My shoulder!

my shoulder is hurting like mad...i think it is the judo guy which i tried to throw yesterday...the head coach ask us(muay thai guy) to put into practise what they taught us...so we had a light sparring session(basically the judo guys will let us throw them)..my partner was one head taller than me...can u imagine..and the air con is abit too cold..so my muscles are abit stiff..and there..with a heavy load..i end up spraining it...


anyway while studying today, i found an old CD that contain some oldies love songs which i used to like alot..now also thought not as much..ahah...hope you enjoy them as much as i do..





where are you? please appear soon...

you are beautiful

this song is delicated to all my friends who are feeling abit under...no matter what people say..we are beautiful in God's eye...



Congrats to GSY! she is ATTACHED!haha...seriously her bf is really really good-looking...and knowing GSY, his character must be outstanding ..haha...


jus came back home after spending a day in the library..seriously today wasn't productive..i think slack too long..can't really focus....haha..but well bingren yuantai and cecilia plus daniel came and studied with me..of cos there is genny..who got me a "green lizard" shirt from thailand..thanks! i like the cutting...




listening to the song, i really like the lyrics......sometime bad things happen...sometime u make mistake...people bring u down..but alway rem that

no matter what they say..you are beatiful! :>

muay thai rat

today just had my muay thai training..wasn't really tiring..but i got scolded for my stance..i guess i am getting abit slack..but well , the good thing is that we learn quite abit of new stuff...like some blocking moves and some kick stuff...my joints are hurting..i think my flexibility is really bad...got some problem with my joint..when i wanna rotate my thigh i can heard this bone shifting sound...like when u crack your knuckles and it hurts..hope nothing serious going on...



saw two rat while on my way home...or should i say mouse....cos they are really small...i saw two different one..but on every occasion, they will hide behind a pillar/ beam..but the funny thing is that their tails are sticking out!!! i purposely tip toe over and stamp my feet behind them..hahahhahahah...cheap thrill sia...they ran damn fast...like their tails are in the air..


can't really login to msn..guess must be the earthquake at sumatra again



i love term break! just in time to rest..:):)

Be My Lady by Kenny G & 劉德華

what a nice song...meaningful lyrics that sings out ...



jus came back from cg...i am super duper tired...went to lib and knock out for almost an hr and half..i woke up feeling lost...like disorientated mouse...cos i was so freaking tired...


went for open lab today and meet up with alexis..did some simple lab of extracting my DNA and some plant's DNA..then went career fair with a few friends..like cheekiong yuantai and changhan...


oh gosh i realised that i got so much to do...hiaz..will start tml!i am going to rest my body by sleeping till i woke up automatically tml..not going to use any alarm....




finally...with the peace on God..i know it is definitely time..time to get it moving..

Judo

went for a workshop for self-defense...

i realised that it is possible to break ur arm/finger or dislocate your wrist/elbow/shoulder in one simple move...it seems so good!


and of cos there is theJ Judo part..seems interesting...some video for those who wanna know more about Judo

bored day

today was like any other day...reached school early in the morning to meet up with my project group members to discuss our project...


sometimes i feel tied down...so many things to do...although physically i can carry on the long hrs..but somehow i feel my life is getting bored...nothing really interesting has taken place for a long long time...such as going for JB trips....go sentosa...perhaps it is the workaholic part of me taking over...in my mind, i am thinking all about investments...how i am going to plan my next 4 to 5 years...no doubt planning is good...man should make plans counting on God to direct...but everyday it has become a shuffle between schoolwork and schoolwork and projects..that is y i am hoping to do more with less time...someone help me relax...lol...



there i goes again...

even thought i am typing this...in my mind...compressible flow...donald trump...materials suff.. projects planning all pop up within the spans of 2 to 3 mins...i guess my future partner cannot be like me...she definitely need to help me relax...ask me go shopping ...go on holiday and stuff...i shall be the one making the money and she will be the one helping me to spend...lol


maybe tml i should take a day off...go chill out..or be home early to enjoy the tv...



a few years back, i want to change the world by helping and trying to change the lives of the people around me...


now, i realised that to change the world, i need to first change the condition of my life before i can make an impact on those around me.

qi fei de yi.

mixed feelings.


why do i feel this way?


what is wrong with me?


i need a break.

Venus fly trap and butterworts

some pictures of Venus fly trap and butterworts...both plants that eat insects to get extra protein...Venus fly trap have "feelers" on on the red patches..so it an insect fly and touch it 3 or more times...it will snap and eat it upp...why 3? because it is an adaptation of the plant..imagine it is once...when the wind blows...it will close....and further more, each trap can only close 6 times before it refuse to open anymore....butterworts on the other hand has waxy leaves that wil attract insects..but once an insect lands, the waxy surface actually posion the insect and slowly digest it...



i found these 2 interesting plants inside the general biology lab...i think next time i shall explore more...who knows what i might find there....lol


talking abt general biology lab..i meet this nice girl from social work...her name is alexis...the funny thing is when she asked for my name, she was really surprised that my name is titus...(cos she is a catholic and the name is from the bible)...inside my mind i was thinking "hah, i bet u never heard such a name with so much seh"..then when she mention her name i was abit shocked..she got such a "seh" name also..then we burst out laughing...haha..


enough of labs, i have been feeling pretty tired recently..jus keep sleeping and resting whenever i have the time...and despite all the sleeping, i still have dark rings....lol....must be the age thing..




time to hit the bed...tomorrow is going to be one siong day...


i miss you like crazy....

ROM

today my cousin just had his ROM and it was fun looking at the way they exchange vows and look into each others eye..


as i grow older, i began to realise the difficulty of keeping a marriage going...it is not going to be one person effort but that of both...sometimes when one fall, the other needs to help the partner up...when they are going through storm, it has to be the trust that brings them thru it all...even when they are in love, it still takes a lot of effort to keep the whole thing going...


on a personal level, i view relationship as going onto a plane with a new co-pilot...both of us are new ...and it is going to a one way doom trip if both parties don know what they are getting themselves into...and of cos they must have the motivation to keep flying...going thru the storms of life..sometimes the co-pilot might feel she/he wants to land the plane and the relationship breaks down....of cos marriage is more of flying into a region without airport..to land= to crash the plane....but of cos the promise of having a great journey with someone u love will be the reward....





just like the song that is playing....Forever love...i hope there will be someone out there whom i can co-pilot our plane together....but maybe the time have not come...eversince the last crash i am still on the journey of recovery...furthermore, the element of the ability to trust have not been restored.......i know there is alot fo speculations but none of it is true..as of now..and i don think it will be....


maybe...a little while more...

Forever love

today is by right a special day....in one way or another, it alway will be one day that stands out from the rest......

today cg was awesome..presence of God is so strong...and today msg focus on relationships and family..needless to say..there is endless poking of those unattached one....



i look upon Your face and ask You why...and all i can hear You say is...


let it go...let it go...let it go..

happy Valentines day

so this is the day...

and this is the day i realised the most thing...


and this is the day where the lib had a blackout


and this is day when i realised i have put on weight again..


and this is the day the Lord had made and i will rejoice in it...

not matter how i feel....

sleeping day

i feel like lying on my bed and have a good sleep...



since there is nothing to do tml...


might as well come back early and catch up on my sleep...



suddenly life feel so mundane...nothing to aim for.......




on a side note....my friend sent me a link that contains all pictures od edison scandals...i really pity those girls...kinda get cheated to take these pictures...
my image of them all gone down the drain .............=.=












i feel nua.

funny people

time check 7pm.


i am currently in the lib with lips...trying very hard to study..somehow things can't go into my head...mmm...perhaps i need a good break.


some random thoughts

funny people

there is some really "funny" people i know...they seems to be in their own world...as if they are dettached from the rest of the world....i don mean u become a hermit and try to live alone without contacts with others...on the contrary, they like to socialise..but they don noe certain aspect of their thinking/action is really "out of the norm" to put it mildy ...and as a result ppl "steer" away from them yet they refuse to acknowledge their problems....choosing to close a blind eye...shutting their ear....


in case u are one of them and u are reading this...

pls wake up and change ur behaviour and thinking...it will only do u good..


pre-valentines day woes

from mass dating to desperately trying to find a date...it is really funny to see what ppl can do to spend this valentines day...so what if u have no date? as of now, i am dateless too...i guess sometimes life is like that...don need to try too hard to "create " something ...lol


back to studies

i am unattached :)

today service was really good...wing came and sang 2 wonderful song about love and then how pst preach abt the roles of husband and wife and how a husband need to do his job...the best thing is that every married couple exchange their vows again..and i mean it was awesome...

and whenever such things happened...people will start looking toward GOBNAY people..

ya that is right ...GOBNAY


[GOBNA(noun): implies Getting Old But Not Attached Yet]



and to my horror...someone told me they thought i am attached...: /


why am i posting here?


I FEEL TIRED!

after thinking thru..i have decided to list 3 not-to-do things

1)not to study one to one with girl unless u are my sister...
2)not to eat one to one with a girl unless you are my mother or sister.
3)try avoiding walking alone with a girl as much as i can.



so sorry all my sister in christ or sch mates...no more studying alone...if next time i don pick up ur call when u call if i am in lib..u need to understand i am alone..and it is not very appropriate for u to study alone with me.

i am firm on this.



all the "play boy" and " popular " and "girl queue up from ntu to expo" is taking a toil on me..


i mean...


i if i seriously don mind...if i look like




or




or even




but...i am...







so pls..stop it.

i believe i am extraordinary

this few days of CNY kinda awaken something inside me....


perhaps it is the revelations i got..perhaps it is something i realised or went thru as i reflect back the past one year...


the situations i went through and put myself in....


Thank God for opening my mind....Renewing my thoughts.


here are some of the goals i have for myself for this coming year.

1)talk less , think more
2)Learn more and ask more.
3)learn about bond , share and property investment.


somehow i feel mature....haha..




i start to think about what i can do for my parents...

i start to think how to earn my first million..fast.

i start to think about what i really want.


i start to imagine.,,,


how i can pass a 100 dollar bill to the tissue-selling granny without feeling the pinch...


how i can start something that change people's life.....



how i imagine drinking my red wine with my wife...and enjoying the bullfight in spain....





I believe i am born for greatness


so is everyone...


i believe i am extraordinary

24

just turned 24 and then i am into a new lunar year...times flies like nobody business....went to watch cj7...pretty lame and funny show...i laughed like mad most of the time...then come the touching part...which kinda makes me wonder can i be a ood dad?


i am feeling a little tired..of thinking of going into relationship or stuff..


suddenly....




i feel being single without committment is great...at least currently...



being able to do so many things and so much less to think abt...


but of cos it comes at a cost...which will exponentially increase with time and age...



recently alot of relationships came to an end...makes me wonder even more...




what is love to you?

celebration

thank God for all my friends...they got me a new apricottree shirt...it is some US branded stuff...from SKIN Couture....it is really nice..haha...and of cos the DandG tie from jaydee...wa...nice man...haha...


today celebration is filled with mixed feelings....which i shall only elaborate in mouseboy....


going to have an early night...

will be posting the pictures soon...

Bday

i just gotten my kenny G cd and i absolutely love it...all the jazz really made me feel so relaxed till i can't really study..he is awesome...this is another of my favourite song by him




i gotten my cumpler bag too...i think it is a pretty common one too but i am more concern abt the practicality of the bag..of the many people i asked, most of them asked me to go get it...i hope i made the right choice...


yesterday at service the cg celebrated my bday and bought me a wealth management book by donald trump...haha..it is just wat i wanna get...been thinking it is time i should read more abt wealth management..have a plan how my wealth management is going to be like for the next 5 yrs?haha...man should make plans counting on God to direct.




24...it is a nice no... to move on to the next phase of life...



anway...guys we are meeting tml for dinner...do make it if u can...:)