O man, i am so excited now...
Updates...
first thing first...there is a group of people singing " How great is our God" now! 12.05am! I can hear them...hahaha...
I will be giving BS to mark..will be giving him "Christian lifestyle"...ahah.so Excited!! It has been a while since i preached
Today service is sooo good!
At the end of the service, Pst told us to close our eyes and imagine the dreams we had.I stood, with the offering envelope in my hand, i began to have an image being formed.
I was wearing a suit...driving a Lexus..a black one in fact.and behind me is this penthouse...and i saw her! I seriously don't know why she suddenly pop out again! then there is 2 kids running around.
The presence of God is so strong and i really wished we could stay and worship longer.The good thing about being the last service of the day is that it is not that rush.Service got extended to 8pm and almost everyone stayed on.
Sentosa here i come!
Saturday, July 12, 2008
Friday, July 11, 2008
Thursday, July 10, 2008
The happening
My eyes widen...
then my jaw actually dropped alittle...
I swallowed my saliva..
I rubbed my eyes many time...
I really couldn't believe it....
I mean...The happening is actually happening?!
It NEVER happened before and now it is?!
oh man!I REALLY want to be part of it!
It will be happening from the 21th to 23th July!
Come and be DE happening crowd!
then my jaw actually dropped alittle...
I swallowed my saliva..
I rubbed my eyes many time...
I really couldn't believe it....
I mean...The happening is actually happening?!
It NEVER happened before and now it is?!
oh man!I REALLY want to be part of it!
It will be happening from the 21th to 23th July!
Come and be DE happening crowd!
Beach
Imagine you are on this beach now, relaxing and enjoying the sun and the sand alone.
I would love to do that.Sitting on the beach wearing my aviators and sun tanning.I don't really have to do anything.Just sit there and relax for a few hours.Perhaps i will drop by sentosa tomorrow and enjoy a tan before cg.
toothache and headache go away
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
Finally *shouting* IT IS OVER!
Finally it is over! I must say it is The most tiring 3 days and 2 nights of exercise i ever had.Even during my NS(National Slave)days, it was not that tough.The conditions of the stuff i was in charge of were so bad that i am constantly on the move to recover them or tow them back to camp.But i am glad it is over.Because all the new friends i made, it make the whole experience so much better! haha...2 more days and i will complete my first high key ICT!
For the last few nights, without fail, my reservice friends have been disussing about the ghost stories of our camp.If you all know me, you know i can tell ghost stories very well.And i meant VERY well.The stories i heard from them really shocked me! i mean it is really spooky.I rem one of the night i woke up at 2am and i am afraid to go toilet after hearing the stories! It was horrible!
And I can't wait to share them with others!HAHA
In my mind i am already thinking of what to do this weekend, i feel like a bird set free..ahha.i want to watch movies and i wanna do something fun, different and interesting! Best if it is exciting.
For the last few nights, without fail, my reservice friends have been disussing about the ghost stories of our camp.If you all know me, you know i can tell ghost stories very well.And i meant VERY well.The stories i heard from them really shocked me! i mean it is really spooky.I rem one of the night i woke up at 2am and i am afraid to go toilet after hearing the stories! It was horrible!
And I can't wait to share them with others!HAHA
In my mind i am already thinking of what to do this weekend, i feel like a bird set free..ahha.i want to watch movies and i wanna do something fun, different and interesting! Best if it is exciting.
Sunday, July 6, 2008
My family
Today i had a funny conversation with my mom.We were discussing about this weird friend of hers who just called her.Then she proclaimed that alot of our neighbours told her that they were surprised to know her friend's son is actually an undergraduate.Then she go on to mention that my dad and her don't look like people whose kids are undergraduates.
in her exact words, she said,
" Who would expect us to have kids who go uni? look at our faces and our background people also don't believe."
Indeed, it wasn't easy having come all the way to where my sis and i are at now.My family is below average income family and my dad had only P4(incomplete) education and my mom P3.While i was growing up, it is hard to understand why my friend's dad drives big cars while mine drove lorry.It is also hard to understand why i never gotten anything for my birthday.sometimes not even a cake.Even ss i slowly grew up and understood the picture, things didn't really improve.Friends around me starts to get richer and had better family backgrounds and i often feel inferior to them.perhaps it is because of my poor command of english as compared to them or because of the luxury goods they could afford, i feel i am different from them.
The turning point came when i was in secondary school.I recalled i often think about my future and how i want to be.Thank God for my teachers.They often motivate me and tell me i could be all i want to be , regardless of what background i come from.I began working hard and I meant really hard.Because my foundations are not good, i need to work doubly hard and I learn to set my standards high.I would do above and beyond what is necessary and be the best I know how.I want to be the best.
Fast forward many years, I wouldn't say i have made it, but i can proudly say that i did my best and my parents are proud of me.I am not ashamed to say that my dad still drives a lorry but a bigger and better one.They still work hard to support my studies as well as my sister's.And of course their education level still remain unchanged.
One thing that certainly have changed over the years is my outlook of life.I really thank God for the family He gave me to mold me into who i am today.I thank God for the people he placed in my life, be it those who despites me or those who encourages me, I can never be who i am without them.
Now.........
I believe the sky is the limit for me!
in her exact words, she said,
" Who would expect us to have kids who go uni? look at our faces and our background people also don't believe."
Indeed, it wasn't easy having come all the way to where my sis and i are at now.My family is below average income family and my dad had only P4(incomplete) education and my mom P3.While i was growing up, it is hard to understand why my friend's dad drives big cars while mine drove lorry.It is also hard to understand why i never gotten anything for my birthday.sometimes not even a cake.Even ss i slowly grew up and understood the picture, things didn't really improve.Friends around me starts to get richer and had better family backgrounds and i often feel inferior to them.perhaps it is because of my poor command of english as compared to them or because of the luxury goods they could afford, i feel i am different from them.
The turning point came when i was in secondary school.I recalled i often think about my future and how i want to be.Thank God for my teachers.They often motivate me and tell me i could be all i want to be , regardless of what background i come from.I began working hard and I meant really hard.Because my foundations are not good, i need to work doubly hard and I learn to set my standards high.I would do above and beyond what is necessary and be the best I know how.I want to be the best.
Fast forward many years, I wouldn't say i have made it, but i can proudly say that i did my best and my parents are proud of me.I am not ashamed to say that my dad still drives a lorry but a bigger and better one.They still work hard to support my studies as well as my sister's.And of course their education level still remain unchanged.
One thing that certainly have changed over the years is my outlook of life.I really thank God for the family He gave me to mold me into who i am today.I thank God for the people he placed in my life, be it those who despites me or those who encourages me, I can never be who i am without them.
Now.........
I believe the sky is the limit for me!
Saturday, July 5, 2008
Deliverance
Today we had a ministering service with Pst Mike and as usual, it is filled with people screaming, crying and people getting delivered.It was not as "major" as last year as most of the church staffs are not around but nevertheless, God still move powerfully in the service.
like what he said
"Imagine yourself to be in a house with many rooms.You are standing at the entrance of the house and you are looking at all the rooms.Some of the rooms are locked while some of them are opened.Those that are locked contain things that you never want to reveal again.Today you need to go back to these rooms and unlock them.Jesus will be accompanying you and He will be there to help you through it. You need to unlock them."
I went through the house.There was no locked doors.Just some are harder to open.I really thank God for being there for me all the time.i thought abt her and realised that i have finally let go and not hold to it.You can tell the difference because you no longer hate or dislike the person but you just wanna care for her.
I recall things abt her too.It still take some time but it is more or less gone.I have lifted her up to God.
I somehow had a revelation of God's love for people.I couldn't really describe it in words but He wants me to have the human touch in whatever i do.It is more than going according to what is right and what is wrong but rather go beyond that and love people.John 3:16 never felt the same as before.
I want to be happy.I want to be fun.I want to be caring.I want to shine for Jesus!
like what he said
"Imagine yourself to be in a house with many rooms.You are standing at the entrance of the house and you are looking at all the rooms.Some of the rooms are locked while some of them are opened.Those that are locked contain things that you never want to reveal again.Today you need to go back to these rooms and unlock them.Jesus will be accompanying you and He will be there to help you through it. You need to unlock them."
I went through the house.There was no locked doors.Just some are harder to open.I really thank God for being there for me all the time.i thought abt her and realised that i have finally let go and not hold to it.You can tell the difference because you no longer hate or dislike the person but you just wanna care for her.
I recall things abt her too.It still take some time but it is more or less gone.I have lifted her up to God.
I somehow had a revelation of God's love for people.I couldn't really describe it in words but He wants me to have the human touch in whatever i do.It is more than going according to what is right and what is wrong but rather go beyond that and love people.John 3:16 never felt the same as before.
I want to be happy.I want to be fun.I want to be caring.I want to shine for Jesus!
Friday, July 4, 2008
Issues of the heart
Just reached home after cg..i am feeling soooooooooo tired after the battelion exercise. Whatever can go wrong, went wrong. This coming mon there will be another one and i really hope things will go smoothly.
today cg msg was on "issues of the heart".Emotions are very powerful tools. They can allow you to perform above more what you can normally do.Like how sportsmen will motivate themselves before a race and try to use emotions to help them reach another level.However, if there is no control, you can become a servant to them.Like how a person can go totally out of control when he lets anger rule and like i alway said, emotions cloud judgement.Don't be a servant to your emotions!
i am becoming "brown" from all the trainings and IPPTs i took.Can't wait for my ICT to end. I REALLY feel like going for a short trip before school starts...
right now i just want to have a good night rest. I am so tired!
today cg msg was on "issues of the heart".Emotions are very powerful tools. They can allow you to perform above more what you can normally do.Like how sportsmen will motivate themselves before a race and try to use emotions to help them reach another level.However, if there is no control, you can become a servant to them.Like how a person can go totally out of control when he lets anger rule and like i alway said, emotions cloud judgement.Don't be a servant to your emotions!
i am becoming "brown" from all the trainings and IPPTs i took.Can't wait for my ICT to end. I REALLY feel like going for a short trip before school starts...
right now i just want to have a good night rest. I am so tired!
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
Dean's list
Just book out for nights out and i am going in at 10 plus again.Tml is the day i will try to get silver for my IPPT.Really hope i can get it.Anyway i gotten an email regarding the dean's list and i am surprised by the names i see inside.I was expecting more people but i guess it is like 5% of the cohort and i see a few familiar names inside.I really need to thank God for the good results this sem. Although people might think it is pure hard work but it is really God's strength that leads me through. The peace of God was with me and i often pray whenever i feel stressed out and the company of church friends really help. This will be the last sem i am eligible for dean's list and i really really thank God that He gave me the chance to get it.All Glory to Him!
i am thinking hard on how my life will be for the next few years.Hopefully i can get my FYP choice.I guess in terms of financial, i will be taking up tuitions. Preferably physics and nearer to school or my house, need to save some money.Aiming to get my license by the end of this year, hopefully by october.I am not ashamed to say that i am looking for the right one to come along.haha. Of course i hope that i can grow stronger in the Lord, to head in where He wants me to go.To become a better person and more spiritual too.
Oh ya, this coming resolution is different from the usual one.
I want to be more happening.I wish to be more thrilling.I hope to be more exciting.I want to be more fun to hang out with.
i feel i am holding back most of the time.Sometime i will think of all the wild things that i want to do and all the fun i wish i can have.Especially when i am getting older , i really want to have fun and more fun before i become old.Maybe i kinda think through, it is time to let go alittle more and have more and more FUN!
YES I WANT TO HAVE MORE FUN!
i am thinking hard on how my life will be for the next few years.Hopefully i can get my FYP choice.I guess in terms of financial, i will be taking up tuitions. Preferably physics and nearer to school or my house, need to save some money.Aiming to get my license by the end of this year, hopefully by october.I am not ashamed to say that i am looking for the right one to come along.haha. Of course i hope that i can grow stronger in the Lord, to head in where He wants me to go.To become a better person and more spiritual too.
Oh ya, this coming resolution is different from the usual one.
I want to be more happening.I wish to be more thrilling.I hope to be more exciting.I want to be more fun to hang out with.
i feel i am holding back most of the time.Sometime i will think of all the wild things that i want to do and all the fun i wish i can have.Especially when i am getting older , i really want to have fun and more fun before i become old.Maybe i kinda think through, it is time to let go alittle more and have more and more FUN!
YES I WANT TO HAVE MORE FUN!
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
Steve Job
You can't connect the dots looking forward, you got to connect the dots looking backwards. So you got to trust somehow the dots will connect for your future.Because believing the dots will connect down the road, will give you the confidence to follow your heart even when it leads you off the well-worn path and that will make all the difference.
Steve Job on looking back at what he went through and how it lead to where he is now.(Which in my opinion is trusting that God has the best planned out for you!)
Sometimes life is going hit you on the head with a brick, don't lose faith.
Steve Job on failure
Remembering that you are going to die is the best way i know to avoid the trap of thinking that you got something to lose. You are already naked, there is no reason not to follow your heart.
No one wants to die. Even people who wants to go to heaven don't want to die to get there.
Death is very likely the singly best invention of life.It clears out the old and makes way for the new.
Steve Job on death.
Your time is limited so don't waste time living in others lives...Don't let the noise of others opinions drown out your own inner voice.Most importantly, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition, they already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.
Steve Job on following your heart.
Stay hungry, stay foolish.
Steve Job on life.
Just book out and will be staying the night out.I can't believe it.I fail my IPPT again! i miss my chin up by one.Guess i really need to train more on weights. I slept like 4 hours the night before.But so far it has been pretty ok, cos it is pretty slack now. I will be chatting , playing uno, going shopping at E-mart or sleeping in the bunk.There is nothing for us to do.I guess when the main body comes in tml, the pace is going to pick up.
I really appreciate the encouragements that people have been giving.It matters more than you know it.
Got a youtube link from kimhai the moment i got home, and man it sure is a good video on Steve Job life.He was speaking during a standford graduation commencement.You can see that he is a man of character, wisdom and having gone through alot, he can impart what he has accumulated so far in his life to the younger generation. Listening to him speaks reminds me of What Pst Kong often said, about how it is not the environment but a person's character that determine how his life is going to turn out. Environment alway change but it is a person's character that substain him at the level at where he is and even push him further ahead.
Sometimes i do struggle with different aspects of life.I am just normal. I have my weakness and i have my flaws. All i could rely on are the principles that i hold in my life. Principles that i have learn in church, in my walk of life, from my friends.It is these principles that remind you that even when the whole world or your best friend tells that it is ok to do a certain thing, you still say no.
When the strength of man fail, it is when i turn to God. For He give strength to the weak. When my heart fails and i grow weak, i look to Him.
Are you referring to me?
Steve Job on looking back at what he went through and how it lead to where he is now.(Which in my opinion is trusting that God has the best planned out for you!)
Sometimes life is going hit you on the head with a brick, don't lose faith.
Steve Job on failure
Remembering that you are going to die is the best way i know to avoid the trap of thinking that you got something to lose. You are already naked, there is no reason not to follow your heart.
No one wants to die. Even people who wants to go to heaven don't want to die to get there.
Death is very likely the singly best invention of life.It clears out the old and makes way for the new.
Steve Job on death.
Your time is limited so don't waste time living in others lives...Don't let the noise of others opinions drown out your own inner voice.Most importantly, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition, they already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.
Steve Job on following your heart.
Stay hungry, stay foolish.
Steve Job on life.
Just book out and will be staying the night out.I can't believe it.I fail my IPPT again! i miss my chin up by one.Guess i really need to train more on weights. I slept like 4 hours the night before.But so far it has been pretty ok, cos it is pretty slack now. I will be chatting , playing uno, going shopping at E-mart or sleeping in the bunk.There is nothing for us to do.I guess when the main body comes in tml, the pace is going to pick up.
I really appreciate the encouragements that people have been giving.It matters more than you know it.
Got a youtube link from kimhai the moment i got home, and man it sure is a good video on Steve Job life.He was speaking during a standford graduation commencement.You can see that he is a man of character, wisdom and having gone through alot, he can impart what he has accumulated so far in his life to the younger generation. Listening to him speaks reminds me of What Pst Kong often said, about how it is not the environment but a person's character that determine how his life is going to turn out. Environment alway change but it is a person's character that substain him at the level at where he is and even push him further ahead.
Sometimes i do struggle with different aspects of life.I am just normal. I have my weakness and i have my flaws. All i could rely on are the principles that i hold in my life. Principles that i have learn in church, in my walk of life, from my friends.It is these principles that remind you that even when the whole world or your best friend tells that it is ok to do a certain thing, you still say no.
When the strength of man fail, it is when i turn to God. For He give strength to the weak. When my heart fails and i grow weak, i look to Him.
Are you referring to me?
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