarfed.
They stood around me like towers and their V's make me feel small.
I mean this is one of the rare chance where i actually felt small!
I waited patiently at the counter and filling in my form, inside my mind, i was thinking, "Oh man, Did i made a mistake of signing up in the first place?"
Then it struck me what was the reason for signing up in the first place.
It was to have fun and have a confidence test.
After the walk, i stood in front of the mike and said the following intro about myself.
"Hi my name is Titus and i am 24 this year. I am currently studying at NUS, majoring in mechanical engineering. During my free time i like to practise Thai boxing [Exclaimations from judges].Yes it is something different. I like it because it allows me to stretch my limit both physical and mental.I enjoy the workout every week. I like watching movies as they give me a different perspective towards life and allows me to see things i don't get to see in everyday's life. My aspiration is to set up a social enterprise[ louder exclaimations from judges] to help the needy , Especially the children because i was from a poor family and i was deprived of some stuff when i once young. I believe no kid should be deprived from something that allows to maximise their potential. Thanks."
I stuttered here and there alittle but i felt i did ok.
To be honest , i felt the rest of the contestants are really tall and hunky kind. To some, the thought of trying for something like that never come across their minds.But it is a really nice experience to for me. I even made friends with one of the female contestant.She was so nervous that she keep trembling!We chatted and we managed to exachange contact for some further volunteer work stuff.
I must thank all my friends who were there. Especially this friend of mine, she really encourage me and told me she really believe i can make it! Thanks for all the encouragements! I really appreciate it!
After a fun-filled day, it is back to work for me tml! hiaz... the 6 projects are calling out for me.
They stood around me like towers and their V's make me feel small.
I mean this is one of the rare chance where i actually felt small!
I waited patiently at the counter and filling in my form, inside my mind, i was thinking, "Oh man, Did i made a mistake of signing up in the first place?"
Then it struck me what was the reason for signing up in the first place.
It was to have fun and have a confidence test.
After the walk, i stood in front of the mike and said the following intro about myself.
"Hi my name is Titus and i am 24 this year. I am currently studying at NUS, majoring in mechanical engineering. During my free time i like to practise Thai boxing [Exclaimations from judges].Yes it is something different. I like it because it allows me to stretch my limit both physical and mental.I enjoy the workout every week. I like watching movies as they give me a different perspective towards life and allows me to see things i don't get to see in everyday's life. My aspiration is to set up a social enterprise[ louder exclaimations from judges] to help the needy , Especially the children because i was from a poor family and i was deprived of some stuff when i once young. I believe no kid should be deprived from something that allows to maximise their potential. Thanks."
I stuttered here and there alittle but i felt i did ok.
To be honest , i felt the rest of the contestants are really tall and hunky kind. To some, the thought of trying for something like that never come across their minds.But it is a really nice experience to for me. I even made friends with one of the female contestant.She was so nervous that she keep trembling!We chatted and we managed to exachange contact for some further volunteer work stuff.
I must thank all my friends who were there. Especially this friend of mine, she really encourage me and told me she really believe i can make it! Thanks for all the encouragements! I really appreciate it!
After a fun-filled day, it is back to work for me tml! hiaz... the 6 projects are calling out for me.
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