supposed to stop blogging but somehow i can't focus and mug...really like this song...kinda keep me in this lovely dovey mood...hope you like it cos it is directed at you... and it is a song for u too for ur situation..someone really wants to tell u this...
david soul- dont't give up on us.
Don't give up on us, baby
Don't make the wrong seem right
The future isn't just one night
It's written in the moonlight
And painted on the stars
We can't change ours
Don't give up on us, baby
We're still worth one more try
I know we put our last one by
Just for a rainy evening
When maybe stars are few
Don't give up on us, I know
We can still come through
I really lost my head last night
You've got a right to stop believin'
There's still a little love left, even so
Don't give up on us, baby
Lord knows we've come this far
Can't we stay the way we are
The angel and the dreamer
Who sometimes plays a fool
Don't give up on us, I know
We can still come through
It's written in the moonlight
And painted on the stars
We can't change ours
Don't give up on us, baby
We're still worth one more try
I know we put our last one by
Just for a rainy evening
When maybe stars are few
Don't give up on us, I know
We can still come through
Don't give up on us, baby
Don't give up on us, baby
Saturday, March 22, 2008
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
The future
just got back home from school. Had my design project group meeting.pretty ok...
countdown to exams==> 5 weeks.Biz lib here i come! anyone wanna join me? i will be there 14/7. application is open to anyone who wanna to do seriously mugging. best if you have a sense of humour and have high level of energy.
this few days i can't seems to study...my mind keep running around, thinking of that which happened not too long ago...hiaz...simply made me can't concentrate. i need to get it out of my mind...remove all the investment i made and forget about it. it will be bad for me eventually, i guess i really really need to move on.
was talking to Ivan on the way home about future...looking at my future...nobody except God knows how will it turn out to be..one thing for sure i need to be more relational...spend more time with my friends...and mix around more with the opposite sex...and of cos my time with my family..somehow i seems to lose everything else and jus focus on work...need to spend more time with the people around me...
i think i changed alot...1 and 1/2 years ago i was much more relational...somehow along the way i changed into a more solo person...maybe because of past disappointment and stuff, i kinda keep more to myself and like to go solo..
we will never know what the future holds but
Chances alway favour those that are prepared.
countdown to exams==> 5 weeks.Biz lib here i come! anyone wanna join me? i will be there 14/7. application is open to anyone who wanna to do seriously mugging. best if you have a sense of humour and have high level of energy.
this few days i can't seems to study...my mind keep running around, thinking of that which happened not too long ago...hiaz...simply made me can't concentrate. i need to get it out of my mind...remove all the investment i made and forget about it. it will be bad for me eventually, i guess i really really need to move on.
was talking to Ivan on the way home about future...looking at my future...nobody except God knows how will it turn out to be..one thing for sure i need to be more relational...spend more time with my friends...and mix around more with the opposite sex...and of cos my time with my family..somehow i seems to lose everything else and jus focus on work...need to spend more time with the people around me...
i think i changed alot...1 and 1/2 years ago i was much more relational...somehow along the way i changed into a more solo person...maybe because of past disappointment and stuff, i kinda keep more to myself and like to go solo..
we will never know what the future holds but
Chances alway favour those that are prepared.
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
Up the standard
today i went to have lunch with my group engineering friends...coincidentally Ex Miss Singapore was sitting behind me( she is in my lecture group and she simply standout among the guys and girl.)..i could see she is trying to listen to what my guy friends have to say dating...
the new "in" and "efficient" way is to do multiple dating...someone said this to me
"i feel you should try 4 at one go, so in case one cannot then you can go for the other 3"
of cos they added in
"of cos don't let they know, cos it will reflect badly on you"
i was left pondering for a while...4 is a large number!
had muay thai training today..my joints almost gave way...because of y inflexible joints...i can't reach higher than a person's shoulder...only can go for rib and legs...hiaz...
work have been piling...time to hit the books!
you were never mine in the first place...why should i even bother...
the new "in" and "efficient" way is to do multiple dating...someone said this to me
"i feel you should try 4 at one go, so in case one cannot then you can go for the other 3"
of cos they added in
"of cos don't let they know, cos it will reflect badly on you"
i was left pondering for a while...4 is a large number!
had muay thai training today..my joints almost gave way...because of y inflexible joints...i can't reach higher than a person's shoulder...only can go for rib and legs...hiaz...
work have been piling...time to hit the books!
you were never mine in the first place...why should i even bother...
Monday, March 17, 2008
Bai bai nen nen
today is one tiring day..been rushing to finish my project. Basically i spend the entire day above arts canteen at lerk thai doing my eng prof project. tiring man..and i still got a few more to go...argh!!!
after which i went home together with leona since she stay at woodlands.
then we start talking about all the back experiences we have that caused us almost to BS.
this last one year or so is really so life changing..i learn alot and it seems like i am going to alway look back at this one year and rem well the lesson i learnt.
was praying to God while walking home. I need to get back to where i was.
i need to be more accepting
i need to be more caring
i need to be more soul winning
i need to be more forgiving
most importantly...
i need to love Jesus more.
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on a lighter note...someone say i am bai bai nen nen...BAI BAI NEN NEN..
seriously i didn't know that phrase can be used to describe guys
seriously i am abit taken back...and for a split moment a joke came to my mind...
some girls like
1)bai bai nen nen guys
some girls like
2)abit more muscle and abit bai bai nen nen guy
of cos some girls like their boyfriends to be
3) muscle-packed.
on the other hand
4) some like alittle hair
of cos
there is those who like their boyfriend to have ALOT ALOT OF HAIR!
hahahhahahahha
hey to that person who told me that..thanks! and help me thank your mum!
after which i went home together with leona since she stay at woodlands.
then we start talking about all the back experiences we have that caused us almost to BS.
this last one year or so is really so life changing..i learn alot and it seems like i am going to alway look back at this one year and rem well the lesson i learnt.
was praying to God while walking home. I need to get back to where i was.
i need to be more accepting
i need to be more caring
i need to be more soul winning
i need to be more forgiving
most importantly...
i need to love Jesus more.
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on a lighter note...someone say i am bai bai nen nen...BAI BAI NEN NEN..
seriously i didn't know that phrase can be used to describe guys
seriously i am abit taken back...and for a split moment a joke came to my mind...
some girls like
1)bai bai nen nen guys
some girls like
2)abit more muscle and abit bai bai nen nen guy
of cos some girls like their boyfriends to be
3) muscle-packed.
on the other hand
4) some like alittle hair
of cos
there is those who like their boyfriend to have ALOT ALOT OF HAIR!
hahahhahahahha
hey to that person who told me that..thanks! and help me thank your mum!
Thursday, March 13, 2008
No time
i am feeling the "heat".
school is getting busy...and i mean REALLY busy...and every other thing is also fighting for my time...
my friends, my parents( haven't spoken to my dad for 3 days), my muay thai and judo class.
i feel tired ...i simply got no much time for myself. And i try my best to be there whenever i can....
i got to confess...i am a high achiever want-to-be....i want to do more in less time...i need to do what is right now urgent...so sometimes i might appear cold or unfriendly...or even not entertaining..but well this is just me...i don't want to waste time doing something less productive...when the need is there for me to do...
i guess from next week on...no more outing for me...unless times permit...i want more time with my parents too.....
balance is important...but this is not the time to balance..it is time to off-balance and balance it back now after exams.
on a lighter note...i have posted some vidoe i found...just finished my test and feeling really down and under..so decided to google some interesting stuff i studied....hahah....
(1)worm power.
he press and squeeze your brain to your eyes...disgusting method but get the job done...into the bird stomach and he populates like mad..
(2) Fungus power.
if you are chinese, you might have eaten this fungus ...you eat them , they eat bugs
(3) Flea power!
when i was young, i alway imagine people respected flea for what they can do? check it out!
(4)scorpion
all you need to know about them!
(5) wasp
(6) Top 10 weirdest animal.
super funny..haha
school is getting busy...and i mean REALLY busy...and every other thing is also fighting for my time...
my friends, my parents( haven't spoken to my dad for 3 days), my muay thai and judo class.
i feel tired ...i simply got no much time for myself. And i try my best to be there whenever i can....
i got to confess...i am a high achiever want-to-be....i want to do more in less time...i need to do what is right now urgent...so sometimes i might appear cold or unfriendly...or even not entertaining..but well this is just me...i don't want to waste time doing something less productive...when the need is there for me to do...
i guess from next week on...no more outing for me...unless times permit...i want more time with my parents too.....
balance is important...but this is not the time to balance..it is time to off-balance and balance it back now after exams.
on a lighter note...i have posted some vidoe i found...just finished my test and feeling really down and under..so decided to google some interesting stuff i studied....hahah....
(1)worm power.
he press and squeeze your brain to your eyes...disgusting method but get the job done...into the bird stomach and he populates like mad..
(2) Fungus power.
if you are chinese, you might have eaten this fungus ...you eat them , they eat bugs
(3) Flea power!
when i was young, i alway imagine people respected flea for what they can do? check it out!
(4)scorpion
all you need to know about them!
(5) wasp
(6) Top 10 weirdest animal.
super funny..haha
Sunday, March 9, 2008
when i was a little boy part1
when you were a little kid, what are the things that captivate you? what are the things that fasinated you?
i was talking to leona terence and raphael from my cg about some of the most amazing bugs( anything that does not has a backbone.it ranges from bees to starfish to shrimp and coral etc..) that i have studied while i was in primary school..they laugh at me...and they laugh like mad..thinking i am kdding them...well...i think i was quite studious when i was young..i read everyday..from bugs(which i realy like) to stars to physics...sound chim?check this bugs out
(1) The amazing mantis shrimp aka muay thai shrimp
i call them muay thai shrimp..they box and box till their prey goes into shock...don't believe? check it out!
(2)The pistol shrimp aka james bond shrimp
i prefer to call them james prawn...they carry a pistol and kill their prey by shooting them in the chest!!!!! i know u will laugh...take a look before you laugh!
ok..enough of shrimp...i remembered a few interesting spiders..do check them out
(3)The Gladiator spider aka fisherman's spider
They behave like fisherman...they fish...haha
(4)The trapdoor spider aka the peeping tom
they peep from below and catches u once they spot your colourful underwear..ahahah...i mean vibration...sneaky little fellows..
(5)The bolas spiders aka the humtum bola freak
i call them cow-spiders...God is fair...they look super ugly but they got the skill to humtum bola!
haha..alright back to studies...next time it will be more amazing stuff!
i was talking to leona terence and raphael from my cg about some of the most amazing bugs( anything that does not has a backbone.it ranges from bees to starfish to shrimp and coral etc..) that i have studied while i was in primary school..they laugh at me...and they laugh like mad..thinking i am kdding them...well...i think i was quite studious when i was young..i read everyday..from bugs(which i realy like) to stars to physics...sound chim?check this bugs out
(1) The amazing mantis shrimp aka muay thai shrimp
i call them muay thai shrimp..they box and box till their prey goes into shock...don't believe? check it out!
(2)The pistol shrimp aka james bond shrimp
i prefer to call them james prawn...they carry a pistol and kill their prey by shooting them in the chest!!!!! i know u will laugh...take a look before you laugh!
ok..enough of shrimp...i remembered a few interesting spiders..do check them out
(3)The Gladiator spider aka fisherman's spider
They behave like fisherman...they fish...haha
(4)The trapdoor spider aka the peeping tom
they peep from below and catches u once they spot your colourful underwear..ahahah...i mean vibration...sneaky little fellows..
(5)The bolas spiders aka the humtum bola freak
i call them cow-spiders...God is fair...they look super ugly but they got the skill to humtum bola!
haha..alright back to studies...next time it will be more amazing stuff!
Wednesday, March 5, 2008
Sometimes when we touch
Song removed
Extremely nice song...kudos to Joseph for telling me the song..perfect song for what i am feeling now....
You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you
And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides
Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth
And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides
At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly
At times I understand you
And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by
At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again
And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides
Today i think i had had too much materials...mug till i wanna to cast my arm using iron...use 304 stainless steel for my teeth..and use high alloy steel for my knuckles....i think tml i will take a break and do other modules...
time seems to fly...wonder how will i be like one year later...
well i shall have an early nite...to rest my body and mind......
for all the pain, i never want to look at u in the eye.
Extremely nice song...kudos to Joseph for telling me the song..perfect song for what i am feeling now....
You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you
And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides
Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth
And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides
At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly
At times I understand you
And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by
At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again
And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides
Today i think i had had too much materials...mug till i wanna to cast my arm using iron...use 304 stainless steel for my teeth..and use high alloy steel for my knuckles....i think tml i will take a break and do other modules...
time seems to fly...wonder how will i be like one year later...
well i shall have an early nite...to rest my body and mind......
for all the pain, i never want to look at u in the eye.
Tuesday, March 4, 2008
i am tired...been studying material jus now...i am SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO glad i bought the text..it is really good..thanks for KH recommendation....no doubt he is really smart...no wonder every sem dean's list....
today muay thai is damn tiring...haha..so many ppl were having their midterm test...so paiseh to do push up in front of them...we look like recruits...haha...
okok...i am going to be serious in studying after today...need to buckle up....
Zero confidence in myself.
today muay thai is damn tiring...haha..so many ppl were having their midterm test...so paiseh to do push up in front of them...we look like recruits...haha...
okok...i am going to be serious in studying after today...need to buckle up....
Zero confidence in myself.
Sunday, March 2, 2008
The eye
went to catch "The eye" with her...i still prefer the asian version..it is much scarier and better storyline...
Today received a call from _________ and i got a shock of my life....whatever is said is DEFINITELY not my intention at all..nor did i give anyone that idea to the best of my knowledge..i don wanna assume anything ..perhaps it is miscommunication...but i NEVER said or intented anything like that..there is people who can vouch for me...i will not dare to say anything now...i can't take such things twice...i scare the ink will get darker and darker when i try to interfer more...
anyway i will be shutting this blog down...for some personal reason..but it will not be permanent...maybe open up again after exams or something...
i can't control my feelings...
Today received a call from _________ and i got a shock of my life....whatever is said is DEFINITELY not my intention at all..nor did i give anyone that idea to the best of my knowledge..i don wanna assume anything ..perhaps it is miscommunication...but i NEVER said or intented anything like that..there is people who can vouch for me...i will not dare to say anything now...i can't take such things twice...i scare the ink will get darker and darker when i try to interfer more...
anyway i will be shutting this blog down...for some personal reason..but it will not be permanent...maybe open up again after exams or something...
i can't control my feelings...
Saturday, March 1, 2008
FIR
i just reached home about half an hour ago...thank God for leona and raphael for sending me home..haha...
today service was AWESOME.
as what was mention in Rocky 6 by the commentator...incredible is one of the most overused word but today service was simply INCREDIBLE!
FIR came and sang songs for us...i mean i listen to how God change their lives and how they are serving God, it really build up the faith in you...knowing that we can be like them in the marketplace...Faye is so cute!!!aha...not only she is sweet and sing so well...she is like so adorable...haha...i like her long hair...ah qing on the otherhand is very eloquent...he talks so well..no wonder he can win faye's heart....listening to their song and testimony really touch and aspire me to much...
pst kong preach on servanthood...it really speak to me about going to back to the days when i serve God with all my heart...how i enjoy serving...i look at where i am today and i am kind of like what the bible say...lost my soul to the world...held back by the weight of the world....i think i should go back to where i was...it is not goiing to be easy...after i "slack" for so long...it is hard...but well...sometimes...it just take the attitude of the heart for God to move....today at the servanthood altar call....i was reminded of the vision i once had...how i wanted to serve full time...and i was looking at myself and asking God how can it be possible? but by faith , i still held up my hand and stood up...in my mind...i was like "how to? how to?" ...guess like what the bible say..." all things are possible to he who believes!"
i believe it is time for me to get on track and be running along with Him.
anyway...i found this really interesting pics on fab blog..it is soo funny..
In America we have
but in Singapore we have
HAHAHAHAHHA
today service was AWESOME.
as what was mention in Rocky 6 by the commentator...incredible is one of the most overused word but today service was simply INCREDIBLE!
FIR came and sang songs for us...i mean i listen to how God change their lives and how they are serving God, it really build up the faith in you...knowing that we can be like them in the marketplace...Faye is so cute!!!aha...not only she is sweet and sing so well...she is like so adorable...haha...i like her long hair...ah qing on the otherhand is very eloquent...he talks so well..no wonder he can win faye's heart....listening to their song and testimony really touch and aspire me to much...
pst kong preach on servanthood...it really speak to me about going to back to the days when i serve God with all my heart...how i enjoy serving...i look at where i am today and i am kind of like what the bible say...lost my soul to the world...held back by the weight of the world....i think i should go back to where i was...it is not goiing to be easy...after i "slack" for so long...it is hard...but well...sometimes...it just take the attitude of the heart for God to move....today at the servanthood altar call....i was reminded of the vision i once had...how i wanted to serve full time...and i was looking at myself and asking God how can it be possible? but by faith , i still held up my hand and stood up...in my mind...i was like "how to? how to?" ...guess like what the bible say..." all things are possible to he who believes!"
i believe it is time for me to get on track and be running along with Him.
anyway...i found this really interesting pics on fab blog..it is soo funny..
In America we have
but in Singapore we have
HAHAHAHAHHA
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