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back from sch after some long hours at work...been working on my project for sometime today...sawing and filing and painting(spray)...it has been quite sometime before i actually do such stuff..haha...

this sem is going to come to a close pretty soon...3 to 4 more weeks before the final exams...time really and i mean really fly...after this sem i will be in my final year! haha...it is really time for some transition....


feeling kinda of tired...perhaps it is the feelings inside me...sometimes when u are drained u kinda feel that way...just posted a new old song...used to be my favourite song..ahha..most of time i don like duel by jay..cos i feel he can't compliment other singer...this is what i feel the best duel he ever sang...



zoe say i am too picky...kimhai say i don wanna waste time...i am kinda lost


but i am sure i am on the lookout..hah

Glimpses of future part 1

i hope i will be driving my BMW..doesn't really matter what series it is...as long as it is gun metal gray i will be contented...


it is morning...and the sound of chit chatting kids came from the back seats..


i turn to my left, my beautiful wife look at me with her ever gorgeous eyes....it seems like it was only yesterday when i look into her eyes and ask her to marry me...


i turn around and say to my kids," make sure u study hard and don't fight in sch!"




after dropping them off, i continued to send my wife to work...not really a perfect day...i just try my best to make her feel better than i do by saying a super duper lame joke...she pretends to laugh..even thought she heard it a million times...


after kissing and dropping her off, i pick up speed and head towards my workplace...



i put on my coverall, put on helmet and proceed to my daily duty...


everyday is a challenging day..i work hard...but i love my job...i strive to be the best engineer in my company..i strive to improve everyday and i strive to do my best everyday...





work's tiring but i end it strong...with a sense of satisfaction...i bathed and rush off to pick my wife.....






back at home, i lean back on my sofa and fellowship with my kids...

after putting them to bed....i will occassionally drive my wife out to the nearby beach and have some personal time together...watching the stars and moon....










i am looking forward for this life to come!

I am getting attached(after exams!)

everyone i am getting attached once exams are over!

cos it is impossible for me to find time now with all the projects and exams.. and i don wanna sacrifce them so i decided to get attached after exams.


talking about exams, i can;t wait for them to start! hahaha cos it means they are going to be over very very soon!!!!hahahha


well she is some sort of what i wanna look for..i like the challenge...of cos to get something good and worthy, one have to pay the price...she demands me to spend more time then one would normally do with the rest..but well as the saying alway goes...no pain no gain...i like that...






of cos not everyone is please with it...but i don really care..cos it is my life and ultimately i choose my own path...not to say that i totally neglect advises from others..but well i guess i thought through and i already decide to commit myself to such a relationship...




i think it might come as a shock to ppl...i expect them to say" you sure?"

"have you speak to the ppl around you?"


"you sure you are doing the right thing? it is a serious thing you are taking about..you might hurt yourself?"





well all i can say, i have decided to and i think i will live with it..i might regret it someday



but i would rather try and have a chance to regret if it fails rather than not try and never have a chance regret...






oh ya..i am sorry bingren..i told u i will tell u once i am attached but i din ..

instead i post here...haha...ya..i guess u will find out eventually...





i think not alot ppl know what i am talking about...


i decided to post some pic...so u can who i am getting attached to...








































































Sembcorp marines here i come(after exams)!


i can't wait..hahah

Don't give up on us

supposed to stop blogging but somehow i can't focus and mug...really like this song...kinda keep me in this lovely dovey mood...hope you like it cos it is directed at you... and it is a song for u too for ur situation..someone really wants to tell u this...



david soul- dont't give up on us.

Don't give up on us, baby
Don't make the wrong seem right
The future isn't just one night
It's written in the moonlight
And painted on the stars
We can't change ours

Don't give up on us, baby
We're still worth one more try
I know we put our last one by
Just for a rainy evening
When maybe stars are few
Don't give up on us, I know
We can still come through

I really lost my head last night
You've got a right to stop believin'
There's still a little love left, even so

Don't give up on us, baby
Lord knows we've come this far
Can't we stay the way we are
The angel and the dreamer
Who sometimes plays a fool
Don't give up on us, I know
We can still come through

It's written in the moonlight
And painted on the stars
We can't change ours

Don't give up on us, baby
We're still worth one more try
I know we put our last one by
Just for a rainy evening
When maybe stars are few
Don't give up on us, I know
We can still come through

Don't give up on us, baby
Don't give up on us, baby

The future

just got back home from school. Had my design project group meeting.pretty ok...


countdown to exams==> 5 weeks.Biz lib here i come! anyone wanna join me? i will be there 14/7. application is open to anyone who wanna to do seriously mugging. best if you have a sense of humour and have high level of energy.



this few days i can't seems to study...my mind keep running around, thinking of that which happened not too long ago...hiaz...simply made me can't concentrate. i need to get it out of my mind...remove all the investment i made and forget about it. it will be bad for me eventually, i guess i really really need to move on.



was talking to Ivan on the way home about future...looking at my future...nobody except God knows how will it turn out to be..one thing for sure i need to be more relational...spend more time with my friends...and mix around more with the opposite sex...and of cos my time with my family..somehow i seems to lose everything else and jus focus on work...need to spend more time with the people around me...




i think i changed alot...1 and 1/2 years ago i was much more relational...somehow along the way i changed into a more solo person...maybe because of past disappointment and stuff, i kinda keep more to myself and like to go solo..


we will never know what the future holds but



Chances alway favour those that are prepared.

Up the standard

today i went to have lunch with my group engineering friends...coincidentally Ex Miss Singapore was sitting behind me( she is in my lecture group and she simply standout among the guys and girl.)..i could see she is trying to listen to what my guy friends have to say dating...


the new "in" and "efficient" way is to do multiple dating...someone said this to me

"i feel you should try 4 at one go, so in case one cannot then you can go for the other 3"


of cos they added in

"of cos don't let they know, cos it will reflect badly on you"



i was left pondering for a while...4 is a large number!





had muay thai training today..my joints almost gave way...because of y inflexible joints...i can't reach higher than a person's shoulder...only can go for rib and legs...hiaz...



work have been piling...time to hit the books!



you were never mine in the first place...why should i even bother...

Bai bai nen nen

today is one tiring day..been rushing to finish my project. Basically i spend the entire day above arts canteen at lerk thai doing my eng prof project. tiring man..and i still got a few more to go...argh!!!


after which i went home together with leona since she stay at woodlands.

then we start talking about all the back experiences we have that caused us almost to BS.

this last one year or so is really so life changing..i learn alot and it seems like i am going to alway look back at this one year and rem well the lesson i learnt.

was praying to God while walking home. I need to get back to where i was.

i need to be more accepting
i need to be more caring
i need to be more soul winning
i need to be more forgiving


most importantly...


i need to love Jesus more.

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on a lighter note...someone say i am bai bai nen nen...BAI BAI NEN NEN..

seriously i didn't know that phrase can be used to describe guys

seriously i am abit taken back...and for a split moment a joke came to my mind...


some girls like

1)bai bai nen nen guys










some girls like


2)abit more muscle and abit bai bai nen nen guy










of cos some girls like their boyfriends to be


3) muscle-packed.










on the other hand

4) some like alittle hair










of cos



there is those who like their boyfriend to have ALOT ALOT OF HAIR!










hahahhahahahha



hey to that person who told me that..thanks! and help me thank your mum!

No time

i am feeling the "heat".


school is getting busy...and i mean REALLY busy...and every other thing is also fighting for my time...

my friends, my parents( haven't spoken to my dad for 3 days), my muay thai and judo class.

i feel tired ...i simply got no much time for myself. And i try my best to be there whenever i can....


i got to confess...i am a high achiever want-to-be....i want to do more in less time...i need to do what is right now urgent...so sometimes i might appear cold or unfriendly...or even not entertaining..but well this is just me...i don't want to waste time doing something less productive...when the need is there for me to do...


i guess from next week on...no more outing for me...unless times permit...i want more time with my parents too.....

balance is important...but this is not the time to balance..it is time to off-balance and balance it back now after exams.






on a lighter note...i have posted some vidoe i found...just finished my test and feeling really down and under..so decided to google some interesting stuff i studied....hahah....



(1)worm power.

he press and squeeze your brain to your eyes...disgusting method but get the job done...into the bird stomach and he populates like mad..



(2) Fungus power.

if you are chinese, you might have eaten this fungus ...you eat them , they eat bugs



(3) Flea power!

when i was young, i alway imagine people respected flea for what they can do? check it out!



(4)scorpion

all you need to know about them!





(5) wasp



(6) Top 10 weirdest animal.

super funny..haha

when i was a little boy part1

when you were a little kid, what are the things that captivate you? what are the things that fasinated you?

i was talking to leona terence and raphael from my cg about some of the most amazing bugs( anything that does not has a backbone.it ranges from bees to starfish to shrimp and coral etc..) that i have studied while i was in primary school..they laugh at me...and they laugh like mad..thinking i am kdding them...well...i think i was quite studious when i was young..i read everyday..from bugs(which i realy like) to stars to physics...sound chim?check this bugs out



(1) The amazing mantis shrimp aka muay thai shrimp

i call them muay thai shrimp..they box and box till their prey goes into shock...don't believe? check it out!




(2)The pistol shrimp aka james bond shrimp

i prefer to call them james prawn...they carry a pistol and kill their prey by shooting them in the chest!!!!! i know u will laugh...take a look before you laugh!





ok..enough of shrimp...i remembered a few interesting spiders..do check them out



(3)The Gladiator spider aka fisherman's spider

They behave like fisherman...they fish...haha




(4)The trapdoor spider aka the peeping tom

they peep from below and catches u once they spot your colourful underwear..ahahah...i mean vibration...sneaky little fellows..




(5)The bolas spiders aka the humtum bola freak

i call them cow-spiders...God is fair...they look super ugly but they got the skill to humtum bola!





haha..alright back to studies...next time it will be more amazing stuff!

Sometimes when we touch

Song removed


Extremely nice song...kudos to Joseph for telling me the song..perfect song for what i am feeling now....

You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly

At times I understand you
And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by

At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides





Today i think i had had too much materials...mug till i wanna to cast my arm using iron...use 304 stainless steel for my teeth..and use high alloy steel for my knuckles....i think tml i will take a break and do other modules...

time seems to fly...wonder how will i be like one year later...

well i shall have an early nite...to rest my body and mind......


for all the pain, i never want to look at u in the eye.

i am tired...been studying material jus now...i am SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO glad i bought the text..it is really good..thanks for KH recommendation....no doubt he is really smart...no wonder every sem dean's list....


today muay thai is damn tiring...haha..so many ppl were having their midterm test...so paiseh to do push up in front of them...we look like recruits...haha...


okok...i am going to be serious in studying after today...need to buckle up....


Zero confidence in myself.

The eye

went to catch "The eye" with her...i still prefer the asian version..it is much scarier and better storyline...


Today received a call from _________ and i got a shock of my life....whatever is said is DEFINITELY not my intention at all..nor did i give anyone that idea to the best of my knowledge..i don wanna assume anything ..perhaps it is miscommunication...but i NEVER said or intented anything like that..there is people who can vouch for me...i will not dare to say anything now...i can't take such things twice...i scare the ink will get darker and darker when i try to interfer more...


anyway i will be shutting this blog down...for some personal reason..but it will not be permanent...maybe open up again after exams or something...


i can't control my feelings...

FIR

i just reached home about half an hour ago...thank God for leona and raphael for sending me home..haha...


today service was AWESOME.

as what was mention in Rocky 6 by the commentator...incredible is one of the most overused word but today service was simply INCREDIBLE!

FIR came and sang songs for us...i mean i listen to how God change their lives and how they are serving God, it really build up the faith in you...knowing that we can be like them in the marketplace...Faye is so cute!!!aha...not only she is sweet and sing so well...she is like so adorable...haha...i like her long hair...ah qing on the otherhand is very eloquent...he talks so well..no wonder he can win faye's heart....listening to their song and testimony really touch and aspire me to much...




pst kong preach on servanthood...it really speak to me about going to back to the days when i serve God with all my heart...how i enjoy serving...i look at where i am today and i am kind of like what the bible say...lost my soul to the world...held back by the weight of the world....i think i should go back to where i was...it is not goiing to be easy...after i "slack" for so long...it is hard...but well...sometimes...it just take the attitude of the heart for God to move....today at the servanthood altar call....i was reminded of the vision i once had...how i wanted to serve full time...and i was looking at myself and asking God how can it be possible? but by faith , i still held up my hand and stood up...in my mind...i was like "how to? how to?" ...guess like what the bible say..." all things are possible to he who believes!"



i believe it is time for me to get on track and be running along with Him.


anyway...i found this really interesting pics on fab blog..it is soo funny..


In America we have




but in Singapore we have




HAHAHAHAHHA