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first of all....i must say


my dearest arsenal are going home without any silverware this season.i am really disappointed with the way wenger lead the team..no doubt he is way too complacent not to get any transfer to strengthen the squad..especially when he know the tight schedule to come...why? why? why? i was hoping to see at least a league title ..but i guess...


it is all over!


jus came home an hour ago...was feeling super tired after the presentation and KO in the lib...i hate formal wear..need to wear tight pants and long sleeves...no doubt it is smarter but it is so hot..esp when my sweat glands work overtime most of the time...




was reminded of my army life today...was taking train home and saw this guy reading the book "the 4th dimension". he was wearing the green number 4 uniform...i rem a few years back i was like him...it was a time of testing..esp when i stay with all the hokkien ppl....they laugh me for reading the bible...watch porn in the room...i rem whenever such things happen i will jus go to the gym alone...the mosquito infected place..i go there like 3 times a week...pumping iron..pray over there....read the bible when the lights go off...listen to hillsong Cd and worship before i go sleep...i really thank God for hillsong cd...they really help me alot....i am not the very spiritual type so it became a growing time for me...my that one year in army...phew..


the past one year also became a downhill period for me...got distracted...stop visitation..stop serving at expo..stop serving in cg and in the end had to change cg because of my pride...i really hope i can go back to the time when i once had with You...i rem this song...one that i will listen every night without fail...

i need to go back to my first love..
EVER LIVING GOD
MAKER OF ALL THE EARTH
EVER LASTING KING
OUR ETERNAL PRAISE BELONGS TO YOU

ALL OF THE HONOUR
ALL OF THE GLORY TO YOU

YOU ARE WONDERFUL
MARVELLOUS FOREVER
BEAUTIFUL, PRINCE OF PEACE
FAITHFUL ONE
FOREVER

TAKE THE PLACE OF ALL HONOUR
TAKE THE PLACE ABOVE ALL THRONES
TAKE THE PLACE OF ALL POWER
YOU ARE THE ONE, GLORIOUS