Never really said too much
Afraid it wouldn't be enough
Just try to keep my spirits up
When there's no point in grieving
Doesn't matter anyway
Words could never make me stay
Words will never take my place
When you know I'm leaving
Try to leave a light on when I'm gone
Something I rely on to get home
One I can feel at night
A nake light, a fire to keep me warm
Try to leave a light on when I'm gone
Even in the daylight, shine on
And when it's late at night you can look inside
You won't feel so alone
You know we've been down that road
What seems a thousand times before
My back to a closing door and my eyes to the seasons
That roll out underneath my heels
And you don't know how bad it feels
To leave the only one that I have ever believed in
Try to leave a light on when I'm gone
Something I rely on to get home
One I can feel at night
A nake light, a fire to keep me warm
Try to leave a light on when I'm gone
Even in the daylight, shine on
And when it's late at night you can look inside
You won't feel so alone
Sometimes it feels like we've run out of luck
When the signal keeps on breaking up
When the wires cross in my brain
You'll start my heart again
When I come along
Try to leave a light on when I'm gone
Something I rely on to get home
One I can feel at night
A nake light, a fire to keep me warm
Try to leave a light on when I'm gone
Even in the daylight, shine on
And when it's late at night you can look inside
You won't feel so alone
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Back to school
I am currently located at E3-06-06. Going to start on my work and project meetings soon.
Hiaz..Can't believe i can't celebrate Hari raya.
I mean even though I am not muslim, the feeling of going back school today feels weird.
Tomorrow I have a test coming up. The Audi is tml evening. After that there is wheel of life conference.
I got 2 projects due in 2 weeks time.
I got another 2 project due in 3 weeks time.
After which i got another test in about 3 to 4 weeks time.
Ohh.. how could I forget about my FYP!
The thing is i haven't started typing a single word for any of my projects!
help~~
Hiaz..Can't believe i can't celebrate Hari raya.
I mean even though I am not muslim, the feeling of going back school today feels weird.
Tomorrow I have a test coming up. The Audi is tml evening. After that there is wheel of life conference.
I got 2 projects due in 2 weeks time.
I got another 2 project due in 3 weeks time.
After which i got another test in about 3 to 4 weeks time.
Ohh.. how could I forget about my FYP!
The thing is i haven't started typing a single word for any of my projects!
help~~
Monday, September 29, 2008
Billie Jean
She was more like a beauty queen from a movie scene
I said don't mind, but what do you mean I am the one
Who will dance on the floor in the round
She said I am the one, who will dance on the floor in the round
She told me her name was Billie Jean, as she caused a scene
Then every head turned with eyes that dreamed of being the one
Who will dance on the floor in the round
People always told me be careful of what you do
And don't go around breaking young girls' hearts
And mother always told me be careful of who you love
And be careful of what you do 'cause the lie becomes the truth
Billie Jean is not my lover
She's just a girl who claims that I am the one
But the kid is not my son
She says I am the one, but the kid is not my son
For forty days and for forty nights
The law was on her side
But who can stand when she's in demand
Her schemes and plans
'Cause we danced on the floor in the round
So take my strong advice, just remember to always think twice
(Do think twice)
She told my baby we'd danced till three, then she looked at me
Then showed a photo my baby cried his eyes were like mine (oh, no!)
'Cause we danced on the floor in the round, baby
People always told me be careful of what you do
And don't go around breaking young girls' hearts
She came and stood right by me
Then the smell of sweet perfume
This happened much too soon
She called me to her room
Billie Jean is not my lover
She's just a girl who claims that I am the one
But the kid is not my son
Billie Jean is not my lover
She's just a girl who claims that I am the one
But the kid is not my son
She says I am the one, but the kid is not my son
She says I am the one, but the kid is not my son
Billie Jean is not my lover
She's just a girl who claims that I am the one
But the kid is not my son
She says I am the one, but the kid is not my son
She says I am the one, but the kid is not my son
She says I am the one
Billie Jean is not my lover
Billie Jean is not my lover
Billie Jean is not my lover
Billie Jean is not my lover
Billie Jean is not my lover
Billie Jean is
Billie Jean is
Billie Jean is
Not my lover
Not my lover
Not my lover
Not my lover
Billie Jean is not my lover (she is just a girl)
Billie Jean is not my lover (she is just a girl)
Billie Jean is not my lover (she is just a girl)
Billie Jean is not my lover (she is just a girl)
Billie Jean is
Billie Jean is
Billie Jean is not my lover
Billie Jean is not my lover
Billie Jean is
Billie Jean is
Billie Jean is not my lover
Billie Jean is not my lover
Billie Jean is
Billie Jean is
I said don't mind, but what do you mean I am the one
Who will dance on the floor in the round
She said I am the one, who will dance on the floor in the round
She told me her name was Billie Jean, as she caused a scene
Then every head turned with eyes that dreamed of being the one
Who will dance on the floor in the round
People always told me be careful of what you do
And don't go around breaking young girls' hearts
And mother always told me be careful of who you love
And be careful of what you do 'cause the lie becomes the truth
Billie Jean is not my lover
She's just a girl who claims that I am the one
But the kid is not my son
She says I am the one, but the kid is not my son
For forty days and for forty nights
The law was on her side
But who can stand when she's in demand
Her schemes and plans
'Cause we danced on the floor in the round
So take my strong advice, just remember to always think twice
(Do think twice)
She told my baby we'd danced till three, then she looked at me
Then showed a photo my baby cried his eyes were like mine (oh, no!)
'Cause we danced on the floor in the round, baby
People always told me be careful of what you do
And don't go around breaking young girls' hearts
She came and stood right by me
Then the smell of sweet perfume
This happened much too soon
She called me to her room
Billie Jean is not my lover
She's just a girl who claims that I am the one
But the kid is not my son
Billie Jean is not my lover
She's just a girl who claims that I am the one
But the kid is not my son
She says I am the one, but the kid is not my son
She says I am the one, but the kid is not my son
Billie Jean is not my lover
She's just a girl who claims that I am the one
But the kid is not my son
She says I am the one, but the kid is not my son
She says I am the one, but the kid is not my son
She says I am the one
Billie Jean is not my lover
Billie Jean is not my lover
Billie Jean is not my lover
Billie Jean is not my lover
Billie Jean is not my lover
Billie Jean is
Billie Jean is
Billie Jean is
Not my lover
Not my lover
Not my lover
Not my lover
Billie Jean is not my lover (she is just a girl)
Billie Jean is not my lover (she is just a girl)
Billie Jean is not my lover (she is just a girl)
Billie Jean is not my lover (she is just a girl)
Billie Jean is
Billie Jean is
Billie Jean is not my lover
Billie Jean is not my lover
Billie Jean is
Billie Jean is
Billie Jean is not my lover
Billie Jean is not my lover
Billie Jean is
Billie Jean is
To Bank or not
After reaching year 4, Everyone are pre-occupied by where they are going after they graduate. Well, not all..only 2 groups of people are not that concern, the teachers to be and scholars. I mean they have their path planned out for them, more of whether they want to stick to them.
I am considering whether to go into Banking at this point. The banking industry is like at the worst possible stage.My cousin in the industry is telling me not to go in at this point.Even so, it is over-hyped. Unless you are the top, you earn basically normal pay as other job, minus foreign banks.But then, foreign banks are the worst hit now, even european banks are affected.I guess likely i will play by timing, going to take my CFA if things turn better next year. Then decide if i wanna break my bond.
Sometime it is good not to be attached now. I am thinking if i were to have a girlfriend now, things might be very different. Perhaps it was intended to be this way by God. My freedom allows me to make alot of choices on the things i wish to do.
Tonight i am going to burn midnight oil, never felt this way for quite sometime.I just wish i can start reading on my investment books.Collecting dust at my shelves.
God is the strength of my heart.
I am considering whether to go into Banking at this point. The banking industry is like at the worst possible stage.My cousin in the industry is telling me not to go in at this point.Even so, it is over-hyped. Unless you are the top, you earn basically normal pay as other job, minus foreign banks.But then, foreign banks are the worst hit now, even european banks are affected.I guess likely i will play by timing, going to take my CFA if things turn better next year. Then decide if i wanna break my bond.
Sometime it is good not to be attached now. I am thinking if i were to have a girlfriend now, things might be very different. Perhaps it was intended to be this way by God. My freedom allows me to make alot of choices on the things i wish to do.
Tonight i am going to burn midnight oil, never felt this way for quite sometime.I just wish i can start reading on my investment books.Collecting dust at my shelves.
God is the strength of my heart.
North sea see what ?
I feel alittle tired from the number of projects i need to do.
But somehow i feel the "kick" of doing them.Aahhahaa.
Life is all about how you handle your situations.
Do you dwell in self-pity, saying how stress you are and how pitiful you are, having all the "bad things" happen to you? oh my dear..so poor thing...
Or
Do you look at it and sees it as a good chance to test how good you are? to see what you are really capable of ?
Personally i see everything like a lesson. I try to stay happy and try to take joy in everything i go through.
Yup, the key phrase is Take Joy
Currently i am studying and researching on everything about petroleum. From Subsea system to problem-solving of anything in petroleum industry to North Sea.
Of which i particularly dislike North sea. (Subsea system come next)
What is there is to see at North sea? I mean it is all hidden under the sea how to find?
i am suppose to find Northern north sea.
Try doing this...
Look north(in front) of you.
keep looking further up north
keep looking further up....
up somemore...
up up...
Alittle more....
And do you realised that you are facing 45 degrees upward.
Great.
That's how i pray.
But somehow i feel the "kick" of doing them.Aahhahaa.
Life is all about how you handle your situations.
Do you dwell in self-pity, saying how stress you are and how pitiful you are, having all the "bad things" happen to you? oh my dear..so poor thing...
Or
Do you look at it and sees it as a good chance to test how good you are? to see what you are really capable of ?
Personally i see everything like a lesson. I try to stay happy and try to take joy in everything i go through.
Yup, the key phrase is Take Joy
Currently i am studying and researching on everything about petroleum. From Subsea system to problem-solving of anything in petroleum industry to North Sea.
Of which i particularly dislike North sea. (Subsea system come next)
What is there is to see at North sea? I mean it is all hidden under the sea how to find?
i am suppose to find Northern north sea.
Try doing this...
Look north(in front) of you.
keep looking further up north
keep looking further up....
up somemore...
up up...
Alittle more....
And do you realised that you are facing 45 degrees upward.
Great.
That's how i pray.
Saturday, September 27, 2008
ARGHH
Getting abit jitty about the amount of work i have to do.
Sometime i feel like doing something stupid to relax. Like attacking a dinosaur.
Yes a DINOSAUR
To relax abit and go back to work. kicking and doing some lock moves i learnt on it. Bolster aren't that fun.
AHHHHH Take that, take this , and this and this and this and this!!!! Arghhh!!!
ok..time to go for tuition and mugging session.
Sometime i feel like doing something stupid to relax. Like attacking a dinosaur.
Yes a DINOSAUR
To relax abit and go back to work. kicking and doing some lock moves i learnt on it. Bolster aren't that fun.
AHHHHH Take that, take this , and this and this and this and this!!!! Arghhh!!!
ok..time to go for tuition and mugging session.
Responsibility
With great Talents come great responsibilities to use them in the Kingdom of God.
Time to rest and dwell in the presence of God. Use me o Lord and strengthen me.
I can do all things through Christ who strengthen me.
Today i got a new revelation about giving! Hopefully i have a chance to share it during offering during one of the cg meeting.
Back to work!
Time to rest and dwell in the presence of God. Use me o Lord and strengthen me.
I can do all things through Christ who strengthen me.
Today i got a new revelation about giving! Hopefully i have a chance to share it during offering during one of the cg meeting.
Back to work!
Friday, September 26, 2008
Keeping the anointing
Was reading my BS teacher guide and I was praying that I can be a effective BS Giver to mark. It is one thing to fill in the blanks and another to be impacted and be changed.
Then the Lord impressed upon me about keeping the anointing.
Anointing is somewhat difficult to explain to people who have not yet know God. To simply put it, it is like having the approval and empowerment of the Lord in whatever you do. With the anointing, you can do anything and anything can become fruitful. Take for example, a average singer can bring forth the presence of God into a room, when another better singer can't do it as well even though she might be a better singer.
No matter what ministry we are in, keep the anoiniting is very important. Anointing is something which can be lost very easily if we fail to appreciate and treasure it in our lives. Take Samson for example. Quoting from Wikipedia:
Samson is a Herculean figure, who is granted tremendous strength through the Spirit of the Lord to combat his enemies and perform heroic feats unachievable by ordinary men: wrestling a lion, slaying an entire army with nothing more than a donkey's jawbone, and tearing down an entire building
He lost it because of his lustful nature, his weakness for women. By the time he managed to gain it back, he has already lost most of what God placed in his life.
Sometimes we do the wrong things , things not according to the will of God, things not approving to God and we might just lose the anointing.Perhaps not to get back the same level of anointing you once have.
Praying for more anointing.
Then the Lord impressed upon me about keeping the anointing.
Anointing is somewhat difficult to explain to people who have not yet know God. To simply put it, it is like having the approval and empowerment of the Lord in whatever you do. With the anointing, you can do anything and anything can become fruitful. Take for example, a average singer can bring forth the presence of God into a room, when another better singer can't do it as well even though she might be a better singer.
No matter what ministry we are in, keep the anoiniting is very important. Anointing is something which can be lost very easily if we fail to appreciate and treasure it in our lives. Take Samson for example. Quoting from Wikipedia:
Samson is a Herculean figure, who is granted tremendous strength through the Spirit of the Lord to combat his enemies and perform heroic feats unachievable by ordinary men: wrestling a lion, slaying an entire army with nothing more than a donkey's jawbone, and tearing down an entire building
He lost it because of his lustful nature, his weakness for women. By the time he managed to gain it back, he has already lost most of what God placed in his life.
Sometimes we do the wrong things , things not according to the will of God, things not approving to God and we might just lose the anointing.Perhaps not to get back the same level of anointing you once have.
Praying for more anointing.
Amazing Grace
Just came back from CG. It is definitely NOT easy leading games in chinese! But i am glad that Overall CG is really good.I hope that we can continue to grow and that multiplication will come soon!
I got a new jacket today! Really like the funky look. hehe.Thanks to that person who got it for me. I hope it is not too ex!
So fast and my recess week is over! I can't believe it! Times really fly!
There is so much on my mind now but i don't know how to say it.
But all i can say is that Thank God for everything! In my mind i am glad for all the friends i have in cg and all the people God have chosen to place around me. Because my God is sooo great that I truely believe that my potential is limitless as long as i abide in Him.
On a side note, we were told to list down good pts about ourselves and i kinda feel i am a caring person.
Wait! Don't laugh! I really feel so. I am pretty sensitive to things and this might be the reason why i tend to notice things ppl miss out.I hope i will remain this way!
Anyway there is one more couple in my cg! phew!
And there seems to another coming up within the NUS Peeps!
How do I know?
Because i am sensitive!
LOL
I got a new jacket today! Really like the funky look. hehe.Thanks to that person who got it for me. I hope it is not too ex!
So fast and my recess week is over! I can't believe it! Times really fly!
There is so much on my mind now but i don't know how to say it.
But all i can say is that Thank God for everything! In my mind i am glad for all the friends i have in cg and all the people God have chosen to place around me. Because my God is sooo great that I truely believe that my potential is limitless as long as i abide in Him.
On a side note, we were told to list down good pts about ourselves and i kinda feel i am a caring person.
Wait! Don't laugh! I really feel so. I am pretty sensitive to things and this might be the reason why i tend to notice things ppl miss out.I hope i will remain this way!
Anyway there is one more couple in my cg! phew!
And there seems to another coming up within the NUS Peeps!
How do I know?
Because i am sensitive!
LOL
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Manhunt
Recently a few of my friends have asked me to join Asia conference's Manhunt competition! :X
Ya correct. They are my really good friends who encourages me alot!Thanks for the encouragement!! LOL!!
I feel like trying for the exposure and the experience.But if i were to get into the finals, it will be a siong siong week for me!
2 days before the finals i will be having my driving test.
The next morning i will be having an exam!
I need to pray about it man.
Presenting a side of me not many of you guys have seen...
Get ready for a shocker..
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I REALLY mean it.
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This might spoil your image of me.
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Presenting to you. The Titus when he just got saved not long.perhaps 1 year?
*PUKE PUKE PUKE PUKE*
Yes..i am the one in green!
as compared to
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3 years of being in church.
5 years of being in church.
I must say being in God's house is simply amazing.I thank God for all the things He have done in my life. Too bad the pictures can only show the exterior, truly my character have been molded so much in these few years that i am glad that i stayed on in the house of God.
Now tell me..
Do you have a new Revelation of the phrase " from glory to glory.."
It sure feels different now huh?
LOL
Ya correct. They are my really good friends who encourages me alot!Thanks for the encouragement!! LOL!!
I feel like trying for the exposure and the experience.But if i were to get into the finals, it will be a siong siong week for me!
2 days before the finals i will be having my driving test.
The next morning i will be having an exam!
I need to pray about it man.
Presenting a side of me not many of you guys have seen...
Get ready for a shocker..
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I REALLY mean it.
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This might spoil your image of me.
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Presenting to you. The Titus when he just got saved not long.perhaps 1 year?
*PUKE PUKE PUKE PUKE*
Yes..i am the one in green!
as compared to
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3 years of being in church.
5 years of being in church.
I must say being in God's house is simply amazing.I thank God for all the things He have done in my life. Too bad the pictures can only show the exterior, truly my character have been molded so much in these few years that i am glad that i stayed on in the house of God.
Now tell me..
Do you have a new Revelation of the phrase " from glory to glory.."
It sure feels different now huh?
LOL
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Makeover
Completely colorblind, these red lights are going unseen
Fall behind with words unsaid you know they're always obscene
'cause my ears, they bled before; I need to let them heal
She fell out; her broken legs won't let her walk away
From this town that couldn't give a single shit either way
And her fears, they bled before she's convinced that they're real
What are you looking for?
Are you looking for something more?
It's not me
It's not me
Lost her way from everything she swore she knew, a friend
Run away from start to finish though it never ends
In her mind she is blinded by all she sees
Close your eyes; just pretend the bullet isn't there
No surprise; no need to pretend that no one really even cares
But in her eyes you will find the very best in me
What are you looking for?
Are you looking for something more?
It's not me
It's not me
When did it all unwind?
Are you prepared for what you'll find?
It's not me
It's not me
I am feeling soooooooooooooooooo hungry from all the meetings and the cold air con of the library!Burn nt fat.
To date i got 6 projects! Oh Praise God! Still waiting for my webpage to load. Hopefully this will help me in whatever i need to know about the Source Rock in northern north sea...north of northern sea...mmm..ya right..northern north sea.
feeling sleepy now....I need some motivation to work.
This is recess week.I should be relaxing and taking a break.In the end, i work harder.
The world is changing. Try to keep up.
Fall behind with words unsaid you know they're always obscene
'cause my ears, they bled before; I need to let them heal
She fell out; her broken legs won't let her walk away
From this town that couldn't give a single shit either way
And her fears, they bled before she's convinced that they're real
What are you looking for?
Are you looking for something more?
It's not me
It's not me
Lost her way from everything she swore she knew, a friend
Run away from start to finish though it never ends
In her mind she is blinded by all she sees
Close your eyes; just pretend the bullet isn't there
No surprise; no need to pretend that no one really even cares
But in her eyes you will find the very best in me
What are you looking for?
Are you looking for something more?
It's not me
It's not me
When did it all unwind?
Are you prepared for what you'll find?
It's not me
It's not me
I am feeling soooooooooooooooooo hungry from all the meetings and the cold air con of the library!Burn nt fat.
To date i got 6 projects! Oh Praise God! Still waiting for my webpage to load. Hopefully this will help me in whatever i need to know about the Source Rock in northern north sea...north of northern sea...mmm..ya right..northern north sea.
feeling sleepy now....I need some motivation to work.
This is recess week.I should be relaxing and taking a break.In the end, i work harder.
The world is changing. Try to keep up.
Arghh...my butt ...ssssssss..my abs
My butt ache and my abs feels as if i have done 100 crunches.I think i am getting old. Seems like the interval trainings are wearing me down faster than i can imagine.
All the pad work seems so siong. Like what my coach says, muscle have the worst memory. They loses their strength very fast.
Just gotten my issue of Man's health. This month they are talking about the 15 closet essential every man should have! I decided to get a vest tomorrow! We will be having a extreme make over for one of my cg member so they got all the fashionable person to do shopping! haha..so i will be going with them! heh. Vest, for your info, is one of the essential mention in the magazine!
My favourite pic of myself in the event.i got admit this. I look sucky in the pics. I realised i look like a giraffe! with my long neck :X AHAHAH..I guess i got to stand straight more so that i look better. I guess that is the way God made me. Got to live it.
I think yuantai and quanhan is awesome! they really let loose sia. Made me laugh everytime i look at their pics! *salute*
looking through all the pictures, i kinda miss taking picture. Particularly the time i spend at sungei buloh taking pictures of animals. Perhaps i should head down to bukit timah hill to capture nice photo. Oh ya my cg is going to southern ridges. Perhaps have the chance to take some nice shots.
What makes a man man? It is the choices he made.Not the way he choose to start things but the way he choose to end them.
Thank God for all the good things You placed in my life.
All the pad work seems so siong. Like what my coach says, muscle have the worst memory. They loses their strength very fast.
Just gotten my issue of Man's health. This month they are talking about the 15 closet essential every man should have! I decided to get a vest tomorrow! We will be having a extreme make over for one of my cg member so they got all the fashionable person to do shopping! haha..so i will be going with them! heh. Vest, for your info, is one of the essential mention in the magazine!
My favourite pic of myself in the event.i got admit this. I look sucky in the pics. I realised i look like a giraffe! with my long neck :X AHAHAH..I guess i got to stand straight more so that i look better. I guess that is the way God made me. Got to live it.
I think yuantai and quanhan is awesome! they really let loose sia. Made me laugh everytime i look at their pics! *salute*
looking through all the pictures, i kinda miss taking picture. Particularly the time i spend at sungei buloh taking pictures of animals. Perhaps i should head down to bukit timah hill to capture nice photo. Oh ya my cg is going to southern ridges. Perhaps have the chance to take some nice shots.
What makes a man man? It is the choices he made.Not the way he choose to start things but the way he choose to end them.
Thank God for all the good things You placed in my life.
Monday, September 22, 2008
bored
Can't really focus in school today so decided to exercise cut early and return home to chill out alittle and see if i can get any work done.
kinda bored...thinking of what exciting things i can do...mmm...perhaps i should try something i never tried before? or perhaps i should head down to Sentosa for a tan. Then again, the poeple who will be going together makes alot of difference.
just connected in my Hard disk and i realised that i got 93 movies! Perhaps i can watch one or two to chill alittle.
Life greatest purpose.
kinda bored...thinking of what exciting things i can do...mmm...perhaps i should try something i never tried before? or perhaps i should head down to Sentosa for a tan. Then again, the poeple who will be going together makes alot of difference.
just connected in my Hard disk and i realised that i got 93 movies! Perhaps i can watch one or two to chill alittle.
Life greatest purpose.
Saturday, September 20, 2008
Please spare me some _______
It feels weird.mmm..to be in the midst of __________. Just sooo weird. soooooo weird.
Reminded of _________. And i want to rewire my thinking, renew my thinking. All these ______ are not helping at all.
I just want to be_______________. Just want to __________ and ______________ on life.
Can you imagine seeing___________ and feeling__________ and telling yourself ______ _______ ______ _________ ___?
Seriously speaking, it is ________.
Need to pray for a breakthrough! God can do more than what i can think or imagine.
Give me strength.
_ ____ ___ ___!
Reminded of _________. And i want to rewire my thinking, renew my thinking. All these ______ are not helping at all.
I just want to be_______________. Just want to __________ and ______________ on life.
Can you imagine seeing___________ and feeling__________ and telling yourself ______ _______ ______ _________ ___?
Seriously speaking, it is ________.
Need to pray for a breakthrough! God can do more than what i can think or imagine.
Give me strength.
_ ____ ___ ___!
Friday, September 19, 2008
Please don't tell her
PLEASE DON'T TELL HER - JASON MRAZ
I hear she's kickin’ ass across the board and rock two
hundred thousand higher scorer
Just in time to save the world of being taken over.
She's a warrior
I couldn't play again because the game it never ended. it never even landed on the can
And never let me in to spend my quarter.
There's no love for me no more.
Say it isn't so
How she easily come, how she easy go
Please don't tell her that I've been meaning to miss her.
Because I don't.
She was the girl with the broadest shoulders
But she would die before I crawled over them.
She is taller than I am.
She knew I wouldn't mind the view there
Or the altitude with a mouth full of air
She let me down and doubt came out until the now became later.
Say that it isn't so
How she easily come, how she easy go
Please don't tell her cause she don't really need to know.
That I'm crazy like the rest of us
And I'm crazier when I'm next to her.
So why after the all of everything that came and went
I care enough to still be singing of the bitter end and broken eras.
I told you I don't but
I am only trying to be the best with my intent to cure
The rest is sure to lay me ease the plural hurts of the words of reverse psychology
That's easier said
Easier than done
Please don't dare tell her what I've become
Please don't mention all the attention I have drawn
Please don't bother cause she'll feel guilty when I'm gone
Because I'm crazy like the rest of us
But I'm crazier when I'm next to her
And it's so amazing how she's so self-assured
But I know she'd hate me if she knew my words
Do I hurt anymore
Do I hurt, well
I don't
I don't
I don't
Nice song.
I hear she's kickin’ ass across the board and rock two
hundred thousand higher scorer
Just in time to save the world of being taken over.
She's a warrior
I couldn't play again because the game it never ended. it never even landed on the can
And never let me in to spend my quarter.
There's no love for me no more.
Say it isn't so
How she easily come, how she easy go
Please don't tell her that I've been meaning to miss her.
Because I don't.
She was the girl with the broadest shoulders
But she would die before I crawled over them.
She is taller than I am.
She knew I wouldn't mind the view there
Or the altitude with a mouth full of air
She let me down and doubt came out until the now became later.
Say that it isn't so
How she easily come, how she easy go
Please don't tell her cause she don't really need to know.
That I'm crazy like the rest of us
And I'm crazier when I'm next to her.
So why after the all of everything that came and went
I care enough to still be singing of the bitter end and broken eras.
I told you I don't but
I am only trying to be the best with my intent to cure
The rest is sure to lay me ease the plural hurts of the words of reverse psychology
That's easier said
Easier than done
Please don't dare tell her what I've become
Please don't mention all the attention I have drawn
Please don't bother cause she'll feel guilty when I'm gone
Because I'm crazy like the rest of us
But I'm crazier when I'm next to her
And it's so amazing how she's so self-assured
But I know she'd hate me if she knew my words
Do I hurt anymore
Do I hurt, well
I don't
I don't
I don't
Nice song.
5 things to show that you are tired.
I am currently in the library. Trying to do the mountainous amount of work. I realized that I am feeling tired. These are the 5 things which sound out to me that I am tired.
1)
While on the bus to school, for a moment, everything becomes a blur to me. The next thing I know, my shirt is a little damped.
I close my eyes and start
drooling on the 10-min bus ride to school. (Disgusting!)
2)
I missed 3 lectures in
2
days. Considering, I haven't missed more than 2 lectures for the last 4 semesters.
3)
While eating my salmon teriyaki don, I finished everything without realizing how well it tastes. Not even the fishboneS
that I ate along with it.
4)
My friend asks me if I am trying to relax my neck. Because while mugging at the library, my head perpetually goes into simple harmonic motions
(imagine how my head will move if I try to use it to draw circles in the air)
5)
I see floating words
on my notes.
I think perhaps it is the last two late nights I had but I am getting alittle too tired.
From where I am sitting, I can see a couple flying sparklers outside the central library. Screaming and having fun.
I look around and I realized that there are a lot of PRCs around me and some couples stilling mugging at this hour.
From the looks of it, this few weeks is going to be busy busy busy!
Can't wait to go home!
Thursday, September 18, 2008
When you got nothing to hide, you got nothing to fear.
This incident sets me thinking alot about another incident.
It kinda of bring back memories of the second incident.
Sometimes the truth hurts and i got to admit , i really want to close my eyes and live in a unreal world.All the pleasures and fun that you can get out of it, still it is not real.
School work is getting busy!!
Tons of projects and research to do!! Argh!
I need Your guidance.
It kinda of bring back memories of the second incident.
Sometimes the truth hurts and i got to admit , i really want to close my eyes and live in a unreal world.All the pleasures and fun that you can get out of it, still it is not real.
School work is getting busy!!
Tons of projects and research to do!! Argh!
I need Your guidance.
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
stress la!!!!!!!
wa...i am feeling very stressed out. So many things to do and the pressure of life seems to be riding over me.
I must stay positive. I am an overcomer in Christ.I can do all thing through Him who strengthen me!
Time to relax. Going to watch kongfu panda.
I relax in 3 basic ways, i shop, i jog, i watch.
Of cos , praying goes along with it.
Muscle ache and brain ache.
I must stay positive. I am an overcomer in Christ.I can do all thing through Him who strengthen me!
Time to relax. Going to watch kongfu panda.
I relax in 3 basic ways, i shop, i jog, i watch.
Of cos , praying goes along with it.
Muscle ache and brain ache.
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Credit Crunch
It seems like it is a bad time for many going to graduate undergraduates like me to graduate.
I was reading up on the new on CNN and it seems all gloomy for the future of US economy.
Market sentimental is a very powerful thing.And everyone is feeling fearful.Especially when the company has something to do with mortgages.
First it was Bear Stearns.
Then Lehman brothers.
Then Merrill Lynch.
Soon it might be AIG.
Perhaps AIG will survive the Crisis given the amount of Personal insurances it has and the diversity of it's operation. Then again, with so many people having put their money in AIG, the government can't really let it go just like that. It is almost like CPF suddenly go bust.Imagine how many common people with their savings will be affected.
For those who want to go into the financial industry, I think we need to think twice. The effects of this subprime crisis might be prolong.Just like the dotcome bubble, this will lead to pay cut, retrenchment. Perhaps i should serve my 2 years bond before heading over. In the meantime, i can learn more from experts around me.
The best thing to do now?
Save and wait for the market rebounce to come!
I was reading up on the new on CNN and it seems all gloomy for the future of US economy.
Market sentimental is a very powerful thing.And everyone is feeling fearful.Especially when the company has something to do with mortgages.
First it was Bear Stearns.
Then Lehman brothers.
Then Merrill Lynch.
Soon it might be AIG.
Perhaps AIG will survive the Crisis given the amount of Personal insurances it has and the diversity of it's operation. Then again, with so many people having put their money in AIG, the government can't really let it go just like that. It is almost like CPF suddenly go bust.Imagine how many common people with their savings will be affected.
For those who want to go into the financial industry, I think we need to think twice. The effects of this subprime crisis might be prolong.Just like the dotcome bubble, this will lead to pay cut, retrenchment. Perhaps i should serve my 2 years bond before heading over. In the meantime, i can learn more from experts around me.
The best thing to do now?
Save and wait for the market rebounce to come!
Injuried
Oh man, today i finally sparred!! HAHA...Bare knuckles! haha.
The bad thing is i got injuried.
That guy keep kicking me. I kept blocking with my leg. He din touch me with his leg( except my shin) but got one time he dig his nails into my shin.OUCH! but it wasn't that bad. I land a few palm on his face and the match was over very fast. He couldn't clinch me cos i was tall and slightly bigger(unfair advantage! LOL). I got to shadow box alot more.Very stiff and rusty!
Now there is a bloody spot on my shin.I decided not to post any picture of my shin because it look pretty disgusting.(mainly because of my hairy leg not my injury)
Like this song, in my head is all the moves i wished i had used! hahaha...Next week we will be going to do full sparring! Hope i can emerge as one piece!
Pain is part of the sport.I mean i look at my opponent, he din have a good time either. His shin must have suffered some degree of injuries.I poke his eyes twice( it was accidental.It is supposed to be punches).I think i might have injuried his neck during clinch while i was trying to use my elbow to push his neck away.He was clinging to his dear life ( we will try to knee each other during clinching).
But I kinda enjoy the extremity of the sport. Do i like pain? Siao! of cos not but the thrill of trying to bring each other down and intensity of the sport attracted me!
What's more, it keeps me in shape and i took a nice picture of my bod after training.
IF YOU ARE BELOW 21 I ADVISE YOU TO STOP HERE AND NAVIGATE AWAY.
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OK LA..not more joke. this is how i look with my shirt off!
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Don't laugh!!
Gotcha! As if i will post sia!LOL
My left arm is called "The machine gun"
My right arm is called "The canon"
My left leg is called "The mortar"
My right leg is called "The artillery"
The bad thing is i got injuried.
That guy keep kicking me. I kept blocking with my leg. He din touch me with his leg( except my shin) but got one time he dig his nails into my shin.OUCH! but it wasn't that bad. I land a few palm on his face and the match was over very fast. He couldn't clinch me cos i was tall and slightly bigger(unfair advantage! LOL). I got to shadow box alot more.Very stiff and rusty!
Now there is a bloody spot on my shin.I decided not to post any picture of my shin because it look pretty disgusting.(mainly because of my hairy leg not my injury)
Like this song, in my head is all the moves i wished i had used! hahaha...Next week we will be going to do full sparring! Hope i can emerge as one piece!
Pain is part of the sport.I mean i look at my opponent, he din have a good time either. His shin must have suffered some degree of injuries.I poke his eyes twice( it was accidental.It is supposed to be punches).I think i might have injuried his neck during clinch while i was trying to use my elbow to push his neck away.He was clinging to his dear life ( we will try to knee each other during clinching).
But I kinda enjoy the extremity of the sport. Do i like pain? Siao! of cos not but the thrill of trying to bring each other down and intensity of the sport attracted me!
What's more, it keeps me in shape and i took a nice picture of my bod after training.
IF YOU ARE BELOW 21 I ADVISE YOU TO STOP HERE AND NAVIGATE AWAY.
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PLS TAKE THIS PIC WITH AN OPEN HEART.
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OK LA..not more joke. this is how i look with my shirt off!
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Don't laugh!!
Gotcha! As if i will post sia!LOL
My left arm is called "The machine gun"
My right arm is called "The canon"
My left leg is called "The mortar"
My right leg is called "The artillery"
Monday, September 15, 2008
What talent can i showcase?
Just came back from meeting and i was blown away by the lawyer from drew and napier.He is so well articulated (of cos , he is a top lawyer!) and the moment i see his eye brows, it just give me a super smart impression. I don't know how to put it but something it is just this feeling you get about someone and over time you realised that it is correct 99.9% of the time.
What talent can i showcase? mmm....i can tell scary ghost story! i mean really scary! but how to showcase?! i think i can act..perhaps i do something about that...
it feels good to know the truth!
What talent can i showcase? mmm....i can tell scary ghost story! i mean really scary! but how to showcase?! i think i can act..perhaps i do something about that...
it feels good to know the truth!
Sunday, September 14, 2008
Online window shopping
Been bored from reading notes, so i went online and found some really nice loud tee shirts.
Saturday, September 13, 2008
Choosing the right partner for life
At the age of 24 and turning 25 in less than half a year's time, i think it is normal for people of my age to think relationship and marriage.Come to think of it, i don't blame them for talking about it but i can't stand it when they keep talking abt it ALL the time, every single time we meet.Don't be on the verge to merge!
Today I start to note down the details of the things i hope my future partner will have.After all the "encouragement" from people around me, i think there is no harm doing it.
I think Maturity is very important.She should be quite mature in thinking, not just want to have fun all the time but well balanced and have good control of her emotions.Of cos she can afford to be kiddish but not all the time.
Spiritually, she must be there also. Able to run the race with me with passion.I hope she is not be a cgl , at least for now. Cos personally i feel weird, unless i become a cgl.But i guess what pst kong said is true also but then my preference is still that she is not.at least for now.
Attraction is a key. I mean, we got to admit it, love is a result of attraction.She must be at least pleasing to my eyes. How to fall in love with someone when you can't stand how she look?! LOL. Of cos attraction is a mixture of factors, including physically, character wise, dress sense, personality.
Physically, i hope(not a must) that she is tall , i seriously don't mind if she is taller than me( I am 178cm). She cannot be too thin, makes me feel like she is not healthy.
Family background is one area i look into. Hopefully our families can click as well as we can.Although i feel this area can be overcomed if we work on it, but it does reflects the level of thinking we have.
Lastly and the most important is that there must be mutual attraction.One sided affair don't last long and is not fruitful.
I am not in a hurry. Just slowly ba.Praying hard for the ideal one to appear.
When I fall in love I take my time
There's no need to hurry when I'm making up my mind
You can turn off the sun but I'm still gonna shine and I'll tell you why
Today I start to note down the details of the things i hope my future partner will have.After all the "encouragement" from people around me, i think there is no harm doing it.
I think Maturity is very important.She should be quite mature in thinking, not just want to have fun all the time but well balanced and have good control of her emotions.Of cos she can afford to be kiddish but not all the time.
Spiritually, she must be there also. Able to run the race with me with passion.I hope she is not be a cgl , at least for now. Cos personally i feel weird, unless i become a cgl.But i guess what pst kong said is true also but then my preference is still that she is not.at least for now.
Attraction is a key. I mean, we got to admit it, love is a result of attraction.She must be at least pleasing to my eyes. How to fall in love with someone when you can't stand how she look?! LOL. Of cos attraction is a mixture of factors, including physically, character wise, dress sense, personality.
Physically, i hope(not a must) that she is tall , i seriously don't mind if she is taller than me( I am 178cm). She cannot be too thin, makes me feel like she is not healthy.
Family background is one area i look into. Hopefully our families can click as well as we can.Although i feel this area can be overcomed if we work on it, but it does reflects the level of thinking we have.
Lastly and the most important is that there must be mutual attraction.One sided affair don't last long and is not fruitful.
I am not in a hurry. Just slowly ba.Praying hard for the ideal one to appear.
When I fall in love I take my time
There's no need to hurry when I'm making up my mind
You can turn off the sun but I'm still gonna shine and I'll tell you why
Friday, September 12, 2008
I won't worry my life away
I saw fireworks from the freeway and behind closed eyes I cannot make them go away
Cause you were born on the fourth of july, freedom ring
now something on the surface it stings
that something on the surface it kind of makes me nervous who says that you deserve this
and what kind of god would serve this? We will cure this dirty old disease
if you've gots the poison I've gots the remedy
the remedy is the experience. It is a dangerous liaison
I say the comedy is that its serious. Which is a strange enough new play on words
I say the tragedy is how you're gonna spend the rest of your nights with the light on
So shine the light on all of your friends when it all amounts to nothing in the end.
I won't worry my life away.
I won't worry my life away.
I heard two men talking on the radio in a cross fire kind of new reality show
Uncovering the ways to plan the next big attack
they were counting down the days to stab the brother in the be right back after this
the unavoidable kiss, where the minty fresh death breath is sure to outlast his catastrophe
dance with me, because if you've gots the poison, I've gots the remedy
the remedy is the experience. It is a dangerous liaison
I say the comedy is that its serious. Which is a strange enough new play on words
I say the tragedy is how you're gonna spend the rest of your nights with the light on
So shine the light on all of your friends when it all amounts to nothing in the end.
I won't worry my life away.
I wo'nt worry my life away.
When I fall in love I take my time
There's no need to hurry when I'm making up my mind
You can turn off the sun but I'm still gonna shine and I'll tell you why
Because
the remedy is the experience. It is a dangerous liaison
I say the comedy is that its serious. Which is a strange enough new play on words
I say the tragedy is how you're gonna spend the rest of your nights with the light on
So shine the light on all of your friends when it all amounts to nothing in the end.
I won't worry my life away.
I won't worry my life away.
I won't and I won't and I won't
Heard this meaningful song at cell group meeting.It was written by Jason Mraz for his childhood friend who was diagnosed with cancer. They managed to over the illness together.
Life is just like that sometime. You never know what will happen next or how things will take place. What matter most is the attitude that you have towards what happened. People often say " Your attitude determines your altitude." Life is 10% what happen and 90% how you react to it.
I pray that i will be able to face each day with a great attitude. Like what was preached today, you wake up choosing to be either happy or sad. You hold the key to how your day will go.
Keep smiling my friends, even when the whole world is collasping, remember that is it an experience that God put you through.
*Screaming*
I won't worry my life away.
I won't worry my life away.
I won't and I won't and I won't
Cause you were born on the fourth of july, freedom ring
now something on the surface it stings
that something on the surface it kind of makes me nervous who says that you deserve this
and what kind of god would serve this? We will cure this dirty old disease
if you've gots the poison I've gots the remedy
the remedy is the experience. It is a dangerous liaison
I say the comedy is that its serious. Which is a strange enough new play on words
I say the tragedy is how you're gonna spend the rest of your nights with the light on
So shine the light on all of your friends when it all amounts to nothing in the end.
I won't worry my life away.
I won't worry my life away.
I heard two men talking on the radio in a cross fire kind of new reality show
Uncovering the ways to plan the next big attack
they were counting down the days to stab the brother in the be right back after this
the unavoidable kiss, where the minty fresh death breath is sure to outlast his catastrophe
dance with me, because if you've gots the poison, I've gots the remedy
the remedy is the experience. It is a dangerous liaison
I say the comedy is that its serious. Which is a strange enough new play on words
I say the tragedy is how you're gonna spend the rest of your nights with the light on
So shine the light on all of your friends when it all amounts to nothing in the end.
I won't worry my life away.
I wo'nt worry my life away.
When I fall in love I take my time
There's no need to hurry when I'm making up my mind
You can turn off the sun but I'm still gonna shine and I'll tell you why
Because
the remedy is the experience. It is a dangerous liaison
I say the comedy is that its serious. Which is a strange enough new play on words
I say the tragedy is how you're gonna spend the rest of your nights with the light on
So shine the light on all of your friends when it all amounts to nothing in the end.
I won't worry my life away.
I won't worry my life away.
I won't and I won't and I won't
Heard this meaningful song at cell group meeting.It was written by Jason Mraz for his childhood friend who was diagnosed with cancer. They managed to over the illness together.
Life is just like that sometime. You never know what will happen next or how things will take place. What matter most is the attitude that you have towards what happened. People often say " Your attitude determines your altitude." Life is 10% what happen and 90% how you react to it.
I pray that i will be able to face each day with a great attitude. Like what was preached today, you wake up choosing to be either happy or sad. You hold the key to how your day will go.
Keep smiling my friends, even when the whole world is collasping, remember that is it an experience that God put you through.
*Screaming*
I won't worry my life away.
I won't worry my life away.
I won't and I won't and I won't
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
Mugging
Time check:9.28pm.
Location check: Business library discussion room.
Friends check: Yuantai and joyce.
Today is really tiring. Spend half of the day reading up on my FYP research on Ships and Sails. Went through papers from stanford and Tokyo university.So much research to do! I KO at central lib and when i woke up, i realised the tables around me are all filled up.Hope I was not snoring, if not super malu
As usual, i will look through some fashion stuff.
Think this affliction shirt is really nice.
Somehow the Sem is picking pace on me. I need to run faster so it don't catch up with me. haha.
Feels like watching Wall.E but haven't got the time and seems like everyone watched it already.Perhaps i should go watch on fri.Before 6 it is 6 dollars for students! so cheap.
My neck is aching and my arm feels like breaking after last night training.I think i over exert.Must be the effect of aging! My white hairs are starting to become fruitful and multiply! ARGHHH.
Library closing in 5 mins time.
If you are bored, PLS listen to this. You sure laugh!
http://www.mrbrownshow.com/2008/02/04/the-mrbrown-show-2-many-2-count-erp-drift/
What an Exciting life i have.
Location check: Business library discussion room.
Friends check: Yuantai and joyce.
Today is really tiring. Spend half of the day reading up on my FYP research on Ships and Sails. Went through papers from stanford and Tokyo university.So much research to do! I KO at central lib and when i woke up, i realised the tables around me are all filled up.Hope I was not snoring, if not super malu
As usual, i will look through some fashion stuff.
Think this affliction shirt is really nice.
Somehow the Sem is picking pace on me. I need to run faster so it don't catch up with me. haha.
Feels like watching Wall.E but haven't got the time and seems like everyone watched it already.Perhaps i should go watch on fri.Before 6 it is 6 dollars for students! so cheap.
My neck is aching and my arm feels like breaking after last night training.I think i over exert.Must be the effect of aging! My white hairs are starting to become fruitful and multiply! ARGHHH.
Library closing in 5 mins time.
If you are bored, PLS listen to this. You sure laugh!
http://www.mrbrownshow.com/2008/02/04/the-mrbrown-show-2-many-2-count-erp-drift/
What an Exciting life i have.
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
love bites
Just came back from training. kenna some love bites from all the clinching. I practically was "embraced" in the bosom of my opponent most of the time. He "showed" me his feelings by giving me a "love bite" on my neck. I did my part by accidentally "stroking" his chest with my leg.
I got a really good idea for my project.Hopefully they can use it.It is really an inspiration from God.I mean it jus pop. Literally just pop.
I realised that there is 3 things, in my personal opinion, that will allow a person to stand out in his workplace and excel.Be it you are a manager, or a toilet cleaner, if you follow these 3 steps you will shine for sure.
1)Be different! in a good way.
The place where you are working/studying is like a crowded place with people wearing shirts of the same colour. How does your boss notice you in the crowd? Wear a different coloured shirt.Be different. It could be your hardworkingness, your spirit of excellence or even your relational personality, you need to stand out in order to be seen.Of cos that doesn't mean you be a nuisance and make everyone detest you. Find what you are good in and show it to everyone! stand out.
2)Do more than wat is required.
I mean it is normal to do the normal right? Everyone can do the normal. Every student can finish his homework. Every roadsweeper can sweep what he is required. If you can do what is more than required, that will propel you ahead of the others, not to mention that your superior will have good impression of you.
Take me for an example, i am learning about investment now. In addition to my usual school work, i try to read an hr of investment stuff. In one week, i would have done 7 hours, one month 30 hours , a year 365 hours more than a average Joe who do the normal stuff. If you can do that for two years, that is enough for you to study for a normal degree. Think about how that little extra effort can propel you forward!
3)Be bold
The bible says that without a vision, the people perish. You can work hard, you can work smart, but without a vision , you are heading no where. Know what you want, make plans counting on God to direct. If you know you are going to B from A, you won't waste time going C or D before heading there.
The problem is people are often afraid to dream big. You got NOTHING to lose my friend. I dream about being the best everyday.Because i rather do that than to think i am normal. Stop your small mindset! Think BIG, Be BOLD.You can do all thing thru Him who strengthen you!
I can be the best!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH..STOP TALKING ABOUT THAT TOPIC ANYMORE!
I got a really good idea for my project.Hopefully they can use it.It is really an inspiration from God.I mean it jus pop. Literally just pop.
I realised that there is 3 things, in my personal opinion, that will allow a person to stand out in his workplace and excel.Be it you are a manager, or a toilet cleaner, if you follow these 3 steps you will shine for sure.
1)Be different! in a good way.
The place where you are working/studying is like a crowded place with people wearing shirts of the same colour. How does your boss notice you in the crowd? Wear a different coloured shirt.Be different. It could be your hardworkingness, your spirit of excellence or even your relational personality, you need to stand out in order to be seen.Of cos that doesn't mean you be a nuisance and make everyone detest you. Find what you are good in and show it to everyone! stand out.
2)Do more than wat is required.
I mean it is normal to do the normal right? Everyone can do the normal. Every student can finish his homework. Every roadsweeper can sweep what he is required. If you can do what is more than required, that will propel you ahead of the others, not to mention that your superior will have good impression of you.
Take me for an example, i am learning about investment now. In addition to my usual school work, i try to read an hr of investment stuff. In one week, i would have done 7 hours, one month 30 hours , a year 365 hours more than a average Joe who do the normal stuff. If you can do that for two years, that is enough for you to study for a normal degree. Think about how that little extra effort can propel you forward!
3)Be bold
The bible says that without a vision, the people perish. You can work hard, you can work smart, but without a vision , you are heading no where. Know what you want, make plans counting on God to direct. If you know you are going to B from A, you won't waste time going C or D before heading there.
The problem is people are often afraid to dream big. You got NOTHING to lose my friend. I dream about being the best everyday.Because i rather do that than to think i am normal. Stop your small mindset! Think BIG, Be BOLD.You can do all thing thru Him who strengthen you!
I can be the best!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH..STOP TALKING ABOUT THAT TOPIC ANYMORE!
Monday, September 8, 2008
Don't Say A Word
Are you waiting for something
'cause there's a tension in the air
Of something unresolved
I can smell it in your hair
So step down (step down)
Look around (look around)
You could leave it all behind
Never hear another sound
Say you're holding onto someone
They will never show you the same
So don't say a word
That I wouldn't say
Just crumble it up
And throw it away
We're just wasting time
We're taking up space
So don't say a word
That I wouldn't say to you
Are you breathing for nothing
'cause there's a vision in my eye
Of something unresolved
I swear it feels like this could die
I can see (I can see)
To a degree (to a degree)
A broken back is always something
If you did it saving me
Say you're holding onto nothing
And it's showing all over your face
So don't say a word
That I wouldn't say
Just grumble it out
And throw it away
We're just wasting time
We're taking up space
So don't say a word
That I wouldn't say to you, to you
So don't say a word
That I wouldn't say
Just grumble it out
And throw it away
We're just wasting time
We're taking up space
So don't say a word
That I wouldn't say to you
That I wouldn't say to you
That I wouldn't say to you
Today I finally met up with my Prof.Basically it is about more indepth research.Finally something to work on for my FYP.
Feels like shopping again.But I am pretty broke from all the driving lessons.Endure!
Tomorrow will be a fruitful day for me.Going for muay thai and hopefully can do some light sparring.Haven't really train for sometime.Hope can get a chance to polish up.
I love this song by david cook. Sometime i wish i can rock like him.To sing it loud and bring the house down!haha..
Was studying with the NUS peeps when we realised how time flies. One by one they are all getting attached, graduating and some even going to get married.Perhaps it is the growing up thingy, time seems to move faster as you grow older.I only have such a short time on earth and i pray that i will be able to fulfill what God has asked me to do.
*Shouting*
So don't say a word
That I wouldn't say
Just grumble it out
And throw it away
We're just wasting time
We're taking up space
So don't say a word
That I wouldn't say to you
That I wouldn't say to you
That I wouldn't say to you
'cause there's a tension in the air
Of something unresolved
I can smell it in your hair
So step down (step down)
Look around (look around)
You could leave it all behind
Never hear another sound
Say you're holding onto someone
They will never show you the same
So don't say a word
That I wouldn't say
Just crumble it up
And throw it away
We're just wasting time
We're taking up space
So don't say a word
That I wouldn't say to you
Are you breathing for nothing
'cause there's a vision in my eye
Of something unresolved
I swear it feels like this could die
I can see (I can see)
To a degree (to a degree)
A broken back is always something
If you did it saving me
Say you're holding onto nothing
And it's showing all over your face
So don't say a word
That I wouldn't say
Just grumble it out
And throw it away
We're just wasting time
We're taking up space
So don't say a word
That I wouldn't say to you, to you
So don't say a word
That I wouldn't say
Just grumble it out
And throw it away
We're just wasting time
We're taking up space
So don't say a word
That I wouldn't say to you
That I wouldn't say to you
That I wouldn't say to you
Today I finally met up with my Prof.Basically it is about more indepth research.Finally something to work on for my FYP.
Feels like shopping again.But I am pretty broke from all the driving lessons.Endure!
Tomorrow will be a fruitful day for me.Going for muay thai and hopefully can do some light sparring.Haven't really train for sometime.Hope can get a chance to polish up.
I love this song by david cook. Sometime i wish i can rock like him.To sing it loud and bring the house down!haha..
Was studying with the NUS peeps when we realised how time flies. One by one they are all getting attached, graduating and some even going to get married.Perhaps it is the growing up thingy, time seems to move faster as you grow older.I only have such a short time on earth and i pray that i will be able to fulfill what God has asked me to do.
*Shouting*
So don't say a word
That I wouldn't say
Just grumble it out
And throw it away
We're just wasting time
We're taking up space
So don't say a word
That I wouldn't say to you
That I wouldn't say to you
That I wouldn't say to you
Sunday, September 7, 2008
Singing!
Even as i type this entry, i am singing to the song.
I alway like Aerosmith..now David Cook..what a nice combination.
Love is in the air. Everywhere is popping with couples!
I feel fat this few days.Because sch started and i kinda gotten the ZZZ disease.
I kept sleeping in school, at home.I have been sleeping more than 8 hrs a day! That is way too much for me!
I need to sleep less man.
I think i felt better already. It is alway a choice to control your feelings. I thank God for the strength. I hope I can stay this way! For He has greater thing installed for me!
Someone said i am super emo because of the sentimental songs i post.
HAHA.. I am sentimental person who likes sentimental music since I was in my sec sch.
I alway like Aerosmith..now David Cook..what a nice combination.
Love is in the air. Everywhere is popping with couples!
I feel fat this few days.Because sch started and i kinda gotten the ZZZ disease.
I kept sleeping in school, at home.I have been sleeping more than 8 hrs a day! That is way too much for me!
I need to sleep less man.
I think i felt better already. It is alway a choice to control your feelings. I thank God for the strength. I hope I can stay this way! For He has greater thing installed for me!
Someone said i am super emo because of the sentimental songs i post.
HAHA.. I am sentimental person who likes sentimental music since I was in my sec sch.
Saturday, September 6, 2008
Friday, September 5, 2008
Principles
Just came back from Harry's.Drinking on empty stomach is no joke. Makes me feel even hungerier.LOL.
The Wheel of life conference has been great.It has certainly open my eyes to the correct way of dealing with finances and how emotions can affect you and your money.
Was on my way back when i start to think what matter most to me in life.
Principle, no doubt, is one of the most important aspects. In my opinion that is one of criteria that i use when choosing my close friends. Yes, i do choose my close friends. It is crucial that who you let into your personal life and they will ultimately determine your future.
I am not perfect, that's for sure.And i am definitely not looking for perfect friends.I am looking for people who place importances on principles.
I went shopping to reward myself yesterday. Din't really spend much. spend 48 dollars on two tee shirts from a shop in peninsula plaza.
Everything happen for a purpose.
The Wheel of life conference has been great.It has certainly open my eyes to the correct way of dealing with finances and how emotions can affect you and your money.
Was on my way back when i start to think what matter most to me in life.
Principle, no doubt, is one of the most important aspects. In my opinion that is one of criteria that i use when choosing my close friends. Yes, i do choose my close friends. It is crucial that who you let into your personal life and they will ultimately determine your future.
I am not perfect, that's for sure.And i am definitely not looking for perfect friends.I am looking for people who place importances on principles.
I went shopping to reward myself yesterday. Din't really spend much. spend 48 dollars on two tee shirts from a shop in peninsula plaza.
Everything happen for a purpose.
Thursday, September 4, 2008
The power of believing in yourself.
First of all...To my FYP Prof.
WHERE ON EARTH ARE YOU?!
I AM SOOOOOO GOING TO HUNT YOU DOWN IF YOU DON'T REPLY MY MAIL NEXT WEEK!
After so many emails, i am getting desperate liao. Need to go knock on his door and if need to, break it down. I need to know what to do next!! ARGHH...
Oh ya...
Congrats to D and YT. They are already moving into "pair" mode liao.
Wa Piang today i kenna suan and shoot up down left right...so long never had that feeling...but i guess i got to be patient.So don't ask me when is my turn!
Formal again tomorrow. Hiaz. Don't really like.
Show me Your way
WHERE ON EARTH ARE YOU?!
I AM SOOOOOO GOING TO HUNT YOU DOWN IF YOU DON'T REPLY MY MAIL NEXT WEEK!
After so many emails, i am getting desperate liao. Need to go knock on his door and if need to, break it down. I need to know what to do next!! ARGHH...
Oh ya...
Congrats to D and YT. They are already moving into "pair" mode liao.
Wa Piang today i kenna suan and shoot up down left right...so long never had that feeling...but i guess i got to be patient.So don't ask me when is my turn!
Formal again tomorrow. Hiaz. Don't really like.
Show me Your way
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
All out of love.
Been listening to Olivia's songs recently.Really like the jazzy music.Really like the guitar in this song.
Had my first Muay Thai practise yesterday. As usual, the first lesson is pretty slack yet i gotten quite alot of bruise.The reason is mainly because my sparring partner is pretty new and he can't control his strength that well.Hoping to clock as many practise as possible before going for the trials end of this month.
Just booked my TP.It will be 3 days before my first paper but i guess i am pretty cool cos i got only 2 papers.Hopefully i can clear at first try. I spent quite alot of money on it already!
I feel like shopping! Feels like getting a skinny jean/ super faded jean, vest, monarchy tee and gladiator.
Of cos all these are wants, i can do without them anyday. Just feel like dressing up.
I guess i am pretty vain for a guy. But it also could be because i try to be the best i can in every area. Of cos i may try to be but definitely does not mean i am the best.
Perhaps I can take a walk in town tml.
Had my first Muay Thai practise yesterday. As usual, the first lesson is pretty slack yet i gotten quite alot of bruise.The reason is mainly because my sparring partner is pretty new and he can't control his strength that well.Hoping to clock as many practise as possible before going for the trials end of this month.
Just booked my TP.It will be 3 days before my first paper but i guess i am pretty cool cos i got only 2 papers.Hopefully i can clear at first try. I spent quite alot of money on it already!
I feel like shopping! Feels like getting a skinny jean/ super faded jean, vest, monarchy tee and gladiator.
Of cos all these are wants, i can do without them anyday. Just feel like dressing up.
I guess i am pretty vain for a guy. But it also could be because i try to be the best i can in every area. Of cos i may try to be but definitely does not mean i am the best.
Perhaps I can take a walk in town tml.
Monday, September 1, 2008
Where is your brain?
A college student was in a philosophy class, where there was a class discussion about whether or not God exists, The professor had the following logic:
"Has anyone in this class heard God?" Nobody spoke.
"Has anyone in this class touched God?" Again, nobody spoke.
"Has anyone in this class seen God?" When nobody spoke for the third time, he simply stated, "Then there is no God."
The student did not like the sound of this at all, and asked for permission to speak. The professor granted it, and the student stood up and asked the following questions of his classmates:
"Has anyone in this class heard our professor's brain?" Silence.
"Has anyone in this class touched our professor's brain?"
Absolute silence.
"Has anyone in this class seen our professor's brain?" When nobody in the class dared to speak, the student concluded, "Then, according to our professor's logic, it must be true that our professor has no brain!"
"Has anyone in this class heard God?" Nobody spoke.
"Has anyone in this class touched God?" Again, nobody spoke.
"Has anyone in this class seen God?" When nobody spoke for the third time, he simply stated, "Then there is no God."
The student did not like the sound of this at all, and asked for permission to speak. The professor granted it, and the student stood up and asked the following questions of his classmates:
"Has anyone in this class heard our professor's brain?" Silence.
"Has anyone in this class touched our professor's brain?"
Absolute silence.
"Has anyone in this class seen our professor's brain?" When nobody in the class dared to speak, the student concluded, "Then, according to our professor's logic, it must be true that our professor has no brain!"
why me?
Arthur Ashe, the legendary Wimbledon player was dying of CANCER.
From the world over, he received letters from his fans, one of which conveyed:
Why does GOD have to select you for such a bad disease?
To this Arthur Ashe replied: In the world over 5,000,000 children learn to play tennis, 500,000 learn professional tennis, 50,000 come to the circuit, 5000 reach the grand slam, 50 reach Wimbeldon, 4 to semi final, 2 to the finals,
When I was holding a cup I never asked GOD "Why me?"
And today in pain I should not be asking GOD "Why me?"
Happiness keeps U Sweet, Trials keep U Strong, Sorrow keeps U Human, Failure Keeps U Humble, Success keeps U Glowing,
But only God Keeps U Going.....
From the world over, he received letters from his fans, one of which conveyed:
Why does GOD have to select you for such a bad disease?
To this Arthur Ashe replied: In the world over 5,000,000 children learn to play tennis, 500,000 learn professional tennis, 50,000 come to the circuit, 5000 reach the grand slam, 50 reach Wimbeldon, 4 to semi final, 2 to the finals,
When I was holding a cup I never asked GOD "Why me?"
And today in pain I should not be asking GOD "Why me?"
Happiness keeps U Sweet, Trials keep U Strong, Sorrow keeps U Human, Failure Keeps U Humble, Success keeps U Glowing,
But only God Keeps U Going.....
Prayerful
I hope i did the right thing. I just cross my finger it will be the end of the episode.
As people always say, out of sight, out of mind. I hope i can keep this promise me to myself. Stay strong!
This few days have been pretty bad. I don't feel the peace of God. I have been praying. Perhaps there is something really wrong, but i just hope i know what is it fast!
This is the top 5 trend that i hope i can adopt.
I like the slack and cool feel.
The berm look really good.
White is in.
White is the way to go.
Look at the sandals in the last 2 pics! i hope i can find something like that in sg.
As people always say, out of sight, out of mind. I hope i can keep this promise me to myself. Stay strong!
This few days have been pretty bad. I don't feel the peace of God. I have been praying. Perhaps there is something really wrong, but i just hope i know what is it fast!
This is the top 5 trend that i hope i can adopt.
I like the slack and cool feel.
The berm look really good.
White is in.
White is the way to go.
Look at the sandals in the last 2 pics! i hope i can find something like that in sg.
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