slack

first of all....i must say


my dearest arsenal are going home without any silverware this season.i am really disappointed with the way wenger lead the team..no doubt he is way too complacent not to get any transfer to strengthen the squad..especially when he know the tight schedule to come...why? why? why? i was hoping to see at least a league title ..but i guess...


it is all over!


jus came home an hour ago...was feeling super tired after the presentation and KO in the lib...i hate formal wear..need to wear tight pants and long sleeves...no doubt it is smarter but it is so hot..esp when my sweat glands work overtime most of the time...




was reminded of my army life today...was taking train home and saw this guy reading the book "the 4th dimension". he was wearing the green number 4 uniform...i rem a few years back i was like him...it was a time of testing..esp when i stay with all the hokkien ppl....they laugh me for reading the bible...watch porn in the room...i rem whenever such things happen i will jus go to the gym alone...the mosquito infected place..i go there like 3 times a week...pumping iron..pray over there....read the bible when the lights go off...listen to hillsong Cd and worship before i go sleep...i really thank God for hillsong cd...they really help me alot....i am not the very spiritual type so it became a growing time for me...my that one year in army...phew..


the past one year also became a downhill period for me...got distracted...stop visitation..stop serving at expo..stop serving in cg and in the end had to change cg because of my pride...i really hope i can go back to the time when i once had with You...i rem this song...one that i will listen every night without fail...

i need to go back to my first love..
EVER LIVING GOD
MAKER OF ALL THE EARTH
EVER LASTING KING
OUR ETERNAL PRAISE BELONGS TO YOU

ALL OF THE HONOUR
ALL OF THE GLORY TO YOU

YOU ARE WONDERFUL
MARVELLOUS FOREVER
BEAUTIFUL, PRINCE OF PEACE
FAITHFUL ONE
FOREVER

TAKE THE PLACE OF ALL HONOUR
TAKE THE PLACE ABOVE ALL THRONES
TAKE THE PLACE OF ALL POWER
YOU ARE THE ONE, GLORIOUS

sukiyaki

4PM


Sukiyaki Lyrics



It's all because of you,
I'm feeling sad and blue
You went away,
Now my life is just a rainy day and I love you so,
How much you'll never know
You've gone away and left me lonely.


Untouchable memories
Seem to keep haunting me
Another love so true,
That once turned all my gray skies blue
But you disappeared,
Now my eyes are filled with tears
And I'm wishing you were here
With me soaked with love all my thoughts of you
Now that you're gone I just don't know what to do
If only you were here,
You'd wash away my tears
The sun would shine,
Once again you'll be mine all mine
But in reality, you and I will never be cos
You took your love away from me.


Chorus
Girl, I don't know what I did to make you leave me
But what I do know is
That since you've been gone there's such an emptiness inside,
I'm wishing you to come back to me.


If only you were here,
You'd wash away my tears
The sun would shine,
Once again you'll be mine all mine
But in reality,
You and I will never be cos
You took your love away from me.
Oh -- Baby you took your love away from me.

my first street fight..

it was late at night..about 11 plus..

i was walking home as usual...listening to my kelvin kern and kenny G music...was feeling pretty tired...spacing out while walking home...thinking of my compressible flow eqn...


while crossing the road, the corner of the eye spotted some movement towards the right side of my vision...i turned and saw a group of indians surrounding a woman...it seems like they are asking something from her...


i carried on walking and by then i removed my headphones and was trying to hear what was going on...


the indians were apparently drinking..from the looks of the bottles some of them were holding...


in my heart i was thinking whether should i try to go and check it out...i look around, the street is deserted except for me...my mind starts to come alive with all sorts of imagination...


should i go and check if the woman is alright?? my heart was pulsating while my thoughts kept running...



i decided to...





walk quickly go home.....



and wait for the news in tne newspaper tml......






no..



i turn around and walk towards them...keep a straight face...



then some of the indians turn around..in total there were 5 of them..some bushy...some hairy ...but all of them smell of liquor...


Looking at the woman i said..

"excuse me, is everything alright?"


"eh deh...it is none of your business" one of the more drunken guy said and he push me away even before the woman can reply...



i could see from the look of the woman and it is very clear that she is put under some pressure..



and i said



"please let the lady go"



then everything from here speed up..........



before i knew it...all the 5 guys turn around and some of their faces look red and they start shouting at me...

" eh deh...i told u right"



before i knew it, they began shoving me...and then before i knew it..


they started raining punches on me.....


i was shocked!!! very shocked!!!





from the background i could hear the woman started screaming and shouting "stop"



i started to shield the punches and one of them even use the bottle to whack my arm...



then i started to swing my elbows around and i started to use all my muay thai moves around...



i elbowed two of them ...one in the cheek..the other on the jaw...i push kicked one of the guy in the stomach and send him sprawling to the ground...then i keep punching and kicking and work my way wout from there...



i threw my bag to the ground and start shouting " you can try to kick my butt...if you all can EVEN come near me!" then i shouted at the woman "Call police, call police NOW"


then it is when they charged at me





i tighten my muscles and braised myself for something hard....

then...




i heard the voice of my mom?!!





"eh...time to wake up"




i woke up and i was on the floor...



i realised it was all a dream...



must be the chocolate i had last night...

Loving's such a beautiful thing

Bee Gees
Too Much Heaven


Nobody gets too much heaven no more
It's much harder to come by
I'm waiting in line
Nobody gets too much love anymore
It's as high as a mountain
And harder to climb

Oh you and me girl
Got a lot of love in store
And it flows through you
And it flows through me
And I love you so much more
Then my life..I can see beyond forever
Ev'rything we are will never die
Loving's such a beautiful thing
Oh you make my world.. a summer day
Are you just a dream to fade away

Nobody gets too much heaven no more
It's much harder to come by
I'm waiting in line
Nobody gets too much love anymore
It's as high as a mountain
And harder to climb

You and me girl got a highway to the sky
We can turn away from the night and day
And the tears you had to cry
You're my life..
I can see a new tomorrow
Ev'rything we are will never die
Loving's such a beautiful thing
When you are to me, the light above
Made for all to see our presious love

Nobody gets too much heaven no more
It's much harder to come by
I'm waiting in line
Nobody gets too much love anymore
It's as high as a mountain
And harder to climb

Love is such a beautiful thing
You make my world a summer day
Are you just a dream to fade away

Nobody gets too much heaven no more
It's much harder to come by
I'm waiting in line
Nobody gets too much love anymore
It's as high as a mountain
And harder to climb

Nobody gets too much love anymore
It's as wide as a river and harder to cross

Nobody gets too much heaven no more
It's much harder to come by
I'm waiting in line
Nobody gets too much love anymore
It's as high as a mountain
And harder to climb

shrank

went for cecilia liwei plus 2 other more persons birthday celebration..it was pretty fun..i think i kinda shrank..everyone who haven't seen me told me i shrank..personally i am losing weight now..or so i say fats...wanna hit the gym once exams are over...i don starve myself..but rather simple steps to lost fats...


really like these 3 songs that are playng now.they used to be in my favourite list. kinda dig out from some old cds...


i think what they say is kinda true..i need the mojo..haha..but the main concern for me is really exams..i will keep it open...for sure...i will try to change the way i think...



ok back to the books..anyone who wanna mug with me kindly drop me a msg...we can go back sch on sun to mug...

i really can't wait for exams to be over...i alway love this part of the sem...cos u know the ending is near..very near..and there is so much to look forward to...haha..i can't wait to sit at starbuck or coffee beans and waste time away by talking...go and watch movies...one of my favourite hobbies...really feel like going zoo, bird park and nature reserves...not to mention that i wanna catch up with my friends...thinking of all these makes me so motivated to work harder so i can enjoy this holiday without worrying about results...



ok...back to the books...


My confidences is in my God

shake your pom pom

i watched step up 2 a few days back and i really love the show...i think it is a really good movie on dance...street dance to be exact....oh...*headspin

i got to type in proper english the best i know how.


Because there will be people whom i don't know reading whatever "bad england" i type here...and laugh over it.


haha..

i think i really should improve my english also.i got to admit it is really bad

i got C6 for both O's and A's level.


Please kindly correct me if you spot any mistakes here.


the time has come once again. it is going to be final sem exam period again!!!!!!!!


everybody * shake your pom pom, shake your pom pom*

it is a time when we need to work really hard..as always and really squeeze out every ounce of brain juice we got. i have been hearing alot of weird behaviours from my friends as a result of stress...so pls my friends, jiayou! and...



everybody * shake your pom pom, shake your pom pom*


shake your pom pom! gambatta!( spelling errors for japanese words do not count)jiayou! add oil!


everybody * shake your pom pom, shake your pom pom*


as one of the songs goes, sometime you might hit the "low" , rock bottom..all you need to do is to be like any cheerleader. that is to put on a wide smile(even though you don't feel like doing so) and...

everybody * shake your pom pom, shake your pom pom*



Because in less than a month, we all will be set free!

and of cos to Z and C xiao jie, please cheer up! cos sometimes bad things do happen to good people.as what pastor always says, life is 1% what happen to you and 99% how you choose to react to it!

so...please try to put on a wide smile and...

everybody * shake your pom pom, shake your pom pom*

Nice songs

Wu ding

back from sch after some long hours at work...been working on my project for sometime today...sawing and filing and painting(spray)...it has been quite sometime before i actually do such stuff..haha...

this sem is going to come to a close pretty soon...3 to 4 more weeks before the final exams...time really and i mean really fly...after this sem i will be in my final year! haha...it is really time for some transition....


feeling kinda of tired...perhaps it is the feelings inside me...sometimes when u are drained u kinda feel that way...just posted a new old song...used to be my favourite song..ahha..most of time i don like duel by jay..cos i feel he can't compliment other singer...this is what i feel the best duel he ever sang...



zoe say i am too picky...kimhai say i don wanna waste time...i am kinda lost


but i am sure i am on the lookout..hah

Glimpses of future part 1

i hope i will be driving my BMW..doesn't really matter what series it is...as long as it is gun metal gray i will be contented...


it is morning...and the sound of chit chatting kids came from the back seats..


i turn to my left, my beautiful wife look at me with her ever gorgeous eyes....it seems like it was only yesterday when i look into her eyes and ask her to marry me...


i turn around and say to my kids," make sure u study hard and don't fight in sch!"




after dropping them off, i continued to send my wife to work...not really a perfect day...i just try my best to make her feel better than i do by saying a super duper lame joke...she pretends to laugh..even thought she heard it a million times...


after kissing and dropping her off, i pick up speed and head towards my workplace...



i put on my coverall, put on helmet and proceed to my daily duty...


everyday is a challenging day..i work hard...but i love my job...i strive to be the best engineer in my company..i strive to improve everyday and i strive to do my best everyday...





work's tiring but i end it strong...with a sense of satisfaction...i bathed and rush off to pick my wife.....






back at home, i lean back on my sofa and fellowship with my kids...

after putting them to bed....i will occassionally drive my wife out to the nearby beach and have some personal time together...watching the stars and moon....










i am looking forward for this life to come!

I am getting attached(after exams!)

everyone i am getting attached once exams are over!

cos it is impossible for me to find time now with all the projects and exams.. and i don wanna sacrifce them so i decided to get attached after exams.


talking about exams, i can;t wait for them to start! hahaha cos it means they are going to be over very very soon!!!!hahahha


well she is some sort of what i wanna look for..i like the challenge...of cos to get something good and worthy, one have to pay the price...she demands me to spend more time then one would normally do with the rest..but well as the saying alway goes...no pain no gain...i like that...






of cos not everyone is please with it...but i don really care..cos it is my life and ultimately i choose my own path...not to say that i totally neglect advises from others..but well i guess i thought through and i already decide to commit myself to such a relationship...




i think it might come as a shock to ppl...i expect them to say" you sure?"

"have you speak to the ppl around you?"


"you sure you are doing the right thing? it is a serious thing you are taking about..you might hurt yourself?"





well all i can say, i have decided to and i think i will live with it..i might regret it someday



but i would rather try and have a chance to regret if it fails rather than not try and never have a chance regret...






oh ya..i am sorry bingren..i told u i will tell u once i am attached but i din ..

instead i post here...haha...ya..i guess u will find out eventually...





i think not alot ppl know what i am talking about...


i decided to post some pic...so u can who i am getting attached to...








































































Sembcorp marines here i come(after exams)!


i can't wait..hahah